Sun

Tian asked: Who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going? This work of more than one million words is not intended to provide the final answers to these questions, or it is not intended to recommend its "answers" to everyone, but to let us see that even if everyone gives up asking, or thinks they already know everything, there will still be people who bear the cross of these questions and start from the origin, which existed at the beginning of mankind. This is not the fate of everyone, but it is the fate of mankind. The cruel reality has laid out all its problems, staring at us with alienation and indifference, and we still cannot avoid it after all. It describes an era through the experience of a child, and no one has ever shown that era in this way; it also describes the depth of the human soul and spirit through the experience of a child, and no one has ever shown such depth to us. The difficulty and tragedy of growing up, the cruelty and terror of the socialization process, the irreconcilable opposition between individuals, personalities and the distorted "society", "collective", "mass" and "family" under totalitarianism. People on the cracked land under the scorching sun live a difficult and painful existence. The hope that can only be seen at the end of endless despair. "It's terrible! It's terrible!" Who is listening to your cry? The sun and all other suns, who gives light to all things. Experience and transcendence, necessity and freedom, what is and should be, reality and ideas collide and conflict fiercely in "people". Witness the suffering, sinfulness, depravity and madness of life, as well as the true holiness and greatness of life. Everyone is the "master" only himself. Conception: