Like Yesterday

This book, which I would like to call "The Tragic Life of He Yu", left before he could be cured. . . Teacher Tart, why are you so cruel?

I don't know if it's redemption or a substitute. If it's redemption, why did I agree to go skiing? All feelings start from being special to you. If it were to start over, the affection that moved me before now makes me sick like shit. He Yu is no longer there. Xiao He is not like He Yu anymore. Neither is she. There are countless ways to save her. Why choose this kind of betrayal? This kind of thing, Liu Ci can start again, please don't say that you deeply love He Yu, I feel very uncomfortable after thinking about it for a few days (I smoke, drink, get tattoos, and go clubbing, but I know I am a good girl) = (Because I love He Yu deeply, I agreed to Xiaohe's request for private skiing because Xiaohe is like He Yu,) It's okay not to be affectionate like this shit, the affection that moved me before now makes me extremely sick.

Although I vaguely knew the ending of this novel and knew how cruel it was from other people's mouths, I still couldn't help but read on. When I saw the ending, I didn't feel surprised, as if it was supposed to be like this, but in the end I still couldn't hold back a few tears of a macho man. Alas

... What does this mean in the last chapter? Don't be a substitute for literature.

It is the most realistic and profound article I have read in Jinjiang. I may personally like the street style. The author's style of writing always touches people greatly. It allows people to see the shadow of the past that no one can escape from, just like yesterday. Yesterday, we were walking on the road that is now built, but now we are overwhelmed. The fire burned everything, and the smoke filled the alley, casting an unbearable shadow in everyone's heart. They lost the past, but they can no longer welcome tomorrow when the clouds clear and the fog clears.

Forget it, it makes up for the previous foreshadowing of "look around" and "people who love you will always appear". No matter what is said later, at least the plan should have been thought out when writing it. In fact, it is not an unacceptable plot if you think about it carefully. Liu suffered too much. I believe that He's feelings are strong but they are always different from Liu's. Many people in the comments mentioned that they are more like family affection (I believe it is love. The article mentions wholeheartedness, but maybe it is a pity in the description. It is difficult to explain clearly in some empty places) If Liu Zhen had to think about that little bit of sweetness and be alone all her life, she would feel aggrieved. She deserves others to pour out their overwhelming love for her. This is not inconsistent with He leaving an irreplaceable place in her heart.

He Yu's childhood experience and personality seem to see himself in a parallel time and space. Thank you Tatta for writing the story with heart, and thank you for the ending. Life will continue, and the future will get better and better...

It turns out it's not a story of mutual redemption. . . This is the first novel with a tragic ending that I have read in the past seven years. I can't remember the beginning of the novel that I couldn't accept sadness. Sometimes when a well-shaped supporting character dies in the novel, I will be heartbroken and shed tears. I always feel that life is so miserable, and the world in the book is just desserts, so I basically don't read classics, because there are not many classics with good endings. I just started reading two of the author's novels. I quite liked the writing style, and they were both good. But recently, I was in a literary shortage, so I took them out to read the author's previous novels. However, I didn't read the introduction, and fell into a deep hole. Ever since the fire, I had a vague feeling, but I also thought that after many years of reunion, it would be a story of reunion and mutual redemption. However, the more I looked at the back, the more wrong it became. The protagonists were too depressed. I skipped a little bit later and saw Shenmai here. Oh wow, sure enough, such a good Comrade Xiaohe really left, and it was so sudden, life really ended abruptly. Like Mr. Gen, he died too suddenly, without any precautions. He calmed down and cried loudly. Even if a few years have passed, he will still be sad when he accidentally thinks of this character. A good tragic character is always unforgettable. Next time, you must read the introduction first, otherwise your little heart will not be able to bear it.

"Like Yesterday" in this column was the last one I read. I hesitated for a long time after seeing the be warning, but the other books were all very good. In line with the principle of not missing any good food, I clicked on it and read it. There was a touch of sadness while watching it, but when I saw the ending, I actually felt okay? I personally think this is not considered a be. My feelings towards Lian Xiaoli are a bit complicated. I don't hate her because everything that happened didn't happen to me. As a bystander, I just feel a little sad. I always feel that Lian Xiaoli's love for He Yu is not love, but her desire for love. This love comes from the intimacy between He Yu and Liu Ci. After seeing this intimacy at close range, she wanted to have it for herself even more, so she started to plunder. I'm a little unclear whether I should use "love" to describe her "love". Her persistence for He Yu seems more like her love for herself, but she doesn't love herself. To a certain extent, Xie Yongyan is a bit like Lian Xiaoli's control group. Lian Xiaoli is so self-centered but so selfless, but I can't bear to blame her. She was violated in the name of "love" at a young age. Living in another place does not mean that this matter can be changed. Perhaps it is also affected by this incident. Her way of expressing love is to continue to invade even if the other party refuses. Ordinary daily life, full of intimacy with each other (but this should be extraordinary, because it is indeed difficult to encounter), it is something she has always longed for but can never find. Even though I know that feelings are very complicated and cannot be clearly distinguished, I don't want to think that Lian Xiaoli loves He Yu, because her purpose in approaching He Yu at the beginning was too strong, and this purpose was only for herself. I don't want to sublimate such a utilitarian feeling that hurts many people just to "love oneself" into "love", but I can't say that Lian Xiaoli is wrong. People always want to be loved. I have always thought that giving and loving are very simple things. Now it seems that giving is as difficult as taking. It is so complicated that I can't understand it. This is my favorite book among the works I have read recently. I don't know why. When I read Mr. Ta's works, I can't help but associate myself with some of the characters, and then I start to look at myself. Maybe the characters are more realistic and have some similarities? Maybe it's really similar. I've always been partial to characters like Liu Ci. I don't fight or fight for it. I keep my emotions in my heart. I feel that what's my own doesn't need to be fought over, and it will eventually be mine. Liu Ci was too hard and painful, but fortunately she still had He Yu, who knew what she was thinking, and some of her childhood emotions could be expressed. When Liu Ci grew up, she was a great writer. She was considered rich and prestigious in the eyes of outsiders and had the love of many fans. However, before they reunited, she was always trapped in a cage. The distant virtual and changeable love could not save her. Tossing and turning late at night, she might ask herself, "Is my life happy? How could I not know." After He Yu's death, how can I say that there are infinite possibilities in life, but for the two of them, each other will always be the most important. He Yu, alas, He Yu. He Yu saved many people, but in the end he couldn't save himself. He Yu seems to have many friends, but in fact she has very few. No one can get into her heart. Such a sensitive and closed-off person is doomed to suffer. She worries about everything, but is powerless to do anything about herself. When I watched the first half of the story, I was curious. After hearing about the nights when my mother was raped by her family, after the fire, and after realizing "I hate that she took you away", would she hate herself for a moment, hate herself for not having power, hate herself for having nothing, hate herself for being unable to protect anything, and hate herself for being unable to keep anything. He Yu was too silent, so silent that now that I have grown up, I have forgotten at this moment that people will remain still when they are in pain and sadness. When I saw He Yu sending messages to Liu Ci's unused account, my eyes were sore, and I wondered why I missed it in the first place. Sometimes I really feel that fate is such a bastard, playing with everyone like this. He Yu felt good when talking to Rabbit. Maybe she could talk to Rabbit for a while when she was sad at home, but she still felt that something was missing. Until she saw He Yu broke down and expressed her thoughts, she sighed softly. He Yu was too gentle, gentle enough not to allow her negative emotions to come forward. At this moment, she finally had an opportunity to let her cry like this. Sensitivity makes people suffer a lot. Both Liu Ci and He Yu are too sensitive. Liu Ci's outlet is He Yu, and He Yu is like a sponge, absorbing everyone's emotions but full of holes, unable to internalize his own emotions. There are too many wounds but no outlet. Sometimes I feel that He Yu is too unhuman. I don't mean to condemn it, but I feel that He Yu is really too much like snow. She falls lightly in people's field of vision, and turns into heavy snow where no one is watching, which is difficult to melt. As for whether He Yu loves Liu Ci, I have no doubt about this. Of course she loves Liu Ci. Her feelings before meeting again should be "I don't know the true face of Mount Lu, just because I am in this mountain." , And He Yu herself is afraid of love. Her mother's forbearance, Sister Sijun's death, Lian Xiaoli's morbid predation, the love she has seen in her short life is all too bad, and Liu Ci is the person she cherishes most. It is not so much that she has not thought about it, but that she does not allow herself to think like this. She may still be confused about what love is, but her actions are all expressions of love. I think love is really complicated, and it's normal to be confused about love. I know that He Yu has a preference for Liu Ci, and that's enough. I feel that Teacher Tat's writing here is very good. They are too close, so close that the already bonded feelings will not have deviated thoughts without external force. However, if there is too much stimulation, people can easily go crazy. He Yu is really too tolerant, and the way he protects himself is by chattering, which makes people ignore that life is very fragile to a certain extent. The idea of loving Liu Ci as loving himself has been integrated with He Yu since childhood. Although Liu Ci chose to leave because he clearly realized that he remained neutral after He Yu knew that she did not like Lian Xiaoli, that is, he did not firmly favor himself, but if it was Even if Liu Ci made such a horrific behavior as Lian Xiaoli (I'm sorry to Lian Xiaoli), He Yu would still firmly choose to stand by Liu Ci's side. This kind of firm and intimate choice is what Lian Xiaoli longs for, and may be the reason why Liu Ci fell in love with He Yu in the first place. Then the difference between He Yu's treatment of Lian Xiaoli and Liu Ci also shows that she is by no means a person who treats feelings as a compromise. I think He Yu's death is also a kind of tenderness. She has endured it for too long, been pushed away, and forced to accept other people's choices. At least death is due to her own choice. Of course there is love between the two people, but it may not be as clear and definite love as in other novels, but love is not a single form of expression. Halfway through the movie, I felt that He Yu didn't know how to face love, and Liu Ci didn't know how to exist. But the more I watched the back, the more I felt that He Yu was the one who didn't know how to exist, and didn't know how to understand the world. It would be nice if two people could hate something, but they don't even know what to hate. She thought about Liu Ci's death, thought about Lian Xiaoli's death, thought about Lian Xiaoli burning Liu Ci and He Yu to death, but she didn't expect that He Yu would die in the end, but she felt that He Yu's death was the most real, and she couldn't save herself. Alas, I thought I had a lot to say in my poem, but I didn't expect that I ended up finishing it in just a few sentences. Instead, I wrote a lot for He Yu. "Like Yesterday" is such a good name. Picking up the flowers in the morning and evening seems like yesterday. One of my regrets when reading this book is that I have been really busy recently and could not spare the time to read the 300,000 words in full. I read it intermittently for a few days before finishing it. I will definitely savor it again when I have free time.

My favorite. I really like this type, one loves the other, strong and passionate romantic love. If you can't get it, you can only run away. You can't expect this kind of love to extinguish by itself. The other person also loves this person, and is willing to do so much for the other person, and is even willing to be hurt by the shadow of childhood again, but that is not romantic love. In addition to alienation and love, another possibility of the story "After a Good Friend Confessed" is "I am more reluctant to lose you than to be alienated, but who am I?" It would be great if He Yu could live to explore this relationship. But the ending is also very good, and it is very touching to describe such a feeling.