38 Days Until the Gaokao: A Diary

The bottom pick of a weak school in Changzhou worshiped online in 2023

Wuxi! Same prefecture-level city, dizzy! (I am from Jiangyin nj)

I wish your life will get better and better

It was horrifying to relive 38 days (really, on a June afternoon without air conditioning, I had to go to the refrigerator to cool down). Maybe this is because I don't have the habit of recalling the past - when I look back after more than a year, I hardly feel the same way; it is normal to think of things two or three days ago; but 38 days are stuck in an awkward position, not to mention the 38 days of the college entrance examination. Just like Sabina in "The Unbearable Lightness of Being" who loves the path of "betrayal", I keep reminding myself to "Leave, and don't look back." This article uses prose language to create an atmosphere of low-level trance but close to reality. Through re-experience these 38 days, I was pulled back to the situation before the college entrance examination where "there was no center, and happiness was only fleeting between the swings of pain and boredom". Then I also faced the fact that death was very close under the lie of "don't look back". Yeah ~ waiting for the author to open a new pit!! (=?ω?)?