Heartwarming yet heartbreaking, stirring up the entertainment world's most irresistible scandal!
One is the lover she cherishes above all, a superstar at the peak of his fame.
One is her childhood playmate, someone she's known since they were little, who has always done nothing but tease and mock her.
One person's figure is right before her eyes, blurred and unreal. She once lost him, so now that she has found him again, she treasures him all the more, yet fears losing him once more.
Another has known her for years and stays by her side like a shadow. She's grown used to his presence. Through laughter and anger, through □ and through low points, he is always there for her, as naturally as the air she breathes.
Perhaps one day someone will leave without a fuss; perhaps someone will stand far away, smiling and sighing softly. But no one will regret all those long years…
Because how could you bear for me to have never met you in my life…
A love as warm as simple home cooking, with entanglements, conflict, and romance: a bittersweet, tender love story. If you enjoy this kind of tale, come on in! :)
A notice from the author:
This novel was published nationwide in June 2009 by Beijing Hongshufang Culture Company.
The online version has a simpler ending, while the published edition has a complete ending. Both the story and its ending have been revised and expanded considerably, but Xiange's final partner remains the same. If you haven't read this story and care a lot about the ending, think carefully before buying the online edition; I recommend waiting for the print book. If you've read the whole story but found the ending too simple, you might want to consider buying the print edition! (Fidgeting, muttering quietly: I'm not promoting it, I'm not promoting it…)
Theme: Treasure the person before you
Well, when I looked up, I found that this book was written many years ago. But it's so pretty! Scatter flowers and leave claws.
"The highest state of love is to withstand the ordinary fleeting years. Happiness is to find a warm person to spend a lifetime." What you said may not be classic, but it always makes people feel slightly happy. Damn, what should I do? I feel like I'm falling in love with your words... Hehehe
The big text makes people look very comfortable, as if they are walking on the streets of a foreign country, watching the entanglement between them. No one is right or wrong, they just want themselves and others to be happy but have no idea, so they are always confused. From the beginning, I felt that Li Jingsheng was in love with Xian Ge. Such persistence is Although it is incomprehensible, he has made a choice that he does not regret. Qin Zheng, the perfect male protagonist, is full of passion and vitality, but what maintains each other more is trust and mutual support, so the two are destined not to last long. This is what I firmly believe. Classmate Xu Yu, the typical second male lead in ten thousand years, has turned around here. This kind of person The most terrible thing is that he will not give you something suddenly that you cannot accept, but will penetrate into your life little by little, and finally you will suddenly realize that you can no longer break free from the dragnet he has set up. It is so sinister that it makes people grit their teeth, but he turns around and stamps his feet and says, "Why don't I have such an infatuated person around me?" I don't cherish the people around me but I look around desperately and there is no one like this~~~TAT Finally, Xian Ge, if you break up with Xu Yu, wait for me to be reincarnated as a man. Such a woman is strong, does not admit defeat, is proud, and is equally gentle and pretty, come and give her a hug~~~ Author's reply: You are very understanding of feelings~~Hug me, Xiange won't give you a hug, I will give you a hug~~HOHO~
Hahaha, I like this ending very much, I just like Xu Yu. I don't think the ending is very abrupt, because Xu Yu has always existed silently. The heroine is so used to it that she almost ignores it, but that is love, which will always illuminate your heart at the critical moment, so the heroine's choice is not wrong! Very good! I'm very happy. I'll continue to call for extras. Haha, it's best to have a baby. I'm really looking forward to how cute and sinister the children born from these two people will be. Hehe
"The beholder is clear", the ancients do not deceive me. As Xiao Wan said, when we look at other people's emotional entanglements, we are always more clear-headed than when we face our own emotions. At least when I face my own love, I often leave the other person bruised and bruised. It's not that I don't cherish it, I just maintain my so-called pride and refuse to give up anything. I like reading romance novels very much and often say with a smile, "Every time I finish reading a novel, it feels like I have experienced love." So I simply thought that I was a master of the theory of love, but when it came to real relationships, I was selfish and willful, and every dispute pushed the other person into a desperate situation. Thank you Xiaowan, "Cherish the people in front of you", I have kept it in mind. Once again, I experienced an unforgettable relationship, a process that was always accompanied by tears and laughter. Looking at the title of this article, I thought that Xian Ge and Qin Zheng would be able to keep going no matter what hardships they went through, but the ending took a big turn, which was somewhat beyond my expectation. It's not that I didn't like the ending, I just thought it