Apple Tree

How should I put it? When my friend recommended this article to me, I had a slight premonition about it, and even more so after reading the copy. With the thoughts of "where did she find this article", "who would she like in the article" and "what does she want to explore", I also opened this article. Originally, when I saw that the copywriting was about my best friend, I was shocked because my best friend suddenly lost contact with me online. She told me a few days ago that she likes a certain Korean star, and also told me about her future plans and wanted to go somewhere to see the sea. Then when I suddenly wanted to share something fun with her, I failed to send it. I looked at her online name and avatar again in a daze, and the white avatar and symbolic online name that I thought were changed on a whim suddenly confirmed the unknown that flashed in my heart. I called her, stopped her phone, and asked other friends who had added her, but no reply. For a moment I thought she didn't want me anymore. The emotions welling up in my heart made me wake up my family late at night to find her home number, and then use other contact methods to find her. Later I found it, and the feeling of abandonment still stayed in my heart, and I even chewed it over and over again like an aftertaste. At first I thought I was like Zheng, but then I felt like I ended up like Xu. Now when I type these words, I think maybe I am just like them, an ordinary person, a unique ordinary person. One reviewer rightly said that this article is not suitable for people with suicidal tendencies and romanticism, because there is some beauty and cruelty in it. This article may be more like a script, and it should be made into a short film. The audience can watch their stories in the audience, and they can live out their lives on stage. In the end, only one person truly fulfilled her wish. She got what she wanted, and those who were related to her would also live for one reason or another. It's a very subtle story, and the author's writing skills are very powerful.

I've been reading it for two days, but I didn't expect that there is another book in Jinjiang about loneliness. Very similar to Xu Qiu, but I didn't have any friends growing up. Too lazy to make friends I was alone in a different place for seven years. Living alone. Eat and watch movies alone and go to the hospital alone. The surgery was refused because there was no relative's signature, so I ended up going to a private hospital. When I was hospitalized, the medical staff looked at me and felt full of pity, but even at that time I didn't feel sorry for myself. When you are alive, you should not trouble others if you can. Even if others don't find it troublesome, you will find it troublesome. For a long time, I didn't feel like there was anything wrong with me. Everyone has the right to choose their own lifestyle, as long as it does not harm nature. I felt very uncomfortable after watching it, why Xu Qiu? Why is this happening to me? Living is so difficult. Sorry, I said a lot of nonsense. And thank you

I have saved it before and just opened it for the first time today. The copy was very uncomfortable to read and I didn't dare to read it. I was in a calm mood today, so I started watching. I actually read books very quickly. I could finish reading Chapter 21 in half an hour. However, it actually took me more than an hour to finish reading. I have a very good bestie. We are similar, but also very different. No one is particularly like Xu Qiufang or Zheng Fengfeng, but there are many similarities. It's similar to the protagonist's experience, although it doesn't have the love and acquaintance in the teens. We don't see each other very often now, but every time we chat on WeChat, I can still tell her things I wouldn't tell others; when we meet, there's always endless topics to talk about. Putting myself in my friend's shoes, I want to be healthy and worry-free. Therefore, my originally calm mood became depressed and I cried uncontrollably. But then, as I read on, I cried even harder, thinking of someone, someone who had been gone for a long time... Even when he left, in front of others, although he couldn't control his tears, they just fell silently. Only when I am alone like today, I cry loudly thinking that I will never see him again in this life, the person who cares for me and protects me selflessly. When he said goodbye to me, I remained silent and didn't say anything. I thought it was just a temporary farewell and he would come back soon, but... My best friend and I have said more than once that I am willing to die with him. I don't want him to leave first and leave me here; I don't want to leave first and make him sad. However, that is just my naive hope... In the past few years, during Qingming Festival, which happens once a year, I feel so uncomfortable that I can't control myself and cry while walking on the road. I don't even dare to look at his photos for fear of crying even more... I don't care about other people's sideways glances. Really, I can't control myself. Most of the time, I behave normally, but I know that I am sad because of too many things, because of him... However, I am too cowardly, so I live in humility. Sorry, I read the author's article and had many thoughts, so I wrote it down casually. Please forgive me.

It is not suitable for people who have suicidal thoughts and are more idealistic. -. -

Silent confession Throughout our lives, we want to get rid of other people's expectations and find our true selves. It can be said that I like it very much. Wu Qishi's writing is so delicate that it is still displayed on the bedside (it has been displayed for four years)

Which girl you like more is a boring thought, right?

I like Xu... I like it very much

She failed to grasp... I really like this description of speculation, fabrication, and imagining other people's lives.

In a place where no one can see, she will only consider her own feelings. Once it is over, she doesn't care about anyone, and she doesn't care at all what this behavior will bring to the living people. It's like her whole life, it seems that no one really remembers or cares. Well...

Whatever they set out to do is impossible. Everyone knows what Zheng Mie is thinking, everyone understands her, but no one understands Zheng Mie. Most people are both Zheng and Xu. Maybe there are not most people, it's just me. I'm not Zheng or Xu, but me.