A Marriage in Name Only

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Everyone has love when they are first born into this world. When I was young, I simply fell in love with whatever I wanted, whether it was male or female, or it was taboo. I didn't think about the future or the consequences, so I just fell in love. But as I grow up, the burden on my body becomes heavier. I dare not think about being as willful as before, because now you are not the only one who bears the burden. You have to consider many factors, including your parents' expectations and society's vision, which will make you farther and farther away from love. . . . . . Love needs to be brave... Love needs to be brave... I don't know if I will be so brave when I really encounter it, or I will choose to escape. . . . . .

It's a very realistic article, but I still want him to be happy. I'm a fujoshi. At the beginning, I thought I cared more about this group, but I always wondered why they didn't believe in my sincerity and goodwill. But later I gradually understood that the so-called support was just kind-hearted probing and curiosity. This kind of feeling is the most hurtful. Then I feel that I am dirty, not even as good as those who insult this group. At least they have made their hateful attitude clear. And I kept saying tolerance and understanding in exchange for people's trust, but it was actually to satisfy my own selfish curiosity. Then I was suddenly shocked. Is that still friendship? I'm panicking. Friendship is based on equality... Even if I don't want to analyze my heart, I should ask myself whether I regard them as fun things at a deeper level... I don't dare to think about how bad I would be like that. In fact, I never knew I had this mentality before. I still remember that day I went to a chat room in the gay area, but when I carefully stated that I might be bisexual, no one paid any attention to me, and I was kicked out soon after. It hurts. Finally, I realized that I had entered the wrong place. It was an ordinary chat room. I didn't sleep that day and kept reading novels until late at night. I don't remember what I felt. I just remember telling myself that it was no big deal. But while reading the article, I kept crying. That was the first time I truly felt the embarrassment and helplessness of being hated and abandoned. Maybe it will sound sour to say this, sorry. Great article, really good. The long comment from netizen tamde1987 is also very touching. So after reading it, I made a lot of nonsense inexplicably. I'm sorry, but I bow and apologize. Author's reply: I am very grateful to Yan Huan for her support, and also to Yan Huan for her care for the gay community. In fact, fujoshi's care for gays is sincere. It is normal for people to be curious about things they don't understand and then imagine. Don't deny the good because of the bad, and deny the bad because of the good. The two are irreplaceable and both have reasons for their existence. You have to believe that the other person can also feel your own feelings. In fact, all we have to do is not use our own happiness standards to measure the happiness that others want. Thanks again to Yan Huan for your support. I hope you can understand your feelings. I recommend Yan Huan that you watch the movie "The Love of Siam" for its interpretation of love.

It's a very realistic article, but I still want him to be happy. I'm a fujoshi. At the beginning, I thought I cared more about this group, but I always wondered why they didn't believe in my sincerity and goodwill. But later I gradually understood that the so-called support was just kind-hearted probing and curiosity. This kind of feeling is the most hurtful. Then I feel that I am dirty, not even as good as those who insult this group. At least they have made their hateful attitude clear. And I kept saying tolerance and understanding in exchange for people's trust, but it was actually to satisfy my own selfish curiosity. Then I was suddenly shocked. Is that still friendship? I'm panicking. Friendship is based on equality... Even if I don't want to analyze my heart, I should ask myself whether I regard them as fun things at a deeper level... I don't dare to think about how bad I would be like that. In fact, I never knew I had this mentality before. I still remember that day I went to a chat room in the gay area, but when I carefully stated that I might be bisexual, no one paid any attention to me, and I was kicked out soon after. It hurts. Finally, I realized that I had entered the wrong place. It was an ordinary chat room. I didn't sleep that day and kept reading novels until late at night. I don't remember what I felt. I just remember telling myself that it was no big deal. But while reading the article, I kept crying. That was the first time I truly felt the embarrassment and helplessness of being hated and abandoned. Maybe it will sound sour to say this, sorry. Great article, really good. The netizen's long comment was also very touching. So after reading it, I made a lot of nonsense inexplicably. I'm sorry, but I bow and apologize.

