The Armed Detective Agency's Guide to Ayakoji as a Useful Pawn

Damn it! ! ! I feel so complicated and I need to write something. . I feel so sad after re-reading three books... I should have known I wouldn't have re-read it. . (Not) These three books are so wonderfully written that I just want to scream! Baishatang is really written so well... Ayanokouji Kiyotaka's character creation is so good. I seemed to be in the first grade of junior high school when I first read it? At that time, the three books had been completed, but reading each one still felt like watching Ayanokouji grow up little by little, because we must part ways. After reading it, I felt like "Ah... I can't continue to accompany him"... It was a bit incoherent... Anyway, I felt very reluctant... In fact, I have always felt that Shijiao has established a particularly good character, but I also feel that what he wrote did not support this character particularly well. But the Ayanokouji written in these three books gave me a feeling of... How should I put it... A matter of course? Feeling. It's "This is what Ayanokouji should be like." Maybe? A child in the laboratory who was abandoned by his biological father just because of a ridiculous prophecy. The description of Ayanokouji in the white room in the practical teaching highlights the characteristics of "coldness and indifference" too much. But I feel that a child will not be born cold, ruthless, and scheming. To be honest, I have only seen Volume 11? Plus 0 rolls. I think it was not handled well emotionally for Ayanokouji. It's more like an empty shell than a bionic human. There is only a fixed and rigid set of thinking patterns. The whole novel keeps shouting "freedom" and so on. The setting is good, but the actual teaching does not highlight the source of Ayanokouji's inner conflict. He pursues emotion, pursues freedom, and rebels against his father's fundamentals. His inner struggles and changes in his thoughts were not visible to me in practical teaching. But what Bai Shatang wrote, the part where Ayanokouji kills the pet dog, the whole Academy City chapter felt so heavy to me (╥_╥), it really made me feel the sadness of being in the laboratory, ah, I really don't know what words to use to describe it... It's just... He can't even You can't have the identity of an independent individual... Just like a doll in the window without a price tag (I always feel like this when observing Ayanokouji in the laboratory...) Even the name is a gift from the owner... What's more, Ayanokouji still has no price tag and is said to be priceless. Everyone admires him, but no one really wants to buy him, really care about him, really care about him. . There is also the fear that Ayanokouji felt when he met Misaka for the first time... This is really good. He is afraid that he is just a clone born in seven days. He is afraid that after his death, he will only leave a string of data and a serial number... Because he wants to understand human beings and become human, he has been working hard to walk alone until now. Ayanokouji written by Bai Shatang is really great (ㄒoㄒ) This is what I have always wanted to read... The relationship between Ayanokouji and his father is also handled particularly well. In the third scrap of Aya Yoneka's manuscript before revision, he was finally willing to admit that he hated "him". I almost wanted to cry when I saw it... The "contradictions" in Ayanokouji's character and emotions in the full text are really, really, really good (why did I use so many of them so well...) Rebellion comes from hate, and hate comes from caring. There is a sentence that I think is particularly suitable, which roughly means "I just hate that you don't love me enough." I think this sentence is also very suitable for Ayanokouji. Ayanokouji is also a very timid person, right? It was sometimes difficult for him to even admit his emotions. It is difficult to admit hate, it is difficult to admit love, it is difficult to admit liking, and it is also difficult to admit dislike. Sometimes I think Ayanokouji doesn't understand love and can't love to a large extent, but does Ayanokouji even dare to love? Miwa Ayari Sera Masumi said Ayanokouji deliberately pretended not to understand. I just thought that sometimes Ayanokouji pretended not to understand, and sometimes he really didn't understand. Because he didn't know how to respond, he simply pretended not to hear. The conversation between Mikka Aya and Gojo Satoru really broke my heart... He has been abandoned since birth, and no one taught him how to respond, so he doesn't know what to do right or wrong. Also, after Butei Aya dealt with Nobuko Sasaki, someone reached out to him in the summer and told him to take his time. But he pursued his victory and left everyone behind. And Jin Shining mentioned a few words in the extra chapter: Even if I perform well, even if I only use my sincerity. I'm always the quickest to get dumped. Many people think that Nobuko Sasaki's Ayanokouji episode has elements of acting, but I think there is no need to distinguish between what is fake and what is real, what is real and what is fake. Ayanokouji's first-person descriptions of many depressing moments are always very bland. But I thought, how could he not be sad. Really or not, Ayanokouji even deceived himself... When I watched it, I really felt sorry for him... I felt sorry for him... I think I felt sorry for him. Cherish, love and pity. I came across a psychological explanation video on station B before, which said that if you are extremely sensitive, you will become insensitive. I feel like Ayanokouji is like this... Because the environment he grew up in was filled with emotional violence. In order to prevent information overload, the subconscious will activate an insensitive defense mechanism. Cold and quiet, he won't laugh when he's happy and won't cry when he's sad. Completely isolate yourself from the outside world. Not willing to accept the malice of others, nor the kindness of