I'm a jellyfish with no dreams: no pain, no illness, no energy, just waiting to eat, sleep, and die.
Only I know that ever since I saw that person, it was as if a flower bloomed briefly in the heavens and a jade blossom answered on earth. A chance encounter opened my heart, and loving you gave this limp invertebrate the bones to support a life.
Fanny Long
A chuuni bookworm unexpectedly meets her idol. The star-lover and the star: who conquers whom, and who changes whom?
Reading Guide: The timeline begins in early 2015, when Ronaldo and a certain Irina broke up. This isn't about football or competition, just romance, with no career subplot.
The heroine has no dazzling identity, background, or life experience. She's an eighteen-year-old girl studying abroad in Madrid. It starts like a romantic drama, with a Mary Sue-style chance encounter. No more wild supernatural thrills: compared to my previous work, this story is more down-to-earth and slice-of-life. Because her experiences are different, the heroine isn't as extreme as the yandere in my previous story; she's gentler, more like the girl next door. But at heart, she's still the same kind of person: a marginal personality who lives in her own world. Her values, ambitions, and attitude toward love all run counter to the mainstream, and she doesn't conform to any form of political correctness. Early on, the mismatch between her and the outside world leaves her repressed and depressed. Later, she lets loose and becomes an outright unhinged performance artist. For example, her feelings for Cristiano Ronaldo are obsessive and crazy, with no regard for the compromises, practicalities, or composure expected of an adult. In extreme circumstances, she might turn into Yuno Gasai from Future Diary. This will probably be a niche appeal for some and a major turnoff for others.
If you can handle extreme yandere-style love, neurotic outsiders, long stream-of-consciousness confessions from strange people, and happen to be in a state of intense Ronaldo fandom, then this story may be for you. Otherwise, it may make you uncomfortable. Think carefully before clicking in. Don't hate spicy food, go to a Chongqing hotpot restaurant, order the hottest broth on the menu, then lose it and yell at the chef.
Friendly, respectful, and courteous feedback is welcome. Subjective, hostile nitpicking and attacks are not.
When I wrote this and my previous story, I had a bad case of the chuuni and literary youth phases. I was too self-absorbed, and my writing skills were still immature. Looking back now, I feel that both stories have plenty of pretentious, affected, and awkwardly contrived parts. Whenever I got stuck, I would start going off the rails to pad things out... I honestly feel like locking both stories, but there are still people who like them and want to read them. So I can only hope that one day I'll get over my embarrassment, find enough inspiration to revise and improve them, and give them truly satisfying endings.
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Message: My own enjoyment matters most
In the past two days, the cult group has completely overturned. The air has suddenly become fresher. After a year of fun, let's celebrate it as unlocking... Although there are still people who want to read private articles from time to time, but now I still feel that I can't bear to look back and read what I have written... I still like the kind of extreme and crazy feelings that leave no room. Whether it is the high-purity yandere Miss Anna next door or the dragon girl who is grounded on the surface and equally crazy in her bones, I can still immerse myself in their extreme obsession with Ronaldo and get a sense of satisfaction, but now I can only rely on my memory. Looking back on those feelings, I still can't bear to look at the written plots of my immature period... I don't have enough writing skills and control, and many parts still tend to be kitsch and stiff. Except for the brain-twitching extra part, Anna's story can still be completed as a complete and self-consistent story on the premise of figuring out the overall structure in advance. The first thing that new entrants into the trap are, is to label them rough and avoid lightning. The female protagonists are not normal people, they are all very crazy, often have very crazy brain circuits, and their worldview is different from ordinary people. The most obvious characteristic is that they are emotionally crazy. A closer label can only be "yandere", and their desperate obsession with Cristiano Ronaldo is not the healthy view of love that is encouraged now. And because the writing has been written in a state of immersive thinking, it is full of overwhelming and overflowing emotions... You can't scold me after you accept the warning... If you accept the above, if you still want to read it, I suggest that you should read about twenty chapters at most. There is really only a bunch of answers left at the end... Don't eat it and then scold me again... Think about it later...
The author has really failed to make appointments time and time again. Although it is quite humble as a reader, from the time you agreed with the reader, you have been delayed for a long time. I have also been waiting for my hope to fail time and time again. Before I opened this novel, I expected that my wife, you must be delayed again. I really liked you, wife, and I also read your Weibo. In fact, I had expected it a long time ago. Indeed, it is not Cristiano Ronaldo that you prefer recently. I also understand that when you focus on another circle, it is difficult to balance the original circle. For me, it only matters three times. I have waited more than three times, and I must feel uncomfortable. Let me just let it go. I wish my wife can write what she wants in the future, and her thoughts will flow freely.
You won't want to stop reading this neurotic novel, and you will feel mentally tired.
God, I really want to read Lock Chapter. This is the only BG in which Chris is so cute and pretty. The heroine even attacks the back door. The writing in big letters is very in line with European and American life. He is warm and generous. I like this book so much. I really want to read it.
Although I feel that my writing is not good, I want to say that this subject and content are completely unique and cannot be replaced! I don't know how to praise it even though I'm not good at Chinese. Maybe it's because it's easy to be immersed and immersed, and it's half-real and half-dream. The image of Chris created is completely different from others and there's no substitute for it. I really like it! There are a lot of things that I want to praise but I don't know how to express them, but I really have more confidence in myself! There is really no other book that has impressed me more than this one! Isn't it true what the readers are feeling!?
It's really sad that his last World Cup ended like this. Then I thought that if such an ending could have someone like Xiaolong by his side who understood and loved him, it would at least be a little better. Sigh. Can you please come back and update this article? Even if it's a side story, it's great.
This book is one of my favorites. When watching, I automatically assume the role of myself. Compared to other fan fiction, this one is really awesome. Whether the author updates or not. I'll save it too.
Author: Can you read the lock seal? It's so uncomfortable. Please
Damn, is it possible to unlock the lock seal?
My wife is so pretty!! My wife really wants to read the locked chapters. Please unlock them.