Notes of an Official

The innocent little white flower is turning into a resentful woman. I love Da Da. He always digs holes without filling them with soil. It's so sad.

The review I wrote for "The Legend of Xiaolou" many years ago was only posted on my blog. After all these years, I looked again and found that the small building was still locked. Talk for comfort. The tears do not stick to my sleeves, and the rivers and lakes forget each other. A man with so much arrogance failed someone who was completely sincere to him. On the contrary, he is cruel and murderous just to bring trouble to his appearance. The outcome is doomed. Dumb and taciturn, even in death, he is silent. That little bit of guilt made men finally learn to let go. Facing the loving and loving face of the past, I should be sneering in my heart. So, when I turned around and left, there was no nostalgia. He began to wander around the world as he pleased. The pleasure of grudges and extravagant spending are just to cover up that weakness. One day, the spring river will be warm and the peach blossoms will be brilliant. People passing by will burst into tears in the deep tenderness. Even the blooming flowers cannot cover up the sadness. Those who have suffered are always wounded. What is a lover? Many years later, I think of it silently, with pain in my heart, or being alone and speechless, or bursting into tears, but I still put it in that corner, refusing to forget or let go. It's the crease of the paper in my heart. It seems like it's not there, but it's still there. Every time I think about it, it's a little sweeter.

I read a good article that will never have an ending... Wu wu wu...

Look at the time, 2005-2010. The five-year plan is over... Sir, have you forgotten your password?

Why hasn't it been updated yet? It's been a long, long time. I've abandoned it and it's just a trap.

Di Jiu... Do you have your own name? I always read articles based on my feelings. Just mention touch in everything. Suddenly I thought about whether 'Nine' could be understood as 'Jiu'. If Fu Hanqing met Di Fei for the first time in his life, it was a perfect love - don't question it, it is correct. No matter how he wavered, Di Fei was always the perfect small attacker. Ahan's master composes a complete novel with him. Touching and beautiful. It's a song and a cry. It's sad. But in the end it is complete. Even if the author sets it, there is no afterlife. Di Fei passed away with regret. But in my opinion, it is finally complete and has come to an end. Already become a thing of the past. That life, independent and complete. But Di Jiu. Di Jiu, it should be a little different. He saw the truth. As a pedantic ancient, I can see all the so-called truth. He is different. Is it really just Fu Hanqing who is learning to love and knowing how to love in the long run... So why not Di Jiu? Di Jiu is probably not a competent small attacker. Even if he thinks he is deliberately subverting his life, just to change something that is insignificant in the eyes of others. Yet he was confused. He never seemed to know what he wanted or what he was chasing. This man values ​​nothing. Don't care about appearance, don't care about power. Survive by sitting on the beautiful woman without touching it, and surviving without caring about the benefits... Then, what is it that you chase with all your life and exhaust yourself for it? Compared to Di Fei. Di Jiu is like a child. Therefore, as a small attacker, you are not perfect. However, Di Jiu is the person who connects Fu Hanqing's real life and love. It's not that he doesn't want to be described as a 'poor person', but given his temperament, I'm afraid it would be awkward. This person is truly self-inflicted and stubborn. However, there is such a person who, after so many years, still refuses to think that he has missed and regretted it. He coughs so badly, but refuses to let himself put down a little bit of his self-esteem and defense. People say that Ahan and Di Jiu are not alike, but in my opinion, these two people are almost the same. Ahan certainly implements his principles and views on the world from beginning to end. But Di Jiu is not the same person. Ahan is as sincere and kind as a child from beginning to end, and this character hides extreme paranoia. Di Jiu also retained this kind of paranoia to the last detail. From beginning to end, we only know that Ahan is as loving and unchanging as Jehovah, and who knows that Di Jiu is also the same. Whether he is evil-minded or cruel, or has an awkward self-esteem. Not a single bit has been shaken or replaced. Although he is the perfect one in the small attack system and cannot be called the one who controls everything, this child is the one who has truly integrated into the life of Lazy Ahan. Yes. This, this... How can I not feel heartache. "With us in such trouble, is there still hope for your epiphany?" …Is there still hope for enlightenment? Dijiu Adijiu. How could you be so stupid? In the end, he watched Ahan go through several lives, and his eyes were locked on his lover. No resentment or hatred. No grudges or hatred... How could you not love Fu Hanqing? You are just, just learning to love slowly, slowly over these long and long years. Learned to love. Even though Ahan's soul has almost disappeared due to his lover, he is still like a god, leaving the world with love. Di Jiu, however, at the very beginning and at the end of his journey, he was still lonely and confused, not knowing where he was going. Di Jiu is still cold. How can love be tolerated? How can love be tolerated? When applied to the ancient Di Jiu who loves Ahan in this world, he is truly worthy of his reputation. Di Jiu, who only had one life to live, loved so miserably. It would be a pity if he died five thousand years before his lover could restore his soul... It shouldn't be like this. Talk about it. Neither of them distrusts the other. Maybe they just didn't understand love at that time. Don't know how to love. Don't know I'm in love. Now, the mystery is solved. Can the author also leave a complete and satisfactory ending for his characters? No more regrets or unfairness this time. Under the premise that two people who are like children have understood the meaning of love, let them have a good ending. Give this deep and tragic emotion a good death. Do you see your true heart clearly? Are you willing to face this sincerity bravely? Di Jiu... Do you have your own name?

The new year is coming, and it's still like this here… In fact, I was waiting for Xiaolou, and I started following it from the light dust chapter, and then gradually got better (to be honest, I didn't feel very good when it came to the light dust chapter), and then suddenly I couldn't watch it anymore... In fact, I think the charging fee is good for readers, at least they won't be cheated casually. The problem is, I have only read one of the novels there, Xiaolou, so it would be too unfair to pay for it on a monthly basis. Can't we charge based on chapters or word count? I had no choice but to go in occasionally and read the chapter titles to satisfy my cravings. I'd better wait until Nalan is released from the ban, or I'll pay the fee to read it all in one go. Alas, it's so far away, looking up at the sky...

and <> are both big pitfalls, yes. They are pitfalls too. But they are reluctant to give up! It's really harmful! Also, it's not good to have to pay to see them at the starting point!

and <> are both big pitfalls

Disgusting... Super pitfall... 55555555