This essay was written by the author for Feng Xinduo of SNH48.
From an obscure, nameless writer hidden away in the martial world,
To her, born the same year and dazzling me throughout the Spring Festival of the Year of the Earth Dog!
I only hope her life will have less illness and pain, and more companionship with people who understand her,
More happiness, and less melancholy blue.
I hope the years will treat her with warmth!
From reading between the lines of the author's words, I clearly see that behind the words you should be a very talented and well-educated person. I agree with you that the feelings in the world do not have to be defined. I personally like Duoduo and Big Brother. They are indeed good idols. I remember that Duoduo read a letter on the Big Brother's birthday mc about the Cold War. I actually choked up and felt deeply. I myself I am also a very indifferent person, just like Duoduo, I have someone who is like a big brother next to me. She will also cook for me, scold me for being stupid and lose it wherever I go, and then accompany me everywhere. I got used to holding hands all the time, and then she left on her own after class and didn't allow me to post any more photos. She also kept her distance from me intentionally or unintentionally. She posted a post and I commented on it below, and she said that everyone was watching. It was really sad in her heart. Then she wrote a comment, deleted it, and finally decided to give up. Later, we never commented on each other again, and there were very few likes. I just I silently watched her post photos with other people, and we never appeared in each other's updates. When we were in college, we had the same pair of rings and wore them all the time. Later, when I met her friends, I would always take them off quietly and put them in my pocket. Later, she took them off too. She said they were too small and it was a bit restrictive. I asked in a joking tone whether I wanted to change them to a larger size, but she never responded to me. A boy who has been chasing me for a long time once asked me seriously if I was real. . . I was just used to wearing that ring, but he actually talked to me for a long time. . . Even now, my friends will ask me about this matter. When the relationship between good friends is given other meanings by others, it is really boring. I finally understand Tingting and Li Yitong a little bit. I am an ordinary person who can't avoid suspicion, let alone them, so I reject the CP thing. Duoduo and Big Brother are both very talented people. Everyone just loves it. Just like them. As a fan, there is really no need to delve into their relationship. There is a kind of relationship where friendship comes first and love is not fulfilled. Now, I don't want to disturb anyone or explain anything. My contact with her has become less and less. I don't even know what to say. Just like Duoduo said, actually I don't care, but I see you care so much. . . , I hope that eldest brother and Duoduo can both put aside the constraints of the world and just be themselves, as Duoduo said.
In this chapter, I actually have similar feelings to the author, similar to pstd. Duoduo may have experienced a lot before becoming what she is today.
Hmm, I agree with the author, fan idols should not be too voyeuristic. The author's writing is very good, please keep writing~
Wouldn't it limit freedom of speech to this extent?! This level of repeated and endless trials?! Then I really won't post it here again!