In the Middle of Tormenting the Protagonist

(Big things happen every year, but this year there are especially many.)

On day N of online classes, I found the protagonist of my story beside a trash can. What do I do when I dug this hole myself but don't want to fill it in? (Ponders.)

Why am I still a child? Still a minor? Still only a teenager? Why am I already a mom? (Not really.)

This is a crossover with the novel next door, one set in the past and one in the present.

That's right, I've dug another hole. Hehe.

Theme: Bewilderment, conflict, guilt, and family affection