Blurb:
The dead go to heaven,
but heaven won't accept those who take their own lives,
so they have no choice but to return to the human world,
enduring life and death,
again and again.
The only thing I ever did right during my long, quiet first half of life was finish writing my diary before I left. It turned out to be the only means I had to protect myself after arriving in a new world.
In this age, when even writing can't find an echo, the unknown in thought and soul has grown. Somehow, it has made my curiosity bloom amid my fear.
I'm curious about the reason this world exists.
No matter what, getting to transcend time and meet literary greats who have written works for the ages means my visit here wasn't in vain.
P.S. 1. First-person perspective. The protagonist starts out powerful. This is a no-brain power fantasy, so please don't flame it if it's not your thing.
2. The author's writing ability doesn't represent the protagonist's. Please apply your own filter and polish it accordingly. I've recently read a lot of transmigration fanfics about writing in Bungou Stray Dogs, and on a whim, I decided to start one myself.
3. The pairing might be Dazai Osamu, or there might be no pairing.
Theme: Redemption and understanding
This is the update after a year! I found it in my lifetime
Anonymous, the Tuo family you are waiting for is coming to find you (although this Tuo family not only does not write articles, but also makes trouble)
I understand, the heroine is moaning for no reason... The heroine does not have the overly intelligent brainpower of Dazai Osamu and others, but she arrogantly believes that she is incompatible with the world and others and is different. She can only see that others are ugly and she is weak, but cannot see other people
Ah... It's cruel, but it's also great!
Mr. Hamster... I always feel so out of touch.
Odasaku was destined to die by fate, but the two kept using books to reverse the ending and turn back time. After more than eighty failures, they gradually became desperate, like being trapped in a never-ending nightmare. Finally, they got tired of it, so they killed each other, freeing Odasaku from endless accidental deaths and dying cleanly. And, this cycle is really hopeless
Speaking of speculation, I feel that the editor may be an insider of the anonymous appearance. First of all, the look on the bookstore's face (clear) - "He is well aware of the possibility of Anonymous' collapse -" He has seen it before Secondly, the letter sent to the villa belonging to Miss Yo -" It is possible that the villa itself belongs to Miss Yo (family?) Finally, the identity of a 14-year-old Dongda student and everyone's respect -" Ms. Yo is also a writer and very powerful. So I think it is very likely that Anonymous was born through fetal transfusion at the beginning, a big family, with the same hereditary mental illness, but they also relied on writing to vent. After the death of their family members, Jiefang Tianxing joined the killer organization, met her Agni, and decided to quit, so he made a fake identity, prepared to escape (after all, he knew exactly what he was going to do), entered Dongda with a public identity, and then (perhaps by the editor? I always felt that he would have some foreshadowing) erased the memory of Miss Yo, and the story begins. To be honest, I kind of doubt that the editor is a childhood sweetheart or a family friend... Just guessing, it's all just guessing. When will the update be updated today? [Rolling]
The author writes very well!!! It felt like it was wrapped in gauze, covered with fog, hazy, and with some light coming out vaguely. Just as I was about to reach out to grab it, it slipped away from my fingertips again... (Probably a characteristic of stream of consciousness?) So as a person with a negative IQ, I read this article... Emmmmmmm, I didn't understand some parts [bald head], but I couldn't bear to part with such an interesting article. Ah, it's self-torture, right? It's self-torture, right? Ever since, emmmmmmm... I have some guesses (but I may not have caught any of them) Guess 1: The heroine traveled through time at the beginning, but lost her memory (maybe she didn't want to remember), but she still instinctively felt that the world was absurd and unreal. Later, she remembered that she had traveled through time, and forgot about being Miss Yo, but she had some subtle habits and memories (from the heroine's writing of Miss Yo's story, it was very smooth, I dreamed about it). Guess 2: Miss Yo is the heroine of a parallel world, so most of her habits are the same, and most people don't notice. Or maybe Miss Yo, as a killer, rarely has too close relationships with people, and people have an overly broad image or concept of her (possibly caused by Miss Yo deliberately). Guess 3. Miss Yo is just a imaginary personality that embodies the heroine's own desires, such as communicating with nature. (If the personality is Miss Yo, I would blindly guess that she would be very envious of the heroine because she has a close friend, whether before or after time travel.) That's it... I won't say any more, I don't have enough brain, so I'm going to make up for it.
It's really good, why is there no next chapter?
Updated woo woo woo, posting like crazy