Sometimes human beings are really the most complicated creatures in the world. They still want to be together even though they know they don't love each other, but the ending ends hastily.
Sometimes, I wonder if I really like Lu Chuan? Maybe so, otherwise I would be smiling stupidly the night before the wedding. But maybe it's because he and I have thought that labels exist since we were kids, and it's just a habit. In the end, we don't actually love each other.
If there is an afterlife, I want to live for myself, no longer be close to Lu Chuan, and truly experience love.