My First Love, the Wildcat

[My next book will be "Tonight, I Don't Care About Humanity"]

Everyone at school knew that Fu Cheng, the top student who had never been interested in girls, radiated an aura that warned people to keep their distance. He was cold and languid.

No one could have imagined that on a certain New Year's Eve, on a Ferris wheel, a girl's hand would come to rest on the back of Fu Cheng's hand, which was resting on his knee.

Even less could anyone imagine that before they went home, Fu Cheng would clasp both of An Ni's hands tightly in his.

An Ni was stunned. "I only touched one of your hands."

Fu Cheng leaned in close, gazing at her with burning eyes. "Double the price."

After winter break,

Peach Ning No. 2 High School was in an uproar: the school's icy male god had melted in the hands of everyone's first love!

Everyone: WTF??? Weren't you supposed to be uninterested in girls?

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"Truth is, it's hard for me to say no to her."

If you don't want to succumb to the world, then succumb to me.

* Mostly set in high school, with healing. A melodramatic, bittersweet story, in the same world, with you and me both a little jaded (not really).

* A cool, world-weary sweetheart and a restrained little wildcat who's gentle only with her.

Weibo: @Yan Jing

[Next book: "Tonight, I Don't Care About Humanity"]

Yan Weishu first met Ji Yangyi when she was sixteen.

Back then, they were a perfect match, admired by everyone. After graduation, their love story became a fond legend at No. 2 High School.

At twenty-four, Ji Yangyi died because of her.

At twenty-six, Yan Weishu died of grief.

Yan Weishu opened her eyes and found herself reborn at sixteen. It was the most beautiful, purest age, the age when she first met Ji Yangyi.

This time, she wouldn't repeat her past mistakes.

She would escape her family and help him have a smooth and successful life.

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Years later, the film "Secret Love Is a Love Song" premiered.

Yan Weishu saw Ji Yangyi at the premiere. He was still elegant and refined, and had become a famous director and screenwriter.

This time, she chose to leave again.

She didn't know that the eyes watching her had been fixed on her for years.

Soon after, news broke that the famous novel "Wherever My Gaze Falls, There You Are" would be adapted for the screen, with award-winning rising director Ji Yangyi at the helm.

This time, Yan Weishu truly had nowhere to run.

Just as she had years ago, or perhaps in her previous life, written in a poem on her desk:

"Tonight I don't care about humanity. I only want you."

Their love poem from her previous life.

In this life, she'd be the one to take that final step.

* First winter snow (popular writer) x sunshine all four seasons (genius director)

* Mutual pining, mutual healing, a little angst.

* The title and love poem are from Haizi's poem "Diary."

Theme: Never hide your light for someone else.