Thirty-Seven Grass Notes

After reading what the author writes in big words, you will want to get to know you.

Yes, it can only be said that their understanding is not good, so just ignore them. Anyway, there are many people who are understanding and supportive, so why ruin your good mood for these people? And my best friend, to be honest, I really feel sorry for him. I had a friend I met before. We weren't close, but we had a pretty good relationship. Then one day she came to me and asked for various information about another friend of mine. At that time, she felt that something was fishy. Then after my repeated questioning and assurance, as well as the threat of not giving any information until she made it clear, she finally admitted that she wanted to pursue her. After that, we chatted for a long time, which left a deep impression on me and made me feel very distressed. At that time, she told me that you are not from this circle and you don't understand this circle at all. It is difficult for people in our circle to be open to the public, or it is impossible to be open to the public at all. It's the same as falling in love. Others can hold hands and show affection openly and post updates on WeChat Moments, but we can't. We have to do everything in secret, fearing being discovered and treated as an alien. Especially if you like someone, you can't say it out loud. Then she told me a secret love story she had before, which was really heartbreaking. Because that person is my sister's classmate, and not the same person, my sister will also stop him from opening his mouth. As a result, she is now very sensitive to feelings and cautious. In particular, the feeling of loneliness when she can't find anyone of her kind is what scares her the most. She told me that she has been looking for similar people to comfort herself that she is not alone. She also said that although she has never found one, she believes that she is definitely not the only one in this school. Then after the conversation, I advised her to just maintain a good impression without confirming whether the other person is also gay. After all, the biggest taboo in the same-sex circle is to fall in love with a straight person. Then she said she knew, but she just didn't want to give up and wanted to try. She was sure, very firm, and then I didn't say anything and silently helped her break up with her. Of course, the more I get to know him, the less likely I think it is. This girl has a crush on a boy, and it seems that he is very deep in love. And judging from his attitude, although he doesn't dislike homosexuality, it is difficult to accept him. Of course, I am referring to falling in love with him. I tried to persuade her many times, but she always said she wanted to give it a try and couldn't stop her, so I just let her go. I just told her not to regret it. Then I had a holiday, and then I transferred to another school. Later, I lost my previous account and my contact information, and I don't know what happened next. But I personally feel that I may be rejected, although it is cruel. The girl is a good girl. If she makes it clear, the most she can do is refuse. But if this is the case, she will probably be very sad. I think most people who cannot accept homosexuality may be due to the influence of inherent cognition. Let's just say that my little cousin went to her house to play, but she was bored in the middle, so she made a lot of determination to listen to the radio drama of Magic Road II. Then she asked me what I was listening to, and then I told her that you might not be able to accept this thing, and then I showed it to her. Then she said there was nothing unacceptable about this. I also watched the anime. It was pretty good, wasn't it? There's nothing I can't accept. I didn't say anything and asked her in silence for a long time, do you know what kind of anime the devil is? Then she also said that she didn't know. Then I asked her with a skeptical look on her face if she knew that The Devil was about homosexuals, and then I managed to see a shocked expression on her face. Then there was a short conversation in the middle that I can't remember clearly. I just remember that she said something that made me break out in a cold sweat. I can't remember exactly what it was. I just remember that she said two key words, homosexuality and AIDS. After breaking out in a cold sweat, I was successfully ignited with anger, which almost burned my cousin. Then I started to correct her in various ways, and then it seemed that she changed her perception of homosexuality. To be honest, I was really heartbroken at the time, so heartbroken! I feel like I finally understand why so many people hate homosexuals for no reason, and then I get angry, angry that they are short-sighted, incomprehensible, and ignorant. I really feel that these things are all forced out of me. If they can be understood, recognized and accepted, who would have to mess around? Really, the more I think about it, the angrier I get. I don't think about it anymore. I think I won't be able to sleep for a while. In short, everything is due to people's incomprehension of differences, as well as the prejudice of inherent thinking and cognition. Yes, it is prejudice. Those who feel that they are different from the vast majority are aliens, are bad, and cannot be accepted by the world. This is especially prejudice! The first impression I had when I came into contact with the same sex was "Two Ways". I was tortured to death at that time, and I remember that I liked the same person but why that person couldn't be of the same sex. I must have been 13 years old at that time, and I am very grateful that I chose to watch this movie when I was bored, and thus gained a good understanding, instead of being blinded by deception (although I will be able to accept it based on my temperament and ability to accept it, but it probably won't be as smooth as it is now). Really, awareness is so important. The instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages will make human beings subconsciously avoid and hate the so-called bad things in their eyes. Especially the long-term inherent awareness makes it difficult for homosexuality to be widely recognized. If the awareness is not changed, it will be really difficult for them to accept it. So don't worry so much at times like this, just do your best, obey fate, be yourself, and be happy. Again, go your own way and let others have their say. What's more, there are many, many people who support you and are silently persevering with you. So don't worry so much and let yourself live happily. I accidentally turned on the chatterbox mode, which may be annoying, but I really don't have bad intentions, so don't mind it! If there's anything wrong, I hope you don't mind.

OMG, so sweet! And, oh dear, what is the world in your eyes, is what you see in the world. We can't stop other people's thoughts and actions, but there's no need to care so much. There are a lot of annoying things in the world, and there are also a lot of people who don't accept homosexuality. If you have to worry about every one you meet and every time you hear one, then you won't be bored to death. Therefore, you can appropriately adjust your acceptance of external stimulation and directly filter out those bad words. Of course, don't be afraid when you need to face them, just talk back to them. You are just a passerby anyway. After you finish talking, run away and calm down to talk about the rest. Of course, everyone has their own way of living. Many factors lead to different personalities. Everyone will have different ways and opinions of handling the same things. It mainly depends on yourself. Of course, no one can agree with anyone else, these are just personal opinions. But to be honest, liking and loving are both natural. I don't think it has to be someone of the opposite sex. However, my love has been given to a boy for a long time, and it seems that it has not been taken back yet, so I can't clearly feel the feeling. But I just feel that there is nothing wrong with liking someone, even if that person is of the same sex. According to my personality, I probably just follow my own path and let others decide. I said a lot, and it seems a little biased. I hope you don't mind! I accidentally turned on the excitement mode, so I'm a little excited. Don't mind it...

Mathematics with a score of 89, one point away from passing

I once saw an article saying that how to comfort a person is to listen to him. It would be superficial if you just keep showing how you understand, what experiences you have, and how you empathize. (It suddenly occurred to me that, at least now, there is no such thing as feeling the same way)

Happy belated birthday! I wish Xianghai Yisu a safe and happy new year!

When I just passed the math in the college entrance examination, I was heartbroken.

The red envelopes given to people for weddings are still money from their belly. (Covering face, laughing and crying)

Sometimes telling the truth is difficult. So many times, I choose not to say anything

Great author, come on ヽ(○^?^)??