To the Boy I Love

This year is probably the seventh or eighth year that I have liked him. From elementary school to college, I have liked him for a long time, but there is still no result. In fact, it's my fault. I told myself that there would be no results, but at the same time, I said what if? The person I like is an ordinary person in the eyes of others, but in my eyes he is so cute. Just looking at his eyes, I know why I can't see the stars when I look at the night sky at night, because there is really a person whose eyes can be filled with stars. I don't know when I started to like him. We were just friends at first, but suddenly we became my sweetheart. If someone told me that I would like him for so many years, then I might give up without hesitation. How could I like that guy for so long? I don't think about our future because I don't deserve it. I don't look good, I don't study well, I don't have many friends, and I can't find a single good thing about me. How can I be with him? I dare not say that I like him. Before I fell in love with him, I "liked" a boy for two years, but after falling in love with him, I realized what it felt like to have a deer in my heart, and only then I realized what it felt like to be in a vinegar vat all day long. We have only met once since entering junior high school. It seemed very exaggerated, but when he walked from the bustling crowd, there seemed to be a real light behind him, and the surroundings seemed a little quieter. I really like him. But no matter how much I like it, there is no result. He wouldn't like me and he told me not to think about it. But I still like him very much, but I will let him go. If it weren't for him, then I could like this today and that tomorrow. If it could be him, then I love him. We will have a future where I will sleep next to him, reach out and touch each other, stay in bed or have breakfast together in the morning. I can see him and he will say he loves me and I will say I love him.

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