[Bungo Stray Dogs] I, Dazai, Am a Scumbag

I don't know why I suddenly wanted to laugh. I was obviously depressed to the extreme, but I couldn't laugh. This feeling was really contradictory. I thought, this is definitely a touching cold joke. I wanted to say a lot, but when I wanted to say it, I suddenly lost the strength. This was very strange, very strange. I even thought that there was probably no other person in the world who could give me this feeling. Therefore, I always feel that he is a magical person, so magical that he seems to be able to accommodate everyone, and everyone can find themselves in him. This is really sad, because after all, he is both unique and seems to annihilate everyone. I suddenly hate him a little bit. I feel that I am very dirty. I shouldn't be. He and I are both dirty. So, I hate him a bit. But I can't find anyone else who is so special. So, this is probably fate.

We are all good kids. No matter what Dazai does, he will always be a good boy like a god. Reading these words after three years, there is nothing obscure, but there is a distance. We are so far apart. Just like Dazai and Human World.

I felt like I was running wildly just before the sunset, and finally walked into the soft and tolerant beauty as silent as the long night.

I really like Dazai's "scumbag feeling". In the previous sentence, "scumbag" is an adjective rather than a noun.

I have seen the part about adding a pen to correct the if line Mr. I want to beat myself up now, why did I write the original ending of Beast Line? Really Osamu Dazai, do you understand that some people's survival in this world is a kind of salvation for others?

Dazai is a gentle and good boy, as gentle as an angel and a god-like child.

Dazai is really a good boy like a god. He is so gentle to everyone, but he doesn't know how to forgive himself at all.

It's really great. But I don't want to save it. I don't have the courage to read this kind of text a second time.

It's so beautiful, author. Although I just discovered this article now, it is really unforgettable.

It's the beast line... Crying out. Now I just want to discuss less heavy topics, like... How did Dazai get involved with Mr. Mori? I can understand this logical relationship very well and it's very strange. But I don't know why I was shocked when I saw that sentence... How did Dazai make an appointment with Akutagawa? Why did Butei Akutagou get into trouble with Dazai when he seemed to be conscious? Aren't you supposed to recognize him as the man who took your sister away when you saw him? Why? Also... Among all the named characters who appeared, apart from Granny Yoshioka, only Odasaku and Ango were not hooked. After all, it is the beast line. ... But I still really want to do Ango (chaotic evil speech)