Reaching Above My Station

After reading it for the third time, the story is not very novel, but maybe I saw too much of myself in Mo Han, and saw my own lack of confidence and timidity. The author wrote it so vividly that I have different feelings every time I read it. I hope I can transform into a better version of myself like Mo Han!

How should I put it, I was really angry after reading the main text. This is really the first novel I have read in seven or eight years that made me cry. I typed a long string of text on the rating page to complain, but as more than 125 words were not sent, I continued to watch the extras. After reading it, I let out a long sigh. I don't know why I sighed, but I felt sad and hurt. I don't know why. Looking back at the title, I don't know who is claiming the upper hand. There is nothing to say. Yu Yanchuan and Mo Han are doing well. Please

When will the teacher come back and pamper us bg [crying] [crying]

I love it when two people with flaws bravely move forward! ! ! !

While reading this book, I suddenly made up my mind to break up with my boyfriend of six and a half years. According to the development of things, I should have planned to get married this year or next year. In fact, including the year and a half when I had a crush on him, this relationship lasted for about 8 years. When I told my father about this, he asked me: You have sacrificed so much and now you are separated, don't you regret it? I told my father the answer that I had thought about since the moment I decided to come to Chengdu alone with him two years ago: no regrets. But my father has always been worried that I will turn 29 after the Chinese New Year and become an older leftover girl. I specially emphasized that I will only turn 28 after my birthday! I feel guilty for saying this. I have been worried about my fate since I graduated from college. It is now the third week of the breakup, and I am calmer than I imagined. I occasionally worry that he is not doing well, that he will not eat well and have a headache. I have done everything I can to share the financial pressure for him. I hope that he can buy a house in Chengdu as soon as possible, which will at least provide him with stability. Why did I suddenly decide to break up? It was because I didn't want to continue to compromise for him. He didn't like first-tier cities, and the housing prices in Tianjin were too high to stay (he went to college in Tianjin). After the final evaluation, he decided to go back to his hometown in Inner Mongolia. After his job stabilized, I went there. As a result, the year he returned to his hometown to start a business ended in failure. He didn't know what to do anymore. I said that I could open a bakery in your hometown, where I could study and the two of us could run it together. Although there was strong opposition from my family at the time, my attitude was quite tough. They couldn't resist and had to agree. Later, he said that it was not interesting in his hometown. The development space and potential were not high and he could not make money. He then thought about other directions. We talked several times later and based on our family's financial ability, we made another decision to go to Chengdu. In this way, it took almost 3 months from making the decision to going to Chengdu. My job has always been quite stable, and I can make a living in first- and second-tier cities in the Internet industry. He started out in the same profession as me, but then stopped working in this industry for about three years due to various reasons and circumstances. After I came to Chengdu, I first looked for a job. He wanted to do something else, so I chose to support him. After a year of working without making any money, I decided to go back to my old job. So he resubmitted his resume to look for a job, and I helped him figure out all the details, but the job never went smoothly and the economy was not stable. I bear 70% to 80% of the living expenses. I basically don't ask for gifts on holidays and birthdays. I never ask him for money. I have always concealed his true situation from my family. I have always said that everything is going well. Both of us have stable jobs and there is not much difference in salary levels. In fact, in the eyes of my friends, they think I am wronged and too humble, but I don't think so. I have always believed in his potential and believed that he will get better in the future. Although I have to pay more and bear more now, my life will definitely get better in the future. I believe in him and have always persisted. Even though the voices of opposition and doubt at home have not stopped in the past five years, I have always persisted because he healed me. The few years I spent with him were the happiest times for me. I was really happy from the bottom of my heart. He changed me a lot and became more positive and cheerful. I am truly grateful to him. But when I asked myself if I wanted to get married, the answer was uncertain. My current life gave me a great sense of insecurity. There were always a few moments when I felt that I was fine living alone. I was probably tired of this depressing emotional state and the pressure from all sides. It also made me truly realize that I was incapable of helping him get better and make everything smoother. I was terrible at not being able to help him when he needed it most. I can't accept his inaction and his high ambitions. I'm afraid that the burden of life after marriage will become even greater, and I don't have time to change everything. Let everything stop at this moment. This is my bottom line. Just like I thought about the problem before coming to Chengdu, I won't regret it if the two of us don't get together in the end. I did everything I could do without violating my original intention, one issue at a time.

After reading it, it is a very good-looking article. The writing style is also light and comfortable to read. Every character is very real. I always feel that I will pass them by in reality.

I want to read other articles, but the results are all bl. I burst into tears?(??)?

I finished reading it. I don't know who recommended it and collected it in The Right Place and the Right Place. I haven't read it until I finally read it a few days ago. It's a very good novel. It's an old-fashioned idea of marrying first and then loving each other. It's also novel. I can understand the heroine's inferiority and self-esteem. I envy her for having a good friend and that she can always do what she likes. After reading the rest, I always thought that the heroine will abort the child and finally the hero will chase his wife in the crematorium. Maybe I read too many articles like this, hahahahaha. The reconciliation at the end is a bit strange. It feels a bit like the beginning of house hunting. I quite like it. Good articles are not afraid of time, nor are they afraid of being discovered. Thank you for reading Gao Pan, and thank you for getting to know me because of Gao Pan (?????)? ?? This article should be added to my collection of "top articles in life"

Look at the sign I ordered, there is still a meeting at 8:30 ah ah ah ah

Maybe this is most people. There is no perfect match, no perfect match, no perfect match. Although the two of them have knots in their hearts, they can still move on.