I Just Want to Hand Her a Flower

Let me express my thoughts. Maybe it's not right. The whole article is confusing. Moreover, the "I" in some chapters is "I", and the "I" in some chapters is An. Inference one: An was cut into pieces by the bad girl Pua and turned into a skeleton, still jumping in the fire. Later, An was killed by Ga. "I" fell in love with An, and became mentally unstable. He did all kinds of evil things to save her, and even turned her into a zombie (and even planted someone else's rib on himself). An still looks young, but "I" are already old. Inference 2: Ann and "I" fell in love. An likes "me" so much that she even lets me cut flesh and bones by myself while jumping in the fire. Later, Ann picked up "I" and even resurrected "I". "I" made her into a doll in the bathroom and imprisoned her. I also made her feel the bones and flesh being ripped out and thrown into the fire. I also dug Ann's accessories for myself, and even killed people everywhere to resurrect myself. Then Ann became a monster and "I" was a human being who had aged. Inference three: Part of it is "my" delusions and words of being bullied, and the rest is some of Ann's crazy ideas. Ann is the older sister and the lover takes care of "I", the younger sister, and then "I" is still young, while sister Ann is already old. It can be seen from some oral habits that An is older than "me" and always uses the word "good boy", while "me" calls himself a "stupid boy", and An always comforts and cares for "me".

End of scattering flowers and eternal happiness [Star Eyes][Star Eyes]

My throat hurts so much, it feels so hot

Is this a zombie background?

Why does my lover want to cut off "my" carrion after "I" dies and rots?

Why does my lover want to cut off "my" carrion after "I" dies and rots?

Is this your own knife? It hurts just thinking about it!

I can't understand it at all, it feels too abstract.