Sometimes humans really are the most complicated creatures in the world. They know they don't love each other, yet stay together, only for things to end abruptly in the end.
Sometimes I wonder, do I really like Lu Chuan? Maybe I do. Otherwise, why would I have been grinning like an idiot the night before our wedding? But maybe it's because we've been together since childhood, and it's just a habit. In the end, we weren't really in love.
If I get another life, I want to live for myself for once. I won't get close to Lu Chuan again. I'll truly experience what love is.
