[Aotu World] Call Me Big Sister

Revising the story, revising the story. I'll continue when I'm done.

What is a god? What is a human?

I came into this world all alone.

Loneliness, darkness, coldness.

That's how I look upon this world with a smile.

Wealth? Money? Glory?

Those are the bait the gods softly use to tempt me.

Where does confidence come from? I scoff as I shatter arrogance.

Laughing wildly as I lean on the heavens, I merely wander between life and death.

I do not fear the darkness.

"You're just a child."

I watch the child grow, little by little.

I am not a savior. I am not a god.

The darkness is endless. I am not the sun.

I watch you struggle to survive.

Am I looking on coldly, or am I powerless to help?

None of us are gods.

We are ordinary, unremarkable people.

"Call me big sister--"

We all get tired.

Let's rest a little, then keep going.

If you have time, come visit my world.

There are laws, kind people, and smiles there.

There is a sun there.

Don't be afraid. I'm here.

"I won't leave you."

Sadly, I'm just a liar.

"I'm sorry."

I'm sorry.

Forgive me for never loving you.

This doesn't follow the main storyline. It's mostly the author's excessive imaginings about the Aotu characters as children. Later on, everyone transmigrates to the modern world (the real and fake Aotu characters at an anime convention).

A few things to know before reading:

1. I only write characters I like, and I think this is what they're like. I won't bash any character, but you may find them very out of character.

2. Since each story is very short, new readers should try to stick with it for five or six installments before deciding whether to drop it. My writing is limited, after all, and the characters need time to take shape.

3. The opening has a chaotic timeline. The heroine uses other people's bodies and transmigrates all over the place without rhyme or reason. Later, she uses her own body but still goes everywhere, until things finally settle down and she stops transmigrating.

The transmigration doesn't follow a timeline, so there will be moments like, "You know me, but I don't know you."

4. Favorites and comments keep me going. If there are lots of favorites and comments, we'll see each other often. If not, maybe we'll meet again someday.