What Has and Has Not Happened

I don't know what to say, but I am not against same-sex love. Love is gender-neutral.

I don't know if homosexuality was tolerated in 2010, but I know that in 2012 I had read "Boyfriend" and some Taiwanese danbi novels. Although I have only read one chapter, I can tell that the author's writing style is very good. Come on!

I was bored and suddenly saw an article like this, and clicked in out of nowhere. I feel that I am a bit like the protagonist in it. What I want is nowhere to be found, and what I have seems to be thrown away, but I will not throw it away. I am such a grown-up person. People of the same age who have never been in love are married and have families, but I have always been out of tune. I don't think there is anything to be happy about when others are happy. The people I like think they are really weird. Every time I hear such comments, I get stabbed in the chest again. People who can only lament that they cannot integrate into the world, where are you going? Then answer yourself, I want to create my own happiness.

Do you also feel out of place in the world on those days? It seems that everything is false. Walking alone at night, sometimes, I feel that love or something is really not important. Maybe I am too young. Anyway, that's how I feel for the time being. If no one loves you, then love yourself! ~( *~▽~)((≥)≤*) And now, do you have someone to love?

Maya just discovered that there is this article. In fact, the writing is a bit like a little girl's thoughts about the flower house. If it weren't for the little son, he wouldn't be able to understand it. Think about it, if I had written it more generously, I might have been discovered.

Although I don't know if this is reality or fiction, I want to tell you that no matter how you avoid it, what has not happened will eventually happen. No matter how unhappy you think you are, you have to be happy. Life is like this. If you don't enjoy it, you will only be depressed.

In our lives, especially when we are young and bright, we may have encountered such a person. Stay with you quietly, listen to your stories, and be moved silently. It's just that no matter then or now, it's hard for us to remember who he was. Just because the person who does it is not the person you want. Perhaps, we have all been listeners to someone, heartbroken by his vulnerability after drinking, and shed tears by his desperate love. But equally, he may not be able to remember those silent eyes, or who you are. To paraphrase this era, as big as the heart is, the stage is as big as it is. Youth is a gorgeous stage. With the hypnosis of hormones, we sometimes perform passionately and sometimes cheer hard. Who moved the actors or the audience, and who was moved by whom, is an eternal mystery. We are afraid of being forgotten by the audience. After all, it proves the best time we have ever had, so we keep looking for substitutes. Is that all nonsense? Our brain maps already have logical models, so programming, output, and display are all logical. Being unhappy may just be because you don't actually want to be happy. It's like hating smoking, but can't stop relying on it; like missing the joyful gatherings with friends, but subconsciously escaping from that atmosphere; like the desire and fear of death. It's good to be alive. After all, only when you are alive can you see the trickle of water flowing. Even if you are not with him, it may be another him, or you can still embrace yourself. Living can witness the perishability of life, the oaths are like the wind, and the glitz is like a dream. I can say this only because I have also loved helplessly and hopelessly like him in the article. This is just a way to remember those youthful and frivolous days, those youthful excitements that have long been forgotten.

Homosexuality is just a choice between sexual orientations. The inability to tolerate homosexuality shows that society is not developed enough. Just like people used to despise left-handers, but today they finally understand that left-handers are often smarter than ordinary people, and aren't many of those great scientists, artists, philosophers... Also gay?

Could it be that □ is an F girl?! O(╯□╰)o

Don't be sad. There is always a place for you in this world. There will always be people who make you happy. Try to tolerate the vulgarity of the world, and you will have the courage to face the unknown. I like you very much