Reborn as a Man

Introduction: I died in a hospital bed, amid the tears of my parents and younger siblings. I'm sorry I made you bury your child. But I have never regretted the path I chose. I yearned for it, longed for it, fought for it, and obtained what I set my heart on. I have never regretted spending my life alone. I thought my life had ended there, but I was reborn. I became the only boy in the family. I was confused. I resisted. In the end, I accepted it. My parents' hair had turned gray at the temples, and their backs were bent. How could I bear to watch them cry and blame themselves? My life had changed, and I was ready to struggle in this new world. [There is no such thing as peaceful years; someone is simply carrying the burden for you.] Content warnings 1. No BL. He will marry a woman and have children. 2. At first, the male lead has the temper of an old lady. He's eccentric, withdrawn, and difficult. 3. This is a cozy, free-spirited story, with a focus on farming and rural life. [Author's note: I've never believed women are any weaker than men. But if I were a man, my life would have changed, changed beyond recognition.]