was too rushed. Xu Yu's almost "death" made Xian Ge realize his importance to herself. "She can bear the world without Qin Zheng, but she cannot bear the world without Xu Yu." But if Qin Zheng will "die", how will Xian Ge go on? I believe Xiange will make the same choice and go to the people who need her most. Faced with Qin Zheng's proposal and Xian Ge's final rejection, how helpless she was. It was not that she no longer loved her, but she loved both of them. Love is always an unsolvable problem, there is no right or wrong, right or wrong. It's not that we deliberately blur the boundaries and confuse concepts, it's just that love is the most difficult emotion in the world to understand. Just when you think you can let it go, the memories come back to you over and over again. When we think we are in love, but when faced with another choice, we have to give up. Six years ago, when Xian Ge and Qin Zheng were deeply in love, she could leave alone for Qin Zheng's future. In a foreign country, a person is dejected and burdened with all the pressure. Suffering from slight depression, when we see this, we are shocked and it is not difficult to imagine what Xian Ge sacrificed for Qin Zheng and what he gained. Women are of course in a protected position, but our heroine is so brave, fearless, and silently endures everything. Returning six years later, perhaps when Xiange and Qin Zheng met again for the first time, their love was destined to just "pass by". Qin Zheng just drove his Bugatti Veyron speeding past, but was unaware of her return. I don't know how deep the love between Qin Zheng and Xian Ge is, but I often hear people say "time can dilute everything". However, six years later, one of them tolerates love, and the other suffers from the loss of love. Qin Zheng's love was so strong that if he hadn't exposed his love affair later, I wouldn't have realized that his love for Xian Ge had reached the point where "it would be better to be broken than to be destroyed". However, what I don't understand is where he is in the face of Xian Ge's departure six years ago. "I'm crossing the road, where are you? I hope to follow you on this road...", Listening to the song in my ears, I couldn't help but think of how lonely and helpless Xian Ge felt when he was living in England. Of course, I can think of Qin Zheng's helplessness and dilemma. He may be devoting all his efforts to treating his mother. But in the face of two people's love, one person is responsible for it. He can't even protect his beloved, leaving his loved one helpless. What reason should he look for, and what qualifications can he have to say I love you. Six years ago, he may not have the ability or status to protect his love, but six years later, when he has become a popular king, where will he put Xian Ge in order to fulfill his love. His love, never protected, once again pushed Xian Ge to the edge of the storm. I'm not questioning Qin Zheng's love, it's just that his love is so weak compared to Xu Yu's love. Loving someone is not about getting. If the feelings we give must be rewarded, it is undoubtedly just a transaction, a sale. In their love, Xian Ge has always been on the giving side. Although after returning, the person chasing after him became Qin Zheng, but the person who bears all the pressure is still Xian Ge. He promised Qin's mother "never become a burden to him." Does Qin Zheng know? Qin Zheng chased and forced her calmly as a matter of course, but she didn't know that all this caused Xian Ge to endure invisible suffering. He never understands Xiange, he just loves when he wants to love. In fact, Xian Ge finally went to Xu Yu, how could he not be catalyzed by him. Whenever Xian Ge is helpless, where is he? Xian Ge is not feeling well, does he know? Xian Ge faces the helplessness of reality and love. Does he understand? When Xian Ge is in a miserable situation, it is always Xu Yu who reaches out to her, and when she is in pain, it is always Xu Yu who stays by her side. Gradually, when faced with the dilemma, Xian Ge would only choose Xu Yu to "share the joys and sorrows" with him, while Qin Zheng was placed in a position where she could only "share the joys and sorrows" with him. All of this was caused by Qin Zheng. Maybe he couldn't believe that the person pushing Xian Ge away from him was actually him. Xu Yu is really a person who cannot help but love, and he tries his best to tolerate his love for Xian Ge. Did he not love deeply enough, or was his love not as brave as Qin Zheng's? The answer is undoubtedly no. After more than twenty years of companionship, love and family affection have become indistinguishable. Even the person involved may not be able to tell the difference, but the other person is undoubtedly the most important person to him. Xu Yu knows what Xian Ge can do for Qin Zheng, and knows what Xian Ge can be happy for. Qin Zheng was the one who stayed in Xian Ge's heart, so he quietly withdrew before starting a war with Qin Zheng. Just when Xinge needs support, he will lend his shoulder; when Xinge needs to talk, he will listen patiently; when Xinge is in trouble, he will stand shoulder to shoulder with her. "Never leave, never give up", Xu Yu just did it silently. Whatever Xian Ge needs, he will do it with great understanding. He never put any emotional pressure on Xian Ge. Even after confessing his love to Xian Ge, he just continued to laugh and joke with Xian Ge to cover up the growing feelings in his heart, just to maintain the happiness and relaxation that Xian Ge showed in front of him. Love