My coming-of-age novel with multiple love interests is now underway. Please check out its companion story, Little Fan.
"I always feel like my life is split into before I turned fifteen and after."
Before she turned fifteen, Xie Xiaoshan was determined to be a lazy fish. Her only hopes for a future job were good pay, little work, a short commute, and a boss who wasn't an idiot.
After she turned fifteen, Xie Xiaoshan was forced to support her family. She worked conscientiously for over a decade and was still a nobody in the entertainment industry. Her peers, who debuted at the same time, had already made it to the top and bought homes and cars. They had money and fame, while she was still an eighteenth-tier actress with nothing but awards, so obscure she wasn't even worth mentioning alongside them.
Xie Xiaoshan deeply regretted not going to Thailand to get the gender-reassignment surgery that would turn her from a woman into a man, then debuting in a group with them. Wouldn't she have already achieved her dream of retiring early?
One day, Xie Xiaoshan ran away from home again. Under the username Energetic Girl Li Kui, she posted a photo of the child-sized runaway backpack Jung Kook had bought to apologize, with the caption: "Goodbye, Mom. I'm setting sail tonight!"
In the end, Hoseok found the utterly clueless Xie Xiaoshan beneath the Silly Hats building and dragged her back to the dorm. She held a huge basin of noodles in her arms and shamelessly asked Seokjin for another serving. Jung Kook nearly cried at the sight of how much she could eat. Taehyung couldn't even bear to look at Xie Xiaoshan wolfing her food down.
What the heck? When the others were sulking, they refused to eat, but when she sulked, she ate two whole basins.
Taehyung was mostly to blame for how Baotou City came to know Xie Xiaoshan. If he hadn't brought this country bumpkin over, would she ever have had anything to do with them? They wouldn't have crossed paths in a million years!
Taehyung: This is ridiculous. You didn't get taken care of by Auntie Wang, so did you just eat all that food for nothing?
The following is the original synopsis:
What is dissociative identity disorder?
It's when people with very different personalities live in the same body.
Then... what about split souls?
A soul is torn apart, with the primary and secondary souls sensing and controlling each other. The primary soul, Zeng Liyan, once despised and fled; the secondary souls drift and wander, each in a different body, with no connection between them.
If there is one, it's Jung Kook. Jung Kook is the only connection.
To Zeng Liyan, Jung Kook is both a struggle against fate and a home for her soul, both gentleness and cruelty, both salvation and annihilation, both black and white.
To Jung Kook, Zeng Liyan is both an unsolved mystery and a forbidden topic, both desire and renunciation, both a kiss and lovemaking, both blue-black and crimson.
Long ago, before rouge existed, a woman's cheeks turned red only for the man she loved.
Completed works: The World's Most Handsome "My Girlfriend Has Five Faces"
Little Pretty "Peony Brand"
Dumpling "The Ambitious One"
Weibo: Small, pitiful, helpless, but can eat. (Not much of value there, but it's good for chatting.)
[Warnings]:
The timeline is completely broken.
Theme: Even when you're hurt, don't give up on the right person.
Big and awesome I hope that the one who gives will never wrong himself, do his best, and never change for others.
Everyone always says that they hope they can marry each other, but I hope that this couple will let go of my pear, because he always gives me the feeling of being a scumbag. I also couldn't figure out why I liked Youyi and wanted to have sex with Lizi in a dream, and I was so angry. Does it mean what you say? I can take it back if I want to. Are we pear fools that you have to come if you want it and leave if you don't want it? She has been through so much, so just let us go. At present, I especially hate the sentence "I have done so much for you and you should be grateful to me", so I don't want to say that this is nothing more than moral kidnapping. One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, so I can't blame Jungkook for Li Zi, but! No one should or must treat you well. After thinking about it, I feel that pears are not worth it. Jungkook, are you crazy? I didn't feel that Jungkook loved pears at all, I really didn't feel it at all. There was love and a sense of substitution, but it was too arbitrary. I was so angry that I jumped up from the bed and banged the wall! [Biting a handkerchief] Being young is neither capital nor a reason nor an excuse. People are selfish and have their own ideas. But if a child commits a serious crime and hurts others, can society forgive it? In other words, the system will let you do whatever you want because you are young and beautiful? What this example means is that if you are too young and immature to make mistakes, you will be forgiven. He has done so many wrong things, and he just feels guilty. He feels that everything is as it should be, so he lives his life freely, right? Then you clearly knew about pears and you had rejected them so much, but suddenly you realized that you just liked pears if you said you liked them. What did you think of pears? Why can you have everything you want? Why can you hurt others unscrupulously based on their love? What you like is desire and shadow, right? I'm so angry that I want to explode Assi. Please let the pear go! Anyone who has ever suffered pain knows that wounds can heal over time, but the heart cannot. No matter what, traces will remain. Yuta is probably the worst second male lead, and then there is sweetheart Winwin, and Einyu is a very good boy. Please find someone else to like Lizi. Don't like Guozi anymore. I always feel that Guozi can wait until time passes before falling in love with the next girl. Some of them are really just memories, and it's not like they will actually be together in the end, let alone the wishful thinking of one of them? Field! Jung! Country! He is really not worth it! It's not a matter of maturity or immaturity, but there are some things that seem to have seen through the essence, and they are just broken dolls. =( Everyone is welcome to discuss it with me. I wonder if anyone feels the same as me... =(
Thank you for your hard work.
It's full of emotions and I can't explain it clearly, but it's written with great feeling.
This book is so realistic that I dare not read it carefully. It is one step closer to my A-Zhen~
I have read this article intermittently. What can I say? It is so realistic. I also followed the disgust and heartbreak in the article. The love of every couple needs to be maintained by both parties. Anyway, thank you to the author for letting me see this article. Keep up the good work~
The ending is about spreading flowers! It's the ending I wanted. See you in Park Jimin's chapter.
Absolutely TTThis is what I want he
666666 Finished Spreading Flowers
Finished spreading flowers! What kind of genius is the teacher? He is so good at writing! In the last chapter, where Lizi and Guozi attended the wedding, it was so sweet to me!