The girl had countless nightmares and tortured herself again and again. That winter, she finally lost her life. She said that after she died, her body should be cremated and scattered in the sea. She said she didn't love anyone in the world, yet when she learned that he had been in a car accident, she killed the driver, gouged out his eyes, threw them on the ground, and crushed them underfoot.
She said that lying alone in a coffin was too cold. She didn't want to lie there all by herself.
She said she didn't like snow because it was really, really cold. But she died that winter.
She was twenty that year.
Theme: After living in darkness for so long, once you touch the light, you can never bear to let it go. But how can someone trapped in the darkness ever dream of climbing out?