
Nightmares and Delusions [Merfolk]
魇与妄[人鱼]
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 201k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 7y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Synopsis
65Chapters
142Favorites
10.0Score
127Nutrient gifts
345Clicks per chapter
183Comments
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Since I started reading this article, I have been feeling very sad, not because of sadness, but because of the sourness lingering in my heart. I didn't know the plot at the time, I just knew that it was very uncomfortable for me to watch the dialogue and read Bai Bai. At first I thought Qin Tuo had a paranoid love for Meng Chu, almost crazy, but in the end I realized that it was the deepest love, the most stubborn love and the most bitter love. Although the whole text did not spend too much time writing about Qin Tuo, it made me feel very distressed. I forced myself to let my lover leave me, how painful it would be for him. Data Qin Tuo should be regarded as the other protagonist in the article besides Meng Chu. The title of this article, Nightmare and Delusion, I think, contains two words, nightmare and delusion. For Data Qin Tuo, Meng Chu is a nightmare and an unreachable thought. The person Meng Chu loves is not him, he just has a string of data with the same appearance as Meng Chu's lover. He restrained himself not to fall in love with Meng Chu, but that was an illusion. In the end, he fell in love with the merman and spent many happy days with the merman, but he understood that those days were actually an illusion. Because these are not things that Data Qin Tuo can possess, because he is just Data, not the Qin Tuo that Meng Chu loved. In fact, in the end, I was a little glad that Meng Chu didn't fall in love with Data's Qin Tuo. Maybe it was my heartache for Qin Tuo, or maybe it was my seemingly paranoid but regrettable love for them. The mermaid's initial love made people want to protect it. It took me a day to read the whole article. When I saw the final parting, which can be called being together with my lover, I suddenly felt very complicated. I don't know what this emotion is called. It may be the relief of being freed from the mermaid, or it may be the loss that Meng Chu didn't survive. But nightmares and delusions, maybe this is it. The world without Qin Tuo is a nightmare for Meng Chu... And in the end, Meng Chu finally realized that there was no other way to wake up from this nightmare except for him to find Qin Tuo. Finally, Meng Chu woke up and he also fell asleep, but he was relieved that in that dream, there was Qin Tuo, whom he loved, and it was not a nightmare or a fantasy.
I finished reading it in one go. The author's writing really appealed to my taste. The scenes described and the protagonist's feelings were very immersive. Once I read in, the shocking scenes came to my face. The sentence in the first chapter: "Mine." "My Qin." It caught my eye immediately. I like the author's narrative style very much. It's neither urgent nor slow, but very colorful and thoughtful. There are also segments, which are also very comfortable to watch! This is one of the reasons why I read to the end. "The person who survived is the lover of the beast." "Even if we sink into the abyss together, we will never recover." I don't know why, but this sentence makes people feel a little sad when reading it. At this point in the story, it begins to get better. The author seems to be engraving sadness into the lines bit by bit, which makes people feel a kind of sadness that is difficult to calm down. When I read Chapter 22, I felt even more distressed and fond of the character Meng Chu. He was paranoid and gentle. He was obviously the third son of the god, but he was reduced to having blood on his hands and sin all over his body. This contrast is not only one of the contradictions, but also one of the reasons why the character of Meng Chu can be portrayed so beautifully. "Humans walk with legs, mermaids use fish tails to sneak." From here, we can clearly see the main theme of the story. Two species, two directions, are separated by mountains and ridges, and thousands of rivers. No matter how hard they try to reach the end of the mountains and ridges, the bitch fate is still cruel. This is one of the absurdities and the obsession of tragic life. Chapter 33: I discovered that in addition to being paranoid, Meng Chu was also cute, a cuteness that made people raise their lips unconsciously. He said: "I still like you very much." This sentence is really heart-wrenching. Seeing that Meng Chu is about to transform into his legs later, this heart-wrenching emotion becomes even more intense. "He is the embodiment of selfishness", but he is only selfless to Qin Tuo. He said: "I like you as much as I like my big tail." He is willing to give up his tail, willing to leave his blue hometown, and willing to become the loyal servant of his lover. "I often have a dream, in which my lover is not dead." These words were like a horse in a bloody battle, like a mewling eagle, gently but fiercely tearing open Meng Chu's chest, exposing the bloody and hot heart underneath. The lover is not dead, the pain is not tasted, but the beautiful story is either a fairy tale, a scam, or a dream. Fairy tales are also lies, and lies will always be exposed. And dreams will eventually wake up. Meng Chu is like a fish that has been dying for a thousand years, approaching the shore, using a fishing net to catch his dream that will eventually be shattered. From beginning to end, he failed to successfully capture the beauty beyond dreams. The only one who was entangled in the fishing net was himself. Chapter 46, transitioning to a period of daily life. Although it is an everyday scene, when the words and sentences are piled together, they create a different kind of thrilling scene. "I was born... Just to wait for his appearance." Just as Yu Xiuhua wrote in "The Wind Blows": "We all like light, although it is fleeting. But you are still you, with a name that makes my heart tremble when I shout it." The first ray of light at dawn always comes after a long dark night. You have been waiting for a long time, maybe just to take a look at him. Just for that moment, light and love may be beautiful because of regret. "Don't dare to fall deeply in love, lest it be a big dream." I like this ending very much. I actually don't like be very much. The world is too bitter, so as an adult, I prefer a beautiful and happy ending. But as I write this article, it should be said that it comes naturally. You think it should be like this. But it is still a huge regret that it ended abruptly here. The author's writing power is really great for being able to support such a huge worldview framework. I will continue to follow the next book. I hope it will be a hit!
"I often have a dream in which my lover is not dead." This sentence is really great. It echoes back and forth, and the last sentence is super shocking. There are many stories about reincarnation, and this story (which should be understood as reincarnation, the god who is constantly reborn and collapsing) is a very novel interpretation direction of reincarnation. As a be lover, I quite like this ending. The writing style is also very good and the emotions are full of emotions. I hope the author can become more and more sophisticated in storytelling and become a god soon! Let's work together 555
The author is great, I hope to be on the home page soon
Maybe it's because there have been many hints of a tragic ending but it feels very reasonable. Even though I can't stand tragedy, I can spontaneously accept this ending. Although I still hoped for a reversal until the last moment, I felt that if a reversal occurred, it would be lost to everyone. So this ending seems natural and not difficult to accept. It's a pity that they couldn't be together in the end.
Ahhhhhhhhh, I finished reading it. I wanted to finish it in one go but was afraid that I would end up reading it, so I finished it intermittently. The ending was very unexpected, especially after reading the big explanation, I really wanted to curse the stepmother. To be honest, I still can't accept the fact that Qin Tuo is data, but this also shows that the big brain is great. Both the plot and the setting are very unexpected and unconventional. The greatest joy of writing should be the output of values. Dada's empowerment on the clue of viruses is particularly good. It is thought-provoking, satirical and critical. Looking forward to the big new work!
The detail of the water shower bed is a bit funny. If you had been a mermaid, you wouldn't have thought of it, hhhh
I love watching the speeches of people who eat melons the most.
A mistake at first sight leads to a lifelong relationship. Review of "Nightmare and Delusion" I stumbled across this novel and was astonished after reading it. When I looked at the wedge, I thought it was a dark fantasy. I didn't believe my eyes. I clicked back and looked at it. Yes, it was not signed. Just because of this writing style, I feel like I was a bit of a loser by not signing with Jinjiang. The style of the main text changed suddenly, and it turned into a live broadcast. I thought the plot was about to enter a relaxed mode. Each of the anchors at the beginning only had a few lines, and their images came to life on the page. People who are also writers know that it is easy to describe a character alone, but when you put many people with different personalities into the same scene to compete with each other, their movements, emotions, expressions, and lines will be very difficult to design, because you have to highlight the characteristics of each person's personality. Obviously, the author has done it. This kind of skill is beyond the reach of novice writers like me. The protagonist group began to explore a place called the ruins of the subjugated country. After entering the expedition, they disappeared from the video. The description of the entire scene made my scalp explode. It was like a Hollywood blockbuster slowly unfolding in front of my eyes. I have pondered over and over again for a long time. I have written a fantasy story before, and there is a similar scene in it. In other words, the author should have written the scene I wanted, but I didn't write it at the time. It was so graphic, and the author's writing skills amazed me. I would like to ask if Dada majored in Chinese. I am also a writer myself, and I feel that my level is much lower than Dada. The author does not feel like he is writing an online article, but directing a movie. The switching between real and illusory scenes makes me often feel that my brain is not enough. I am an offensive and control person. Generally, when reading articles, I like to look for the characteristics that I like from the offensive aspect. I was amazed as soon as Qin Tuo appeared. After reading too many mindless sweet articles, I can only applaud the author's ideas. The emotional line is probably the only thing that makes me a little disappointed. Sometimes I feel that Qin Tuo clearly loves Meng Chu, but the eyes behind his gentle and affectionate smile are as cold as ever. But the scientist Qin Tuo still fell in love with Meng Chu later. He was even jealous of his former self. When he saw him holding the little mermaid, he kissed his forehead. Oh, my old mother's heart. Really, the author made me feel a little uncomfortable. When the little mermaid was injected with the virus, she cried out in pain and said she would be fine soon. I even wanted to give up the article. Fortunately I didn't do that. And I saw Meng Chu calling Qin, my love, but this lover was just a shadow in the memory of a thousand years ago. Until the end, it was not Qin Tuo that Meng Chu loved. Meng Chu hates human beings, but he must become a human for Qin Tuo. The little mermaid seems to be the only one who cares about Qin Tuo all the time. He wants to keep Qin Tuo in captivity and have a home with Qin Tuo. It is so sweet for two people to be together, but this sweetness is full of fucking knives! I couldn't stop watching it for a long time! What Meng Chu likes is not the Qin Tuo I like. The Qin Tuo I like is just a piece of data. To be honest, I never understood it before. When I understood it, I felt like my heart was twisting. The structure of this book is very grand. The two protagonists are non-human and have superpowers. Because of the virus, it is assumed that there will be an apocalypse. The real Qin Tuo from a thousand years ago and the data Qin Tuo from a thousand years later. Two different lives under the soul-turning lamp. Several nightmares are real and fictitious... It would be too much of a spoiler! All in all, this is a very rare and good book that deserves to be read carefully. I feel that the writing is a bit broken and messy, I still need to slow down.
Don't dare to fall in love deeply, for fear of having a big dream "Nightmare and Delusion (Mermaid)" short review When I first read the article, I thought it was a supernatural live broadcast article. The popular anchor Big Orange created by the author was very eye-catching at the beginning. Even the ordinary viewers who entered the live broadcast room were all written vividly by the author... To be honest, I read it with the mood of reading a relaxing supernatural live broadcast article. However, I was a little disappointed in my heart. This article is actually an Internet celebrity live broadcast article in the future world. In 2018, the world is a thousand years different, and it is no different from 2018. Who knew that Big Orange would... Die before chapter ten?! This... Is completely unscientific. What's going on? Is the protagonist Da Chengzi creating suspense with our readers? After all, this is what he does on a daily basis, and as a result, the stupid readers continue to explore all the way... And are confused! Da Chengzi is really a cannon fodder with a strong sense of existence!! Until Qin Tuo's appearance and the plot developed to this point, I had to give up all my fantasies about Da Chengzi's classmate. With the appearance of Qin Tuo, director of the R. C. B Research Institute, readers once again opened up new knowledge about this article, and suddenly discovered that the author's article was not a simple love story. After reading the whole article, I don't know what the sadistic points of other cuties are. For me personally, this is a completely sadistic article, and it is deep! The relationship between the mermaid Meng Chu and Qin Tuo (Qin Tuo a thousand years ago) really achieved "the so-called loving someone, if not all, then it is equal to zero" (this is what the male protagonist in one of my favorite TV series said, which can completely explain all the explanations of loving someone. Haha, such a sentence that reveals your age!!) Resentment... So, what the copy says: "There are glass shards in the sugar during the process, and there is no great compassion or cruelty."... Author, come out, I promise I won't beat you to death!! "I, I will never wake up again..." "I often have a dream, in which my lover is not dead..." When I see such a sentence that touches the soul, I wonder what kind of mood the author used to write such a sentence? If you have loved someone deeply once, then it is impossible for anyone else who appears in the future to love you as much as you did at the beginning, even if the other person looks exactly the same. If it is the general public, all living beings, they may choose to accompany each other with the people who come after them. Life is so long, so what if you have loved again, you will always have to leave in the future, and it is always comforting to have someone to accompany you. Even if our mermaid Meng Chu had struggled once, as the author said later, he or she was not originally prepared for Meng Chu to have an intimate scene with the data man Qin Tuo, but for some reason they kissed. I think that also shows that the mermaid also wants to struggle. If she can forget the past, even if she buries the past deep in her heart, it would be good to be with the data man Qin Tuo who is so like her lover. However, what is so desperate is that the mermaid has long since woken up. From the first time he saw the digital man Qin Tuo, he was so happy and desperate. He already knew that the person he loved most would never come back. When I write this, compared to Meng Chu, readers are really heartbroken. Digital man Qin Tuo, existence means having a soul, and when there is a soul, there is love. Who can not love Meng Chu like this, but Meng Chu doesn't love him, tears. The above are my thoughts from the protagonist's emotional perspective. In fact, in addition to the emotions in this article, I also appreciate the author's description of the nightmare virus, which touches my soul. Look at those people, for lipstick, for perfume, for their own desires... The whole world has gone crazy. These people are the vast majority of our real world. Among the thousands of human beings, can you find a person who is born for love like a mermaid? Finally, I would like to say that the author should still become a contracted author, so that the article can get more exposure and be seen by more readers. Otherwise, such a good article will be unfair to people who like it but have no chance to see it.