[Dazai Osamu Solo] Going Against the Current

It's a very gentle text. My wife wrote it very well.

I cried when I read it. There were so many words in it that touched my heart. Indeed, I have been thinking about it. If all the concepts in the world are based on human definitions, then whether everything we know is just playing word games. I feel uneasy about this, and I feel sincere fear of animals like humans. I don't even understand the meaning of everything we learn and believe in. It's all human self-righteousness. What's the point of living? Even everything in relationships is just a name forced on by people. Later, although these confusions could not be resolved due to various reasons, they were still buried in my heart. My wife's article awakened my memory and gave me a little comfort. It is a very gentle article.

Dazai, it seems that you have found gentle companions to accompany you. I think back then, when you were lost in the crowd of the world, you were clumsily searching for only one path with light, and at that end, all the tenderness came to your face like the wind. Surrounded by the wind, you were like a cold north wind at first, as if you were still there. With their tolerance, you gradually integrate into them, but exist independently. The gentleness that belongs to you has arrived. I remember that you were like the most timid child in the world, not even daring to touch cotton candy, but now you can look at the person you recognize with the gentlest heart and gentlest eyes. Emptiness and confusion are no longer suitable for appearing in your eyes. Numbness and despair have not appeared in your heart for a long time. You, who are full of gentleness and coldness, are a unique existence in the world. You deserve to be treated tenderly by the world and deserve to have the gentlest partners in the world. They will be by your side. When you stare into the abyss, they will gently cover your eyes with their hands. When you calm down, they will take them away and watch the abyss with you. Dazai Osamu, you have received the gentleness that only belongs to you in the world. You might as well look back and look around, your gentleness is all around you. You! You will never be alone!

Words as gentle as Dazai. What's interesting is that the previous text gives people a sense of sharpness, as if they are teetering on a cliff, and dangerously sharp. Odasaku partially guides Dazai, as if he is exploring in a fog. When it comes to the detective agency part, it does still have a self-indulgent and fragile beauty like a cherry blossom, but there is a direction in the gentle beauty like a cherry blossom. It's true that I can't express myself clearly, and the teacher is really awesome.

Teacher, the writing is so good and warm.

Teacher, the writing is so good and warm.

Teacher, the writing is so good and warm.

I especially like... The emotions that are so sincere and shocking

I really like this conversation between the president and Dazai. Although Dazai finds it harder to get along with people because of Odasaku, I still feel that he and the detective agency are not just colleagues, but they also influence each other and gradually identify with each other. Just like in 55min, everyone in the detective agency secretly studied ways to treat Dazai. While Dazai was complaining about not being able to die, he also felt a new bond that made him feel that it was good to stay in the world.

I read it again, the writing is really great. Almost every sentence is written in the softest place in my heart. It's great to be able to write such a gentle article, it must be very gentle. *^ω^*