"Why are you crying, my little girl? Look, the world is wonderful. The weather is clear, the streets are lively. You should go out and see it. There are good people who will treat you gently and smile at you. They're better than me. Truly, this world is better than me. I never lie to you."
I would like to dedicate this document to the best Jiang Cheng.
Jiang Cheng, this is the second year after you left. To this day, I still don't want to believe that you have completely left this world that has made you miss me so much and hurt you so much.
As someone who has witnessed your life except Ah Fu, I have to admit that even though you don't know me, the grief your passing brings to me is by no means less than the collapse and despair you felt late in life.
No one wants to be born with an unknown destiny, and I think you are the same. He was obviously so cute, a little doll made of pink and jade, but because of a strange coincidence that could not distinguish the true from the false, his parents cruelly threw him away to his hometown in Liangzhou, where he stayed for seven years.
I know you have had a hard time these past seven years. When you are sick, you have no one to care about you, so you can only bear it by yourself; when you are sad, you have no one to comfort you, you can only relieve yourself; when you are happy, you have no one to accompany you, you can only have fun by yourself; when you are angry, no one can persuade you, so you can only endure it by yourself. You also have to endure the looks, beatings and scoldings from servants and relatives from time to time. I believe you must have a bone-deep experience of having your teeth knocked out and blood swallowed. You have gritted your teeth and endured all this one by one. Isn't it because of the longing to go home? But you never said anything about this, and the funny thing is that your so-called parents never asked about it.
I know you have been thinking about going home and looking forward to going home. Which child in the world doesn't want to go home? What's more, you are the one who was abandoned. Finally you went back, but your mother treated you like a guest, polite and distant, which made your joy of returning home instantly dissipate, and the chill spread from your head to your feet. You finally understand that in the end, the only one who wants you to go home is you.
Because of that fall into the water, your body suffered from irreversible disease, and your temperament was as cold as ice. Outsiders think you are cold and heartless, but no one knows that you will smile so beautifully when you see the soft and glutinous dumplings, just like the sun in winter, warming people's hearts. That's your brother. Even though your parents forgot about you several times because of him, even though the servants treated you harshly because of his indifference, even though the little girl resented you because of his disregard for affection, he was still your weakness, and he was the only one who made you feel the warmth that you had been looking forward to for so long, the warmth from your relatives.
So I know that the moment you knew he was poisoned, you must have been heartbroken. Your good brother was so angry that he was lying on the bed. Anyone else would have wanted to eat those murderers alive. And of course you didn't let them go. Yes, who is that? That is your brother. Even if they hurt you, you cannot touch him. He and Wanwan are the people you protect in your heart. If anyone dares to touch, you will kill them.
But what about your life? Who else was worried? No one you care about knows that you have had your chest pierced and been poisoned by something even worse. That thing leaves you riddled with wounds, and the pain is often so painful that you can't sleep all night long, and you even have to take medicine to hang on to your life. But you want to save your life, save your life to cover Re Wanwan's heart, save your life to take care of the Jiang family, save your life, save your life to wait for the real return home. But there is only one Jade Dew Pill, what if you eat it? You are also a mortal body with seven emotions and six desires, but why do your confusion and helplessness turn into selfishness and ruthlessness in their eyes? They all come to force you, accuse you, accuse you, and make you understand that your brother's life is your life, but yours is not.
After you were finally forced to use your own survival capital to fulfill their long-cherished wish, you wanted to leave, and you did. You just want to find a place to live quietly for as long as you want. Anyway, it's not up to you to survive. We found a yard and hired a servant. As luck would have it, he was your wet nurse's son. One was sick and the other was mute. We helped each other get by, and life wasn't too bad.
But you never expected that Wanwan would find you. The little girl is tired from work and has tears in her eyes. You happened to be sick when you came here. You miss her so much, even in your dreams, but you don't want her to see you looking like a human being or a ghost. But you can't breathe, and you're unconscious from the pain, so you can't even bother to push her back. On the other hand, she kept coaxing you, saying all kinds of love words, as if her lips were covered with honey. I have to admit, you are indeed very useful. You thought, it seems you don't need to cover it anymore, and the little girl's heart warmed up on its own, but you never saw her expression of pain and regret when she knew about the sins you suffered.
How wonderful, how wonderful it would be if I could be affectionate with the little girl like this until we grow old together, but you just can't live anymore. What a big joke God has played on you. The little girl finally changed her mind, you finally got what you wanted, and you are finally dying. It is really sad and despairing.