others. Ayanokouji is even more extreme on this basis. I think he is quite similar to Osamu Dazai in this regard. Because he is afraid of being harmed by other people's malice, he simply plans for the worst outcome from the beginning, that is, using malice as the basis for other people's behavior. Although Bai Shatang said that Mihua Ling was trying to make up for some of Butei Ling's regrets. But I think (wow... I wrote a lot more but... I think...) Miwa Aya is more regretful than Butei Aya. Butei Aya has picked up the bonds of the past. Butei Aya understands and will understand much more in the future than Mihua Aya. I read a popular science article before. The word "fetter" in Chinese is more of a derogatory term like "restraint", while in Japanese it is more of an emotion that is so deep that it cannot be cut off. Butei Aya has gradually transformed the constraints of the past into emotions, but Mihua Aya is still ignorant in my eyes. So I prefer the ending of Butei Aya. It is more like a follow-up to Aya Aya, continuing on the original basis. Just like a game with stuck levels, Butei Aya leveled up the same game, explored the gameplay, went through many difficulties and obstacles, and finally got through it. It's more like Mi Hua Ling got stuck, so she just changed the game and played it. She used the knowledge and experience gained from this game to play the previous one, and she got through it instantly. The two give me completely different feelings. Butei Aya is walking along the same road, Dazai is also walking in random steps, and all encounters are reunions after a long absence. Mihua Ling meets new people and forms new bonds. But this is different. Butei Ayarichuya Ranpo Dazai is still the most important person, but Miwa Aya already has new friends, new teachers, and new classmates. Perhaps due to the proportion of the plot, Chuuya Ranpo Dazai doesn't seem to be that important. Although Miwa Aya seems to understand emotions better than Butei Aya, knows more people, and has made more friends. But Dazai Ranpo is the one who knows Ayanokouji best. Miwa Aya is more like an ordinary person, but Ayanokouji is not an ordinary person. The people around Butei Aya are not ordinary, but their relationship is ordinary and beautiful. So I personally think that Miwa Aya is the ordinary one, while Butei Aya is the one who is truly relaxed, like a cat feeling at ease when its belly is exposed. Chuuya Ranpo Dazai is definitely the three closest people to Ayanokouji. Chuuya's words... In fact, I was quite in the middle of the first movie because the relationship between the two was contradictory and complicated. That line "It doesn't matter even if you cheat on me, use me, or plot against me, Kiyotaka." I was blown away. I knew he had lied to me but I still wanted to be nice to him. What can I call this kind of chaotic and complicated emotion? And Ayanokouji's "If you want it, I will make your wish come true, regardless of the cost, no matter the cost." At this time, the relationship between the two people is so subtle, and it also feels like love. Love is mixed with deception and guilt, and they are careful to treat each other well. At this time, the relationship is more like love. But at the end of the second part, the relationship between the two people becomes pure and no longer so cautious. On the contrary, it makes me feel that the love here is family affection. I don't mean it in a bad way, I appreciate family ties too! ! Two people are more like family than love! Chuuya treats Ayanokouji the same way he treats his younger brother! Ranpo probably prefers friendship. From the moment Ranpo appeared, I felt that it wasn't love, the two of them were more like the same kind. The kind of friend who knows each other at first sight? Originally, in the first part, Ranpo opened his eyes and looked at Ayanokouji, causing him to subconsciously push Edogawa away. It has the feeling of a secretly played rivalry, and I quite want to be a part of it. But in the end, the two of them were still very cozy, haha! ! It feels like a small animal where cats stick together to keep warm. Among the three elements of love, only intimacy is the love between friends. Moreover, Ayanokouji and Nakaya Ranpo both personally think that they cherish it more than they like it... I actually like my brother's butt too. I personally feel more like Orthopedic (?) Than Narcissus. No. 5 Is very cute and cute. No. 6, Who doesn't appear much and is in poor health, is also cute. And the title Leader makes me inexplicably like it. Maybe it's a bit teasing because of his weakness... And No. 1 Helps the body to fake death. Would Ayanokouji feel so cute? It's so cute to crawl into a cardboard box and meow. I don't believe it! ! It's too boring to keep waiting for you... I actually really want to see the Shura field of my brothers... For example, Dazai Osamu is beside me and wants to see how Ayanokouji carries water. As a result, Ayanokouji directly uses Dazai Osamu to block the knife or something... I also imagined whether there would be a collection of Ayanokouji's "evil" like extra characters. It feels very cool, and the single arrow directed at the body is very thick and malicious. He would deliberately stir up Ayanokouji's guilty feelings towards the clones... How would Ayanokouji feel about him? Will you be provoked to feel guilty after understanding emotions? I also want to see if there is such a thing as overall consciousness, and then go talk to Osamu Dazai or something like that... Osamu Dazai is the first person Ayanokouji meets among the three... And all three books end with Dazai. Just give me one... After so many calculations, deceptions, and dealings between the two of them, they still met each other after going round and round. In fact, the reason why I firmly stood on the throne was the time in Academy City. Ayanokouji talked to "that person" through the air through No. 5. When he felt "living is so boring", Dazai Osamu grabbed his arm, as if he