What Am I Even Thinking?

I am a soldier, I am a soldier with feelings, I am a soldier who has had unrequited love countless times but died for love every time. Today, I guarded my shaky glass heart and started from the crystal. I thought today would be the same as usual, but my former crush, Li Bai, appeared in front of me. I closed my eyes and didn't look at him, and I was determined in my heart: I will never be moved again! I just followed my instinct and swung my sword. When I realized he had left, I opened my eyes, and then I heard the sound of my heart beating. I seemed to have followed Li Bai to the wild area unknowingly. In a half-curved stone wall in the wild area, there lived a tall and tall man. Looking at the bright and dazzling blue on his body, I felt that my clothes were extremely simple. I heard him say to me gently: "Little guy, why did you come here?" Ah, the flag that I had just set to stop my heartbeat fell like this. I wanted to see him again and talk to him again, but my body began to move involuntarily toward where I should go. He smiled and waved to me and said, "Goodbye." He's so nice. I think that he, who is so gentle and beautiful, will definitely not break my heart again.