Roommate Daily Research Report

It's really hard. It's been three days since I finished reading and I still haven't recovered. (Obviously it's he! Everyone is brave. The imperfect Shu Yang and the imperfect Cheng Xinyi have the strongest love. The words "bowl" have the power to shock. The ambiguity in the early stage is so beautiful, when I go back and read it again, I just want to cry. In the context of a gay tragedy story, all sweetness is a teeth-gnashing knife. I saw them crying when they drank red wine to make love, I saw Shu Yang crying when he did not deny that he was attracted to Cheng Xinyi, and I saw them crying when they made love in the fragrance of Chengdu gardenias. They possess each other, Shu Yang said that he wants you to lock me up, and I won't blame you if you don't want me anymore in the end. So painful, so crazy love, so vivid. It is the most ideal ending in this tragic era. Bowl, I hope you are well in the third time, I will be here waiting for you.

A superficial understanding will always make people misjudge her as a healing author. The writing style is fresh and natural, from shallow to deep. The characters are three-dimensional and real, and the social background is close to reality. Beat me up again and again, In fact, the public's acceptance of homosexuality is not that high. I was deceived so badly. The story is close to reality and not frivolous. Many people praise the author and often mention "realism". In the writings of different authors, "realism" has been given different meanings. The characters in Wu Zhe's paintings are realistic with ordinary backgrounds. (In comparison) Some authors write about ordinary protagonists, and some write about real and cruel social backgrounds. The realistic representation of a bowl of moonlight embodies a sense of powerlessness. This feeling of powerlessness penetrates the back of the paper. Tear open the plain beauty hidden under the word "life" and pull out a bloody hole to show you. Life is not all fireworks in the world, it is the misfortune of the original family, the wrong treatment when encountering unkind people, the helpless fate, and the numbness of trying to live. You don't want to accept it, but you can't change it. You are indifferent at first, thinking that old illnesses will not get better overnight. This is a process, and this process cannot be painless. Bones that have grown crooked must be broken before they can grow back properly. Relying on her difficulty sleeping and Egami Tingzhou's little understanding of her, I hastily started reading my roommate's daily research reports. I thought, as long as the ending is happy, Then all the storms that pass by are just signs that life is slowly getting better. You watched them fall in love with all their muscles and bones broken. It's like two strangers meeting each other in the boundless river of sand, supporting each other, Walking through the long yellow sand, Lured by illusory mirages, Go all the way, When I catch a glimpse of greenery, I feel like the sky is high and the sea is vast from now on. Little did they know that it was just a small corner of the boundless sea of sand. Continue? They are determined. Even if he died of exhaustion, he would still die on the way out of the desert. But I am not firm. After seeing half of it, I started to doubt, What kind of ending do I want. I know that there are countless hidden dangers ahead, and I will never feel at ease unless they are eliminated one by one. But taking one wrong step can be extremely painful. There may not be a chance to do it again, but there is no courage to do it again. I said, forget it. Life is short, take pleasure in the moment. There is a moment of joy when we are together. Just let it go when there is no way back. A bowl of moonlight told me firmly again and again, Can't forget it. We can't just let it go. If you say it's a lifetime, it's a lifetime. It is a life of peace and stability, a life of freedom. This is the life of Tao Ling and Wen Qingying. It is the life of Li Tingzhou and Jiang Yu. It's Shu Yang and Cheng Xinyi's life. One year, one month, one day, one hour, It's not called a lifetime. The world is broken and muddy, Supporting each other along the way is not walking alone. This is something Xu Sizhang will never get back, imperfect but complete. Human world.

I finished it in one go. Is it sweet or too good? I was worried about whether Shu Yang could hold on. It was too bitter. Fortunately, he is a tough person. Si Zhang earns my tears T_T Alas...

Just like we always have to try hard to believe in something

I'm speechless. Madam, madam, you're so beautiful!! The part about coming out was so realistic that I cried several times.

It's very well written, oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

,,,,,,, He always likes to sigh at big things, and thinks the sky is falling at the smallest things. He likes to chat with his friends about everything. Teacher Shu is too strong and pushes himself too much, so that he has never been happy. Fortunately, he met our little baby later, and he is so happy. Despite all the hardships I had gone through, I felt like Cheng Xinyi that Teacher Shu didn't want him anymore, and tears came out. It seems that I have read too many stupid cookies, and it's time to read this kind of article that is close to real life. The ending was unexpected and reasonable, and it took away my tears. It's very worthwhile, so I came back and bought it. I hope the author will get better and better.

It's so good. Beautiful love can only be found in novels. Wuwuwuwu.