was caught when he fell off a cliff. It's like being distracted while crossing the road to recover from the outcome of a car accident. It was like the thread of reason that held Qinglong before he fell into the abyss. And Dazai Osamu is the one who was the first to help Kiyotaka in the true sense... There is no one more suitable for Ayanokouji than Dazai Osamu, and there is no one more suitable for Dazai Osamu than Ayanokouji. Neither of them needs to pretend to be perfect. Both Zailu and Zailu have their own personas, and they are afraid that others will be disappointed when they know their true selves. But they have also seen each other's vulnerability, vulnerability, and know their weaknesses. It's interesting to watch two smart people fall in love and worry about gains and losses, but the most valuable thing is each other's salvation. From the perspective of two people, didn't Ayanokouji say that he always wanted to say thank you to Dazai but couldn't say it out loud because Dazai Osamu kept pushing him forward. But Dazai probably also wanted to say thank you to Ayanokouji in his heart but couldn't say it out loud. Both of them are pampered and redeemed. Although on the surface it was Dazaiji who acted like a monster, Ayanokouji was troubled and helpless. But I think Dazai's emotional disorder towards Ayanokouji is quite helpless and tolerant. Every time I look at Ayanokouji's perspective, I feel that Osamu Dazai is already boldly showing his love, but Ayanokouji is still unaware of it. In fact, I have always wondered if he had already raised Ayanokouji's favorability very high when he was in Academy City? The first is the last chapter of the second part, "Since then, I have had new thoughts, thoughts related to people's selfish nature. Don't people all want good things, and also want to keep good things around them? So, I actually thought, it would be great if Dazai Osamu didn't die." For Ayanokouji, this is a disguised expression of love, right? And after coming out of Academy City, I feel that his attitude toward Dazai has become more peaceful... Butei Aya always feels inexplicably arrogant? When Zailu and the two just came out of the ** building, Dazai Osamu said that Leng asked Ayanokouji to take off his clothes and let him wear it. Ayanokouji's excuse was incredible, saying that he wanted to maintain the persona of "asking for help from the Butei Club", but I didn't think I was in a hurry for this moment. Moreover, the attitude he showed was that he didn't like Dazai Osamu, so it was not surprising that he refused. Anyway, I think it's okay not to give it, and I can still watch Dazai suffer. In the end, Ayanokouji still gave it to him? Combined with the following "turn away your eyes and don't want to pay attention", it is really scary to think about it. . Secondly, during the sleepover, Dazai Osamu said he wanted to have a late-night snack, and Ayanokouji did so on the pretext that "cooking a late-night snack" would allow Chuuya to consciously avoid the scene, but wouldn't it be okay to use the toilet as an excuse to sleep? Dazai Osamu said that he liked the broken egg flowers, and Ayanokouji casually scattered them while thinking, "This person has too many opinions." . It's simply duplicity. . Zailu's complex emotions are the closest to love, right? There are many small details that show how special the two are towards each other. I'm surprised that no one mentioned Zairou in the chapter where Ranpo made Ayanokouji laugh! ! ! Dazai Osamu, who was lost in thought, "accidentally caught Ayanokouji's dark gold eyes, which were as cold as glass beads. It seemed that just because they met his eyes, Ayanokouji turned his face away, pretending that nothing happened." Isn't this paragraph like a girl peeking at the person she likes? ! ! Dazai Osamu's thoughts were also very good, "... What?" Feeling shy? I remember there was a comment before that seemed to speculate on Ayanokouji's favorability to everyone, with Chuuya first, Ranpo second, and so on. But I think Ayanokouji's preference for a person, or his attitude, in addition to his liking, is also related to that person's character and behavior, right? For example, in the third part, Ayanokouji's attitude towards Otoko is on par with Chuuya, but Ayanokouji's favorability towards Otoko is definitely not higher than Dazai Osamu's. At the last school festival, didn't Ayanokouji choose Dazai Osamu to accompany him? Because he is most relaxed when facing Dazai Osamu alone. In the third part, "Because I don't like you very much, I don't need to care about your feelings" gave me the feeling that both people have seen each other's unhappiness and there is no need to pretend anything in front of each other, so they will be very relaxed. Another example is what Tuosi said, "There are so many people who annoy you, why don't I see you treating me specially?" Doesn't the person who annoys you refer to Dazai Osamu? Hahaha! Indeed! Mori Ogai, who offended Ayanokouji, was defrauded of money (50 billion) and defrauded (stabbed) of his body. All the people Ayanokouji had troubled were taken back one by one by him for revenge. (You also said that you don't hold grudges) Only Dazai Osamu, even the farewell mention in the book "hug goodbye" Ayanokouji's "The most troublesome thing about Dazai Osamu is that he is involved in too many things about me, which also means that he knows too much about me. When you go back, find a way to get rid of it." (Inexplicably angry) Didn't he get rid of it after he returned? It's similar to Dazai Osamu's "(When I end everything, Ayanokouji would have disappeared from my eyes earlier.)". . Two big arrogants. . Obviously during the period of sexual intercourse, I cut my forehead, pierced my ears, threatened with a gun, and attacked verbally, but by the end of the second book, it felt like it had become a topic that could be used for flirting! Only the □□ period is true and tit-for-tat, the other periods are all flirting ((￣y▽￣)~* covering her mouth