Beautiful Wreck

Su Xian has a terminal illness. To stay alive, he must enter one small world after another, play a cannon-fodder character, and find a way to prolong that character's life. The longer the cannon fodder survives, the longer Su Xian's real life will be extended. This is no easy task. Su Xian is timid, spoiled, and a crybaby, and he's not very clever either. Apart from his strikingly beautiful face, he's useless. The useless one is mocked and toyed with, looked down on by the favored of heaven. The useless one wants to live. So he makes use of everything he can, clinging to the favored ones' arms with reddened eyes and a pitiful look, until they fall for him. CP: favored-of-heaven top x beautiful, useless bottom [I know he's foolish and weak, with nothing to his name. I know there are people of equal standing to me, people whose souls are a perfect match. But damn it, I love him. I love Su Xian, a love that goes against my every instinct.] Thesis: