Lighting the Lamp While Drunk

He said to him: Walk slowly. I'll accompany you back to your parents' home. -- And bring along several thousand cavalry and tens of thousands of soldiers, then seize his country once they had it surrounded. He said to him: This is so embarrassing. Lately, I can't help thinking of you no matter what I do. -- Only because the poison was so potent that even the slightest movement brought bone-deep pain. How could he not think of the one who poisoned him? He said to him: I won't deceive you again in this life. I've found a quiet place where no one will ever disturb us. How about we go there? Let's set off now. -- Then, beneath the moon, crows cried, and the two vanished together on the far side of the Bridge of Helplessness. They seemed to be drunk, unable to see each other or themselves. They struggled, wishing they could make everything clearer. -- But once you've become a butterfly, how can you break free of the cocoon all over again? Drunk, they picked up lamps to gaze at their swords, and everything was hazy. Did they even know what was following them... -- En garde! Actually, they're just two awkward kids. I seriously wonder if I can keep writing according to this blurb... The story's already drifted away from it. But it doesn't matter. I've already given up on writing quickly anyway... If you have the time and don't mind, please keep me company as I write at my own pace~~ By the way, the protagonist is the top. The bottom is probably a tease, though maybe the top is a bit of a tease too? I want to classify it as an Emperor-type top and Queen-type bottom, but that probably depends on my writing skills... Please bear with me, everyone ^_^