You lived a contented life in your last days, and every time you got sick, you had a little girl watching over you. You feel that your end is approaching, and you also know that the little girl will die for you after you leave, so you ask Ah Fu to light incense so that the little girl forgets you and regains your life.
As you wish, the little girl is living a good life, and her parents and brother no longer miss you because of the letter you asked Afu to send. Everyone is fine, and the world is fine, but you are not here. You are right in your calculations, but you are the only one missing out.
Actually, you are complaining, right? Otherwise, why would your ashes flow to the south even though your home is in the north? You must want to go back, because when you were dying and confused, all you thought about was going home. When you were dying, you still looked forward to your parents taking you back. This becomes your lifelong obsession and your final regret.
Forget it, admit it, this life will be like this.
Regarding the next life, even though you will never come back and they are no longer you, no matter how many lives they live, I am still willing to give you the best blessings.
I wish your father is generous, your mother is loving, your brother is gentle, and your family is always warm and with you.
Second, I hope you can win the heart of one person and love her day and night until your head turns white.
Thirdly, I wish you to be kind to yourself, wear a white jade hairpin, drink emerald bud tea, smoke tea and turnip incense; enjoy peach blossoms in early spring, streams in midsummer, red leaves in autumn, and white snow in winter.
Just because you are the unique and best Jiang Cheng in this world, you are worthy of all the beautiful things in this world.
Teacher, the food is delicious, but can you compensate for my tears? 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 In the middle of the night, I almost fainted from crying. The more I tasted, the more uncomfortable I felt.
Teacher, can you resurrect us 🥺
It's so sad, how can I put it, I really love the male protagonist so much, the character directly pokes my heart, I also really, really, really, really like Ah Fu! But the heroine emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I burst out crying, woo woo woo woo, madam, you are so cruel, in the end you didn't even want to leave the memory to her woo woo woo woo woo woo woo.
It turned out to be Huang Liang Yimeng? No, ah, ah, Ah Cheng is so pitiful
Author, can you update the extras? How cruel. If only this was just a dream of Liang Wan's [cheek holding]
I casually clicked on an article in the advanced mathematics class. I didn't know it was so cruel. I thought it was sour literature at the beginning, but at the end, he, and then I cried like that in the advanced mathematics class. My eyes were red and I finished half the paper. The author writes very well, and the narration is very light and ordinary.
I would like to dedicate this document to the best Jiang Cheng. Jiang Cheng, this is the second year after you left. To this day, I still don't want to believe that you have completely left this world that has made you miss me so much and hurt you so much. As someone who has witnessed your life except Ah Fu, I have to admit that even though you don't know me, the grief your passing brings to me is by no means less than the collapse and despair you felt late in life. No one wants to be born with an unknown destiny, and I think you are the same. He was obviously so cute, a little doll made of pink and jade, but because of a strange coincidence that could not distinguish the true from the false, his parents cruelly threw him away to his hometown in Liangzhou, where he stayed for seven years. I know you have had a hard time these past seven years. When you are sick, you have no one to care about you, so you can only bear it by yourself; when you are sad, you have no one to comfort you, you can only relieve yourself; when you are happy, you have no one to accompany you, you can only have fun by yourself; when you are angry, no one can persuade you, so you can only endure it by yourself. You also have to endure the looks, beatings and scoldings from servants and relatives from time to time. I believe you must have a bone-deep experience of having your teeth knocked out and blood swallowed. You have gritted your teeth and endured all this one by one. Isn't it because of the longing to go home? But you never said anything about this, and the funny thing is that your so-called parents never asked about it. I know you have been thinking about going home and looking forward to going home. Which child in the world doesn't want to go home? What's more, you are the one who was abandoned. Finally you went back, but your mother treated you like a guest, polite and distant, which made your joy of returning home instantly dissipate, and the chill spread from your head to your feet. You finally understand that in the end, the only one who wants you to go home is you. Because of that fall into the water, your body suffered from irreversible disease, and your temperament was as cold as ice. Outsiders think you are cold and heartless, but no one knows that you will smile so beautifully when you see the soft and glutinous dumplings, just like the sun in winter, warming people's hearts. That's your brother. Even though your parents forgot about you several times because of him, even though the servants treated you harshly because of his indifference, even though the little girl resented you because of his disregard for affection, he was still your weakness, and he was the only one who made you feel the warmth that you had been looking forward to for so long, the warmth from your relatives. So I know that the