and snickering) Ayanokouji's side is like this, let alone Dazai Osamu's side. All kinds of sweet talk in the comment area really made me call AWSL for not talking about the moon in the last chapter. Like someone saying that you are good-looking because they like you or something like that. It is simply a daily confession! ! ! However, the two people were still in a stalemate stage. If one party feels serious, the other party will avoid it. . I hugged, hugged and talked to my parents (Chuuya, his brothers, Ogai Mori, Oda Ango) and I've met him! ! ! ! The reason why Chuuya and Ranpo can't fight is that Ayanokouji is too sincere, passionate and sincere towards them both. But if Ayanokouji really likes someone. It should also be like an avoidant personality, right? (The Ayanokouji I imagined is generally more passive...) It was like the first New Year's Eve movie where Ango was invited out for dinner, but ended up flinching when he touched the real thing. Because of this, Ayanokouji never told Dazai Osamu that he liked Butei Aya and often said he hated him. But deep down I always say that I'm not annoying, just annoying. I just wonder, doesn't Ayanokouji always use dislike instead of liking? Would it be possible to use liking instead of not hating? The three-dimensional Dazai once wrote a sentence, the general content of which is that when he has a good impression of someone, he will show contempt for it. In the future conversation between Butei Aya, Ayanokouji called him a second time before answering, and deliberately made an impatient sound. It's like two children who grew up with malice carefully testing each other's sincerity and slowly getting closer. Bai Sha Tang and Zhi Yuanda wrote in the easter eggs, redemption or something. In fact, I think the two of them have slowly achieved this in the text. Even if it's not completely achieved yet, if you keep going like this, you will get there one day. At the end of Ayanaka Aya, Orihara Izaya said, "I changed because of others, maybe became worse, or became kinder. Whether it is good or bad, these things have nothing to do with me anymore." The three people who have the greatest impact on Ayanokouji's character should be the three people he met in the first book, right? Although it was his younger brothers who were liked for the first time, Ayanokouji didn't understand it at the time and had complicated feelings about this emotion. But in Ranpo, Ayanokouji gradually learned to cherish, be happy, and other positive emotions. Dazai was more inclined to inspire him with emotions such as speechlessness, anger, and shyness, right? Didn't Ayanokouji say that he had been abandoned by his parents since birth and had no one to teach him? So now I feel that Ayanokouji has also become a "human" bit by bit under the influence of three people. The second and third parts all have their own regrets and advantages. In the second part, I am very sorry that for example, in the book, only three of the characters, Nakazai Ran, remember the Be-ah period, and Dazai did not stay in the Armed Detective Agency in the end... In the third part, I regret that I did not continue to interact mainly with the writer. Chuuya and Dazai had relatively few scenes, and emotionally it also made me feel unreliable and hollow. Ayanokouji is more like covering up his abnormality... Ah... How to put it... I can't put it into words... I'm also worried about the development before the revision. I really still want to see the younger brothers have more roles. Generally speaking, I prefer the second one, both are very good! ! ! But the second part probably deals with more emotions. . I still hope Ayanokouji can reconcile with his past. . By the way, can I really not look forward to the fourth Ayanokouji? (?ω? ) Only Ayanokouji doesn't know about the character design. This one is gone... Hunter Aya is gone too... Actually, I really want to see Hunter Aya. It feels so erotic to kill yourself with a gunshot in the head, hehehe. And I also speculated a lot about who Ayanokouji would have a better relationship with. Hisoka is too perverted and Illumi is too controlling. So among the three beauties, only the leader is better? I'm quite curious about how Ayanokouji will get along with Killua Naniga. I feel like Naniga's ability will be very convenient for Ayanokouji, right? The three kittens are equally cute... I feel like Ayanokouji and Danganronpa are quite compatible. I want to see how the two artificial gods would feel about each other. . I'm very curious~ It's a pity that I didn't see it when Ayanokouji was serializing it. It was so interesting to see the interaction between Bai Shatang and readers in the comment area hahahaha! When I read the comments, I felt like you are all angels! What's the matter with being so loving? ! But I was still a little melancholy, suddenly realizing that the Ayanokouji series was already five years ago? Why do so few people read such a beautiful book? I really like the interaction between Baishatang and Zhiyuan Dada... I just feel that Zhiyuan has always been very supportive of Baishatang... But now I find that Zhiyuan Dada is missing... Is it a bit sad? It feels like I discovered something wonderful in the past, but now it's gone...? It's like looking back suddenly and realizing that many things have changed in the past five years. But I still stupidly wanted to stand back where I was. Does it count as a long review if I write so much? There were so many random thoughts... Finally, I confessed my love to Bai Sha Tang again. Love you a thousand times! Rather than asking Baishatang to write another Ayanokouji or something, I still hope that Baishatang can write what he wants to write. Isn't there a saying that what suits you is the best? Then I hope Baishatang can get something I like, something suitable, and more importantly, the best! ! ! After all, the Ayanokouji series is complete here. Thank you Baishatang for bringing us such a good work and bringing us such a good Ayanokouji.