Looking at the low click-through rate of this article undoubtedly confirms my idea that this is an article destined to wait silently to bloom in the dark night like an epiphyllum. I am very fortunate to know the author Hao Niang through my cousin. I am surprised that the author is so young that people are surprised. I never thought that this kind of article would be written by such a person. It was already late at night when I finished reading the miscellaneous manuscripts he gave me. Although the story is not finished yet, I don't know how it will end. But enough to make me want to write some comments and do some analysis for this post. After reading the article, I felt a lot more awake, so I wanted to say some words together today. The first thing I have to admit is that I am gay, and I know many rotten girls, but to be honest, these people who support us and care about us the most cannot really understand the so-called pain and joy under our disguise. Sometimes we are just an actor in their fantasy for fun, and curiosity is actually their most primitive motivation. Okay, time travel, what you wrote about humans and beasts makes us happy to watch it, we entertain ourselves, it's peaceful. This is the strength of the Chinese people. Only now do I realize the sharpness of Mr. Lu Xun's vision and the profound irony of Ah Q. Our weak hearts and incompetence are wrapped up in layers of happiness. The sadness in "Shadow Marriage" is a first-class bitter medicine. The so-called human nature itself is actually more sad than happy, and we can't blame us all for taking pleasure in each other's suffering. The truth of "Shadow Marriage" comes from its inherent sense of irony and contradiction itself. Xu Mo, who wanted to get married and start a family, gave up Ji Lingkun but found out that his wife turned out to be Lai Lei. After spending a life of feasting, confusion and joy, he met his first love Zheng Sheng. The love that had the courage to break through the same-sex identity was once again blocked by the two's half-mother status and became a wait until death. When the helpless life brings Xu Mo and his wife together again, the irony of the pursuit of beauty makes people can only lament. Another feature of "Invisible Marriage" is that the author not only focuses on love itself, but also explores the real sex of modern people from the entanglement of love and sex. He tells the lives of men and women and the imprint of the times from the shadow of parents' marriage in childhood, compares the changes in human nature and social reality from the innocence and impulse of youth, and analyzes human relations from the influence of family affection... Parents, wives, friends, and passers-by in life are also sucked into this vortex by the author, revealing the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of human nature's good and evil growth and destiny. No wonder there are more people clicking on the first part but less people reading it. Until now, the 7 chapters of the story are still working hard to lay out various clues. The writing of "Shadow Marriage" is heavy and slow because of its authenticity and vastness. It is precisely in this way that the author can slowly present the thoughts he wants to express, raise and try to find some questions and answers. When watching "Invisible Marriage", I thought of Mr. Bai Xianyong's "Evil Son". In fact, as you slowly read on, you will find that the article is not so rigid and sad. Happiness and modern life will also be written by the author. Take your time and read it. This is an article that can be as brilliant as an epiphyllum. When I asked him why he put a very literary article here, he smiled and said that this is a strange child born with a father who does not care for his mother. He said that he was young but heavy, and that the subject matter of literature and art was sensitive, so he had to put it here to dry slowly. In fact, when he said this, I knew that the self-deprecating smile in his eyes was actually very unwilling. Well, I'll see if I can get some people to accompany me, and I'll slowly wait in the dark for him to bloom this epiphyllum. Thank you Hao Niang for making eggplant cakes for my cousin and me this afternoon. "In fact, everyone has an unforgettable epiphyllum in their hearts, but not many people can keep waiting. Maybe we are unwilling, maybe we can't, but the original feeling of wanting to wait for the epiphyllum to bloom is real, so these men who are looking for it in gay bars, on the Internet, and in the corners of the city are all gamblers in disguise. They use their bodies, their youth, and their money to gamble with fate on an epiphyllum that is the same as in their memory. Even if he says not to, there is disdain in his eyes. His reason tells him that this is impossible, but you have to know that everyone's heart was soft enough to plant this kind of epiphyllum on it. "——The author of "Shadow Marriage" replied: Because I have already had a face-to-face meeting with Comrade 87, I don't know what to say. Thank you. I hope that 87 will live a happy life.

If you dare to write a tragic poem, you can wait there for me when I go back~