[Bungo Stray Dogs] I Used to Be a Magical Girl

Eight years ago, Alice met Li Chuan Yaoyang. Without Li Chuan's knowledge, she witnessed her battle with the monsters and learned the wish and price of the magical girl's wish. Mr. Mori loves Yokohama deeply, maybe he is touched, maybe he has some respect and gratitude for the magical girl who fights for Yokohama alone, or maybe there is the reason he said. Not only did he not use the girl's wishing mechanism, he also single-handedly cleaned up the incubators in Yokohama for eight years after Lichuan without everyone's knowledge, and will continue to do so. Did Li Chuan Yaoyang still fall into eternal sleep? As for Dazai, I think he has deep feelings for Li Chuan, but I can't tell whether it's love or not. Maybe there is, especially when Dazai said before jumping off the building at the end of the Witch Incident that if you want to catch Li Chuan, you have to make every effort. Also, Li Chuan, who shouldn't have woken up for the third time because of the adhesive that Dazai missed, was polluted by Dazai. I am the type of Zai Chu who is not typical and not overly enthusiastic. I like Dazai in Fumino and hope that he will be happy. I will not try to stop Dazai when he is desperate. I agree with and feel that death is the salvation when Dazai is desperate and has no desire to live. I will witness his death and say goodbye to him and never see him again. Therefore, it is just another possibility to witness Dazai, and the world line that he may encounter. Dazai seems to have had a bit of happiness, and more possibilities of fate and ties, which is good.

Ah? Ah! It was obviously Yaoyang himself, but he was dragged out of the place of eternal rest again and again. You "monsters", can you let her go? Dazai, what's wrong with you? You hurt Ome again and again. Protect her for me!

I once played a game with similar words in it. The heroine of that game once said that the future of making a promise and dancing together turned out to be a future that would never come. Such regret and sadness always make me cry

Sure enough, when Dazai and a magical girl combine, it always makes people feel sad and makes them cry for a long time.

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After reading it, let me briefly describe what I felt. Of course, this is just my personal understanding, and there will be differences in details and the like. Li Chuan Yaoyang is a child who only focuses on the present. Dazai is a child who sees too thoroughly and casts his gaze to places that are far away. He is also in that place where there is a huge gap between him and others and is difficult to reach. Although they are childhood sweethearts, they are just childhood sweethearts. Different beliefs and different ideas. Even if Yaoyang has feelings of admiration, he doesn't expect Dazai to respond. As for Dazai, can the emotion he harbors for Haruyang really be said to be romantic? My personal understanding is negative. In Chapter 3, I was struck by this statement: [Taking the age of fourteen as the starting point, after leaving his original living environment, Dazai Osamu naturally did not contact his former childhood sweetheart, nor did he pay attention to the situation after he left. For Dazai, who left his former green plum behind as a matter of course, is green plum really important? I think the answer is no. They just lived in extremely close proximity for a long time and had an intersection. There are many ordinary intersections, but are there any intersections that touch the soul? Maybe there is. But it will only be a shallow touch, no different from the force of a butterfly landing on your fingertips. Like a dragonfly, at that moment, you may feel something, but the feeling is not much different from the feeling of the tulle blowing. Such an intersection would be a matter of course and ignored after separation. For Yaoyang, falling in love with an outstanding young man is undoubtedly a normal thing. The wish she made before she died could be said to be for Dazai, but it was only to achieve what she wanted to do most at the moment. Did she really love Dazai so much that she couldn't let him go? I don't think so. The admiration does exist, but the extent is unknown. What I feel is that she does like Dazai, but this kind of love is undoubtedly as light as mist. She just happened to be about to die with such a regret before Dazai's birthday. She didn't expect Dazai to respond to her love, she just wanted Dazai to feel sad for her passing after she passed away. This is the same as the leader Zai only needs Yaoyang to remember him and grieve for him after his death. ——This is the same side of them. They were different enough that everything between them seemed frivolous and unrealistic. They also have similarities, so although their interactions are shallow, there is always a vague connection that cannot be ignored. I was stabbed hard in the novel. But this is all normal. Based on their personalities and experiences, this couldn't be more normal. They are the same but also different. They don't have no contact, but they can't become lovers either. Even if they are far away from each other, they cannot be completely close or completely far away. Between them, there is a line that connects the two people. And this thread may be enough for them. This is my feeling after reading this novel. It may be different from everyone else's feeling, or it may be the same. I just felt a lot of emotion after reading it and wanted to write it down.

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I cried when I read it for the first time. I didn't know about The Magic Circle at that time and just felt sad. Now that I have read The Magic Circle, I think of this book again and I cry even more after reading it again.

Tied, summary, I want to cry, but I can't cry, I want to laugh, but I can't.

After watching it, I cried while watching it. One of the extras was sweet. The result...