We entered “Jiang” University in July 1999 and moved into Room 209 together. The place could be described with a doggerel verse: “Walk into this room, with walls on every side. Look up and see convicts” (there was a prison less than ten meters from our dorm, and the inmates often tried to chat with us), “look down and all you can do is talk.” After surviving one thrilling battle after another, including “the Great Escape to the Bathhouse,” “Stealing Light from Next Door,” and “Night Battle with the Fat Roast Goose,” we decided to move out. We rented a place together and began our “a little too bland, add some salt” story of living together.
Purpose:
The Aquarius woman may never know what she wants, but she always knows what she doesn't want. She always likes to be a spectator behind the scenes, watching everything coldly and quietly. In her eyes, everything is within her expectation. She doesn't think anything is novel. If she acts novel, it's because she thinks it should be done. She was like a theatergoer, always aloof from the action. Don't blame her for being cold, this is the only way she can protect herself. She is like a hedgehog, putting up her thorns at any time, but her thorns will not hurt anyone, she just uses them to arm herself. She didn't dare to ask for too much love. She was afraid that after enjoying the love, all that would be left would be double the pain. So when others pamper her too much, instead of being happy, she will run away in fear. She doesn't know how to repay others' love for her. If you get her love, it's because she already knows how to face it and how to repay it. She pursues the kind of realm where the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water. She knows how to love people, but she is not used to loving people. She knows that love is often accompanied by hate, and hate is a pain that is too heavy and an emotion that makes people tired easily. She didn't want to feel pain, so she was too lazy to hate. So, in order to prevent the coming of hatred and pain, she had no choice but to choose not to love. Even if she did love, it would be light and cold. Don't blame her, she really doesn't know how to focus. She can also be very hypocritical at times. Don't accuse her. The reason she chooses to be hypocritical is because you force her to do something she doesn't want to do but can't refuse. She's not used to making promises and doesn't know how to refuse. What she's best at is making things difficult for herself. She doesn't want you to be sad, so she has to make herself sad. She always stubbornly believed that she had extraordinary endurance. She thought of herself as too strong and thought of others as too weak. She is always worried that her actions will hurt others. She didn't know that she was the one who was injured. It's just that she doesn't know how to show it. She is so confused that she thinks of herself as an invulnerable person as others think. Don't think that she is free and easy. Many times, she actually can't let go - she is more sensitive and delicate than anyone else, but she won't let you know. She understands that even if you know, it won't help. Her heart is the wind that cannot be grasped, and she longs to be as simple and free as the wind. It's not that she doesn't want to be calm, she just can't find a reason to be calm. She has never been able to clarify the role she wants to play in the world. She can only keep searching for her ultimate goal. If she finds it, she will stop without hesitation and give up her wandering mind. Unfortunately, she will never be satisfied and her pursuit will never stop. No matter how tired her heart was, she could not force herself to give up her dream, which was her only support. Don't let her down. Because she cannot learn to forgive, she is very eager for perfection. Although she knows that there is no absolute perfection in the world, she has the absolute pursuit of perfection. If you disappoint her, she will leave irrevocably. Even if her heart is bleeding, even if the pain is so heavy that it will crush her life, she will never look back. At that time, what you saw on her face was chilling determination. Even if she is still by your side, her heart is already far away from you. You can't see her hatred, but you will feel the indifference that is more painful than hatred. Her departure is a departure of the soul. She can be so nice to you that you are flattered in the first half minute, or she can be so indifferent to you in the second half that you cannot accept it. Don't ask her why she is so fickle, she doesn't know. When you see her being crazy happy or sad, don't be confused. No matter how crazy she looks, she is actually calm inside. She knows how to deal with happiness and sadness better than any of you bystanders. She is just used to it - it can also be said that she likes to make everything crazy. Because she feels that this is an obligation and a right. She is an expert at creating atmosphere. One of her witticisms will lighten everything up, but one of her sighs will make everything very heavy. She always involuntarily manipulates happiness and melancholy. She is not as happy as you see, nor is she as sad as you see. However, when she is depressed, she likes to put on a mask of happiness, and when she is happy, the depression refuses to let her go easily. What is contained in her vase is not the source of happiness, but the tears that she does not want to shed in front of others. When you see her, she smiles like a child. Sometimes you think she is as innocent as an angel walking out of a fairy tale. However, if you are careful, you will see the lingering sadness on her face when she is calm, and there is a sense of seeing through the world of mortals so solemnly in her eyes. She only fully releases herself at midnight when no one is around. She will not reveal her helplessness, her hesitation, and her vicissitudes in public. The water in her bottle is the endless tears. The strength you see is just the vulnerability she is trying to hide.
It's not that I don't know many things, I'm watching them all. Forgive me for my indifference, I always watch silently like a bystander. I'm telling you that I hope you understand. It's not that I don't care about you. I care about you both like Niyou and Fengling. It's just that I don't know how to express it. I'm sending you this Aquarius woman's monologue, hoping you can understand me.
Why do I leave disappointed every time I come here? Bingshao, am I too unrestrained?! I don't know, I don't have an answer. I came here to bother you because I'm really depressed. Am I too sensitive?! Why do I always feel that there are some targeted ingredients? There is no answer, and I don't want to say this to anyone else except you. I'm not angry about the plagiarism. If it can't be published, it won't be published. It's no big deal.
Sorry, I haven't read the story yet. I came to you because I just received good news and wanted to share it with you as soon as possible. I don't want to go to the Diary anymore. I said a little depressed that I don't care about publishing issues so much, so I was very happy to see Bai Fan's message. However, I found that Jinjiang people don't seem to like me very much, so I don't feel very good. I haven't been online much recently, so I'm taking up someone else's machine to leave you a message ^_^ But I know he won't blame me^_^
It is indeed the true face of the boss - there is no doubt about it!!!
Sorry, I forgot to leave a message after scoring. Please note that I am not cheating in scoring.
Cheating on scoring? I support you!!!! Hahaha!
What, when it comes to it, I seem to be isolated from the rest of the world, and after finishing my studies at school, I just go out and relax!
Lao Wan came over to support the show!!
Oh my God! I almost thought I had been living with a pervert for three years.