Abnormal

What is the meaning of being alive?

Bai Shu has thought himself inside out trying to figure it out.

Bai Zijin says there's no need to think about it. When you live your life well, being alive naturally has meaning.

But what if I don't want to live anymore?

I feel like maybe I'm just not suited to being alive.

No, that's not right.

Helian Qing cuts in.

You don't not want to live. You want to live too much, to truly live.

Content warnings and reading guide:

1. The female lead is a genuine psychiatric patient. With the help of her friends, she gradually recovers later in the story.

2. This is, broadly speaking, a fantasy novel with lots of original worldbuilding.

3. At present, I plan for the otherworldly portion to make up 70% and the past-life portion 30%. This is not primarily a level-up-and-fight-monsters story.

4. The internet connects us. Cherish this bond.

5. My writing ability is limited, so I can't update every day. I'm reliable about finishing my stories, and once I can settle on a regular update schedule, I'll announce it here.

6. Thank you to every angel who clicked on this story.

Theme: Break down before you can rebuild, and search for the meaning of being alive.