someone, as long as she is happy, as long as she is happy, even if you just stand far away, you are satisfied. Xu Yu loves and gives so selflessly. He never thought that he should get something for everything he did for Xian Ge. He never thought that his love for Xian Ge could blossom and bear fruit, but he always insisted on giving. What he did went far beyond what we thought was the ultimate. There is no best, only better. Perhaps this is the only way to interpret Xu Yu's love. Xu Yu's love is not passionate enough, only quiet and gentle. The love that flows slowly, warms the string song day by day. If Xu Yu's existence before was just Xian Ge's sweetheart when he was young, then Xu Yu now is an indispensable existence in Xian Ge's heart. Discovering that Xu Yu's love was getting closer step by step, Xian Ge did not panic or panic, because she knew that Xu Yu would not force herself to make a choice. If there was only one answer, if he was destined to choose one of the two, Xu Yu would definitely not put Xian Ge in a difficult situation, and would only retreat quietly when no one was watching. In such a love entanglement between three people, Xian Ge was not too embarrassed. She took it for granted that one party was love and the other was just family affection. But facing Qin Zheng's distrust and Qin Zheng's persecution, Xian Ge was tired. Qin Zheng, who was always filled with anxiety, made Xian Ge feel strange and familiar at the same time. Who hurt whom? Who betrayed whom? Please remember that love requires two people to work together. No matter how strong a love is, it cannot withstand constant doubts. From the moment you don't trust the other person, the balance of love begins to collapse. It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I'm hurt by love and feel powerless. It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I am tired of being loved and am speechless. Qin Zheng and Xu Yu, Xian Ge cannot leave anyone. In Xian Ge's heart, Qin Zheng is the place of his love, while Xu Yu is the place of his remaining family affection. However, when it comes time to choose one of the two, no matter what Xian Ge chooses, it will be wrong. Xian Ge was hesitant, confused, and hesitant, but in the end he leaned towards what he thought he loved. (But thank God, Xiaowan is naturally the God of this article, O(∩_∩)O) However, when Xiange could not figure out the most important existence in life, fate made a choice for Xiange. A missed "air crash" allowed Xiange to figure out the irreplaceable existence in his heart. I have to love, it is Xian Ge's love for Xu Yu. Can't be absent is Xian Ge's positioning towards Xu Yu. PS: Xian Ge is very happy. If there was only one male pig in the article, Xian Ge would undoubtedly be the happiest person, but two excellent people at the same time are destined to only hurt one. I am very happy that Xiao Wan chose Xu Yu to become the number one male pig. If the ending was not so hasty, I believe that Xian Ge's love for Xu Yu would be more deeply rooted in people's hearts. I recommend a song here, Elva Hsiao's "Like Love", a very touching love song. I hope everyone can feel the love in the text while listening to the music. From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear. If you are separated from the one you love, there is no worry or fear. Look, love is so sad and helpless. Author's reply: It is very surprising that 3 months after finishing this article, I still received such a long and favorable review, and every word is written into my heart. Every relationship is caused by pheromones in the brain. Many experiments show that one person's so-called love for another person can only last for 3 months. But there are so many people joining hands to share this life. If it is not love, what is it? It should be to rely on. You can't lose him. If you lose him, you will have trouble sleeping and eating, and you will be at a loss. His existence should be special but without a sense of existence. He is you, and you are him. To Xian Ge, Xu Yu is such a person. When you are young, you all hope that your love will be vigorous and romantic. But gradually, when the novelty is no longer there, many people will find that the person who covers you with clothes, covers you with tea, and cooks tea is an indispensable part of your life. I have always felt that the ultimate romance is when two people grow old together and know each other from heart to heart. It does not require roses, candlelight dinners, or diamond rings, and it will be melted into the bones.
Only in the end did I understand my own feelings. Alas, poor Xu Yu suffered a lot for it. This ending was beyond the expectations of many people, but I liked it very much. So many memories, so many pasts, so many good things, how could you ignore them. I really like Xu Yu. Maybe he can't risk everything for love like Qin Zheng, but he really guards, protects and cares for Xian Ge. Love that is too intense will never last. I prefer gentle love and delicate love. In fact, he also likes Qin Zheng. Such a result seems too cruel to him. His love is overbearing and persistent, but he always feels that he has caused Xian Ge more pain than happiness, and more hurt than happiness. I'm glad that Xian Ge finally understood his feelings and was loyal to them. I really like your writing, a perfect combination of reality and fantasy.
I read it every year and it feels different every time. Thank you author.
Love has all the flavors, it's exciting, it's good
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