I wish there would be no time to look back After reading this article, I felt so much emotion that I didn't know where to start (actually, I just don't know how to talk). When I saw the previous part, although Shu Yang's father and second uncle made people very angry, after all, Shu Yang had no feelings for them and they were resolved quickly, so the previous part still felt very beautiful, too beautiful to be like reality. When I saw the last volume, I felt it was too realistic. The rumors in the office, the malicious slander from my colleagues, the quarrels between my parents, and my family's attitude towards homosexuality all made me very uncomfortable. I read the article basically as a bystander, because I know it is just a novel, so I rarely get touched, but there are several parts of this article that really touched me. I read the part where Shu Yang told Teacher Ye that he was not wrong and could not look back several times. I felt that what I saw was full of helplessness. He obviously did nothing wrong, but he was not recognized and even had to face the malice of others. Shu Yang said that there are too many rumors, and Iron Man will feel chilled after listening to them for a long time. I suddenly remembered that when the author I liked was hacked or ridiculed for no reason on the Internet, I always said not to care about those people's opinions. Now I feel that this sentence is really useless. Some people on the Internet are always full of hostility. I don't know where their hatred for others comes from. They must scold others in a condescending manner. I feel sad when I see their curse words, even if they are not scolding me. What's more, the rumors Shu Yang faced were all from his colleagues, people he met every day. I didn't feel sorry for anyone, so why was I being said like this? How could I not care after hearing this? When I first saw Xu Sizhang's obituary, I was really surprised. I thought that his good life suddenly disappeared. Later I saw that he had suffered from depression for many years. In recent years, there have been more and more public figures suffering from depression, which has led to the word becoming known to more people. As a result, more people do not understand it and call them hypocritical. I once saw a host saying on Weibo that he had depression, but all the popular comments said that he hoped that depression would defeat him, and each post had tens of thousands of likes. I felt very sad. Good is not universal good, but evil is universal evil. In particular, Xu Sizhang's previous performances were all positive. I can't even imagine what kind of state he must be in when he is alone. I can't empathize with him, but I am very sad. Cheng Xinyi's family thought that homosexuality was a perversion and wanted him to change. I remembered a program I watched before that talked about whether or not to come out to his parents. I thought it was necessary at the time. I thought that my parents could not accept homosexuality and even had many misunderstandings because they had never heard of this concept before. Therefore, we should let them know the existence of homosexuality and let them see the truest version of themselves. But after seeing the attitude of Cheng Xinyi's family, I know that this is just a small microcosm of society. In reality, it may be more intense. Many traditional parents have old ideas and are stubborn. It is not easy to get them to accept it. In real life, a gay couple posted a video of their mothers going shopping together on Weibo. At that time, I thought how great it would be if both parents were like this. Although Cheng Xinyi's mother finally softened her attitude, I still wanted his aunt to accept it. Although it was painful to watch later, fortunately, Shu Yang and Cheng Xinyi have always loved each other. The luckiest thing is that they never thought of giving up. I feel that no matter how much you love each other, you will still feel tired and helpless after experiencing these things, and your love will be consumed, but they persisted. They have each other, best friends, and a long and beautiful life left. All kinds of things happened yesterday, such as death yesterday. Today's various things, such as today's birth. (I finally choked up another long review. Why is it so easy for others to write long reviews? T_T I finally finished all the articles! Looking forward to the next one!)

I stayed up late to read it, and I hugged it and licked it hard. I haven't seen such an appetizing article in a long time (ˊ?ˋ*)? It's very well written. That's right, I'm just here to brag about ε=ε=(ノ≧?≦)ノ゜?. The emotional line is particularly delicate, the relationship between the two comes naturally, and the transition is natural, especially in the separate chapters, when they are covered in quilt, biting their hands and kicking their legs like crazy... Sad, distressed, sad. It's been a long time since I've had a piece of writing that touched my heart like that, and I had mixed feelings after reading it. I really like my younger brother and Yang Yang (my nickname is also this, it's fate). It's not the first time I've encountered their character settings, but it's difficult to make them three-dimensional and full. They are so cute and make me smile just thinking about them. After reading the whole book, apart from the protagonist, deputy CP, and Zhang Si, the one who impressed me the most was actually Yang Liu. I always disliked her at first. I thought she was selfish, cowardly and indifferent. She could abandon her own flesh and blood and despise a child - a child who protected her when she was domestically abused. She even almost killed him and abandoned him when he was rescuing her. Was she escaping and hiding her shame or was she really heartless to the core? I still don't understand. I feel conflicted after thinking about it for a long time and asked the author for an answer. After the dissatisfaction with her reached the extreme in the later period, as the plot progressed, she became somewhat sympathetic and even respected. In the end, a mother who had done something wrong still gave her son the cautious love he deserved. Scratching my head, I've talked too much. I'll finish the rest of the post tomorrow. Good night, world.