In a certain campus in the early 1980s, the protagonist "I" was a middle school student who did one or two things to challenge power. However, because of these one or two incidents, he received criticism from school, society, and family. At school, he even received almost cruel "special education" and "individual education" from teachers. Everyone claimed that this was for his own good, for the good of his family, and for the good of society. It was to educate him into a real adult. In this kind of education that seemed to be in line with "mainstream values" but was actually perverse, "I" was eventually broken physically and mentally, and turned out to be a criminal who tried to kill two innocent little girls. But "I" realized my sin and began to repent, and the direction of "my" life was determined and shaped by this repentance.
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