Do you like the homophony of the moon? Yes or no! Ayanokouji blushed, and his laughter was very close. He was in Ayanokouji's ear, watching him blush and laugh happily, awsl

It was great. Ayanokouji felt that being with Dazai Osamu could bring him happiness, and Dazai kept laughing with him afterwards. He can always bring happiness to Dazai

In the last chapter, my aunt laughed and said, "Holy shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit," it's like, the atmosphere is so good, why don't you kiss?

To be honest, I was mainly attracted by the title of the last chapter "Laughter is Lots and Close" and clicked into this book. The experience throughout the book was really good. Ayanokouji really realized the feeling of friendship.

Just taking this bite will make you feel as if you are not at all, and the fragrance will spread far and wide! Sukisuki! I really, really, really like Mrs. Shirasato's interpretation and interpretation of Dazai Chuuya's Ranpo. I haven't read Ayanokouji's original work, but she also wrote it very charmingly! I hope to see more Ayanokouji series or Fumino fanfics by Mrs. Shatang in my lifetime (make a wish)

The word for this moon should be "つき". What next time...?

What is the homophone for the moon? I thought it was because of the beautiful moonlight or something...

I was really moved after reading it in one go. From the young boy who was initially indifferent and kept to himself, to Ayanokouji who gained friendship and gradually believed in emotions, I seemed to have witnessed the growth of a boy and the formation of those bonds in just a few days. But I still don't understand what Ayanokouji did when he got the Holy Grail in the first place. Was he to resurrect the clone? (Poor) I wonder if I can wait for the physical book in my lifetime ★T^T★

Moon is tsuki, love is suki, they sound very similar, so it's a confession! (Confirmed) Then the Zailu I knocked on is real! So happy! Finished spreading flowers!