The Top Guy and His Haters

A top star who does whatever it takes to get ahead in the entertainment industry. An Internet celebrity who lost his qualification to debut because he was raped. To suffer from uncleanness and to attack cleanliness Receive first-person perspective. The article mainly describes how a person gradually becomes self-consistent in the psychological abyss and accepts reality and himself. - I have been a plaything of capital for my dreams, and I have also entered the purgatory of public opinion for my dreams. I was afraid to look back to see this mountain of swords and sea of ​​fire, but luckily I saw my stars when I looked up. He gave me the courage to face life again, but also made me realize that only my dreams and him were so beautiful that they were out of reach. I used to love him. Until he was thrown into hell. - Bereavement literature All backgrounds and events in this article are fictitious, and any similarities are purely coincidental... — A little digression, but please read it before deciding whether to commit: I was not in a good mental state when I first started writing this article. Whenever I felt uncomfortable, I would write two chapters to release my emotions. As a result, some of the previous scenes made me look quite sad. I am really grateful for this article. From a certain perspective, it is an outlet for me to vent my emotions. Therefore, some of the words and passages in it are just words I wrote to vent my feelings when I was very sad. Please do not take it seriously. Intention: As long as you are willing to step out of the abyss, you will never be in the abyss