"If you were a man, I'd marry you." It took Xiaoxiao Ai years to realize how foolish it was to say something like that. If she'd figured it out a few years earlier, that man wouldn't have stood a chance.
People are always influenced by the world around them. They think they have to get married and have children, and after having a child, they still have to carry on the family line and have a son. Even after they do, that's not the end of it. They put up with even the most worthless men for their children's sake. Why put yourself through that?
An unexpected ending turned out to be a kind of liberation.
Theme: It's never too late for love
So, is this story a tragedy? How many people have compromised in reality, but what they often ignore is how much debt they have caused. I would rather be unfilial than hurt others. This is irresponsible to myself and others. Unless I sacrifice myself and die in depression, I would rather become a monk and stay away from the world of mortals.
The second one is a high school student, a girl with depression, amnesia, and social anxiety. I don't know if too much concern gave her the wrong impression. This kid committed suicide online just because I looked like I had a girlfriend. Finally, I made an agreement with her and promised her that as long as she always likes me, I can't find a boyfriend or girlfriend. After a long time like this, her condition stabilized, she started going to school, she had something to do, she made new friends, and she gradually stopped contacting me... The special attention and friend lists just became so gloomy (perhaps they will be regarded as black history in retrospect).
I have read this novel on another platform and I think it is very good. Please allow me to ask: Is there a second part (it feels like there is a continuation of this story)? Said with great anticipation.
I don't know what love is, I only know that it's easy to like but hard to love. The first person who took the initiative to express his love for me was a very talented girl who was seriously ill. When we first met her, she was probably moved by the fact that I walked across the dormitory building at 2 o'clock in the middle of the night to send a classmate who I was not familiar with to the hospital for emergency treatment. During that time, I tried every means to make her happy. For the sake of her mental state and physical health, I worked hard to join her social circle. I learned a lot of knowledge that I had never been exposed to before. I tried my best to comfort her online 24 hours a day. I thought about her all the time. I even considered graduating from college and taking a postgraduate entrance examination in the city where she was working... But these were good intentions but bad things. I gave her hope, only to make her more desperate. Because the intuition cannot get "I", the condition worsens. It wasn't until I said give up that her mental state started to normalize. I'm so nice, she feels like she doesn't have long to live, that's it. I am such an incompetent, good-hearted and scumbag, affectionate and ruthless at the same time. I take action when necessary and don't need to put it down right away. So now we are close friends.
Touch it. Although I am a weird guy who is asexual and partial to homosexual. I have been chased by men but never accepted them. Occasionally crossing the road or running at night, I will be asked for WeChat messages (I hate stalking), but I can also clearly feel that my classmate does not like me that way. It is probably a recognition and appreciation of me as a person (she is very good at men and likes to chase stars) Because my family had strict upbringing when I was a child, I was not allowed to have too much contact with boys; high school liberal arts; college majors in foreign languages... Were basically among the girls. At the same time, I personally like knight games, yearn for the spirit of chivalry, and treat women with special treatment and cherishment. Inadvertently, I fell in love with two girls. In the only discussion group for book friends, the netizens in it all called me a "central air conditioner" and a "scumbag" (of course, there are also comments such as being a good person, a holy mother, and a silly sweet girl).
Especially considering me as the standard for finding a partner, it's incredible
Especially considering me as the standard for finding a partner, it's incredible
My classmates often say this to me, "If you were a boy, I would marry you", "If you were a boy, I would pester you every day" and so on. To be honest, it's quite embarrassing (??ω???)