moment you knew he was poisoned, you must have been heartbroken. Your good brother was so angry that he was lying on the bed. Anyone else would have wanted to eat those murderers alive. And of course you didn't let them go. Yes, who is that? That is your brother. Even if they hurt you, you cannot touch him. He and Wanwan are the people you protect in your heart. If anyone dares to touch, you will kill them. But what about your life? Who else was worried? No one you care about knows that you have had your chest pierced and been poisoned by something even worse. That thing leaves you riddled with wounds, and the pain is often so painful that you can't sleep all night long, and you even have to take medicine to hang on to your life. But you want to save your life, save your life to cover Re Wanwan's heart, save your life to take care of the Jiang family, save your life, save your life to wait for the real return home. But there is only one Jade Dew Pill, what if you eat it? You are also a mortal body with seven emotions and six desires, but why do your confusion and helplessness turn into selfishness and ruthlessness in their eyes? They all come to force you, accuse you, accuse you, and make you understand that your brother's life is your life, but yours is not. After you were finally forced to use your own survival capital to fulfill their long-cherished wish, you wanted to leave, and you did. You just want to find a place to live quietly for as long as you want. Anyway, it's not up to you to survive. We found a yard and hired a servant. As luck would have it, he was your wet nurse's son. One was sick and the other was mute. We helped each other get by, and life wasn't too bad. But you never expected that Wanwan would find you. The little girl is tired from work and has tears in her eyes. You happened to be sick when you came here. You miss her so much, even in your dreams, but you don't want her to see you looking like a human being or a ghost. But you can't breathe, and you're unconscious from the pain, so you can't even bother to push her back. On the other hand, she kept coaxing you, saying all kinds of love words, as if her lips were covered with honey. I have to admit, you are indeed very useful. You thought, it seems you don't need to cover it anymore, and the little girl's heart warmed up on its own, but you never saw her expression of pain and regret when she knew about the sins you suffered. How wonderful, how wonderful it would be if I could be affectionate with the little girl like this until we grow old together, but you just can't live anymore. What a big joke God has played on you. The little girl finally changed her mind, you finally got what you wanted, and you are finally dying. It is really sad and despairing. You lived a contented life in your last days, and every time you got sick, you had a little girl watching over you. You feel that your end is approaching, and you also know that the little girl will die for you after you leave, so you ask Ah Fu to light incense so that the little girl forgets you and regains your life. As you wish, the little girl is living a good life, and her parents and brother no longer miss you because of the letter you asked Afu to send. Everyone is fine, and the world is fine, but you are not here. You are right in your calculations, but you are the only one missing out. Actually, you are complaining, right? Otherwise, why would your ashes flow to the south even though your home is in the north? You must want to go back, because when you were dying and confused, all you thought about was going home. When you were dying, you still looked forward to your parents taking you back. This becomes your lifelong obsession and your final regret. Forget it, admit it, this life will be like this. Regarding the next life, even though you will never come back and they are no longer you, no matter how many lives they live, I am still willing to give you the best blessings. I wish your father is generous, your mother is loving, your brother is gentle, and your family is always warm and with you. Second, I hope you can win the heart of one person and love her day and night until your head turns white. Thirdly, I wish you to be kind to yourself, wear a white jade hairpin, drink emerald bud tea, smoke tea and turnip incense; enjoy peach blossoms in early spring, streams in midsummer, red leaves in autumn, and white snow in winter. Just because you are the unique and best Jiang Cheng in this world, you are worthy of all the beautiful things in this world.
Teacher, the food is delicious, but can you compensate for my tears? 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 In the middle of the night, I almost fainted from crying. The more I tasted, the more uncomfortable I felt.
Teacher, can you resurrect us 🥺
It's so sad, how can I put it, I really love the male protagonist so much, the character directly pokes my heart, I also really, really, really, really like Ah Fu! But the heroine emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I burst out crying, woo woo woo woo, madam, you are so cruel, in the end you didn't even want to leave the memory to her woo woo woo woo woo woo woo.
It turned out to be Huang Liang Yimeng? No, ah, ah, Ah Cheng is so pitiful
Author, can you update the extras? How cruel. If only this was just a dream of Liang Wan's [cheek holding]
I casually clicked on an article in the advanced mathematics class. I didn't know it was so cruel. I thought it was sour literature at the beginning, but at the end, he, and then I cried like that in the advanced mathematics class. My eyes were red and I finished half the paper. The author writes very well, and the narration is very light and ordinary.
Are you crying to death?
Jiang Cheng should have a happy ending???