I'm really sorry. I'm still in the trial stage of taking medicine and have changed medicines several times, but with no success.
The first time, the dressing was changed because of rapid weight gain and frequent heart palpitations. The second time, the dressing was changed because of hand tremors and hallucinations. The third time, the dressing was changed because of gastric bleeding.
I used to torture myself too much, overeating and vomiting for several days without water or food... Now when the side effects of the medicine come, all the trouble has been paid back to me. It's not that I don't repay it, the time has not yet come.
The key is that I really can't write words at the moment. The drugs make me stupid all day long. I really don't know what I'm writing. I can't hand over good stories. This is the most fatal thing. I am confused all day long.
My inability to write content aggravated my negative emotions, and my physical condition was really bad, especially my heart palpitations, which continued occasionally even though I changed my medicine. Recently, I sometimes suspected that my illness was not cured and I died suddenly.
I really want to think about the future, but I don't know if I have a future.
So I think I should stop updating completely and not drag everyone down.
I will take good treatment, and if possible, I will return, but please be mentally prepared, I may really...
Apologize again, sorry.
Hao Weiwei has always felt that she does not need to get married.
One day a sister in the chat group asked this question: If you became a man, would you be willing to marry yourself?
Hao Weiwei, who had always felt that she did not need to get married, said "I do" immediately.
The sisters in the group all laughed and said that Hao Weiwei smelled really good.
"If that's the case, it doesn't matter if it smells really good, but it's not possible, so I still have to stay single for the rest of my life. It's impossible to smell really good." After saying this, Hao Weiwei was knocked on the door by a man the next day, who claimed to be Hao Weiwei herself.
Hao Weiwei has always felt that marriage and love are things that hinder work. Therefore, Hao Weiwei never thought about falling in love, let alone getting married.
But after getting married, delicious food is delivered to her without asking, her husband can even help her at work without disturbing her, and there are all kinds of magical items.
Hao Weiwei: Ah, it smells so good.
Marriage is marriage, and love is impossible. Hao Weiwei has always found it difficult to fall in love with anyone. After marrying myself, I felt really good, but love was still impossible.
The result... Hao Weiwei smells really good again.
The story is self-written, the male and female protagonists are the same person, and the male protagonist is a big boss who has traveled back through time. There are many self-defeating and self-receiving stories in which the strong self helps the weak self, so I wanted to write about the female protagonist's perspective of being led to win.
Intention: Trust yourself, accept yourself, love yourself