At first, we could sometimes understand each other's thoughts and sometimes be physically close, but we couldn't develop feelings like ordinary people, because we'd both already decided that we were abnormal. Then I realized that your despair at what you saw as your own corruption matched some secret expectation in my heart more closely than your desire to be near me did.
I was afraid of this discovery.
I hated this life, so full of pretense and heaviness, where you first assume yourself guilty and then do your best to rebel.
I hated that I was actually addicted to it, becoming one of the outcasts among humanity, doomed to drift beyond the bounds of ordinary human feeling.
I hated how people all claimed to be passionate, yet weighed every consideration before offering their true feelings.
And I disappointed myself more than this world ever could.
Approaching someone with an ulterior motive is pathetic, so I am guilty when it comes to you.
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I have to say that I was a little tired from reading the long sentences in the first chapter. After reading it over and over, I just felt a strong sense of sadness and a feeling that I couldn't express my love for it. It was really depressing.
It was clear that what I saw was happiness, but why was I so confused and without a smile. Still like it
After reading this chapter, I was speechless, my heart was tugged, and my mind was troubled. I just want the next chapter——
No wonder it's so deserted, but I still like it.
Score and send flowers!
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After reading it twice, I seemed to understand that David fell in love with Lin Meng in the end, but he was afraid that Lin Meng would think he still had a purpose and didn't believe it, so he didn't say anything. Later, after the incident was exposed, Lin Meng never came back, so he committed suicide out of despair. Is that so? The author replied:
Yes…
I really love adult literature
Deeply touched in such a late night
There are very few people whose writing makes me unable to help but imagine what kind of person the author is.
But now I seem to have a phantom of Andy in front of me...
You can see the temperament in the text, so rare. The author replied:
Welcome to join Q group or MSN. Have you met me soon? Haha
I actually couldn't understand it when I read the first chapter.
Chapter 2 and 3 I forgot that I was watching Danmei.
At the end of the third chapter, I found a little trace of Danmei, so I clicked on the next chapter with a smile.
Then the smile disappeared.
I read the first chapter again.
It's beautiful. But it's also heavy with reality. It's a bit sad, sir.
I really like the writings of adults. I am not good at words, but I really like the writings of adults. They always touch a chord in my heart.
I actually couldn't understand it when I read the first chapter.
Chapter 2 and 3 I forgot that I was watching Danmei.
At the end of the third chapter, I found a little trace of Danmei, so I clicked on the next chapter with a smile.
Then the smile disappeared.
I read the first chapter again.
It's beautiful. But it's also heavy with reality. It's a bit sad, sir.
The author's writing style is very good, and the writing is smooth and rational, which is also my favorite style. Moreover, there are no typos that make me have to read it for a while and wait for my brain to translate it so that I can understand the meaning of the text. Looking at the author's writing, it seems that he doesn't care too much about how many people can read the story and how many people rate it.
I have to say that I was a little tired from reading the long sentences in the first chapter. After reading it over and over, I just felt a strong sense of sadness and a feeling that I couldn't express my love for it. It was really depressing.
It was clear that what I saw was happiness, but why was I so confused and without a smile. Still like it
After reading this chapter, I was speechless, my heart was tugged, and my mind was troubled. I just want the next chapter—— No wonder it's so deserted, but I still like it. Score and send flowers!
Show support with practical actions
After reading it twice, I seemed to understand that David fell in love with Lin Meng in the end, but he was afraid that Lin Meng would think he still had a purpose and didn't believe it, so he didn't say anything. Later, after the incident was exposed, Lin Meng never came back, so he committed suicide out of despair. Is that so? The author replied: Yes…
I really love adult literature Deeply touched in such a late night There are very few people whose writing makes me unable to help but imagine what kind of person the author is. But now I seem to have a phantom of Andy in front of me... You can see the temperament in the text, so rare. The author replied: Welcome to join Q group or MSN. Have you met me soon? Haha
I actually couldn't understand it when I read the first chapter. Chapter 2 and 3 I forgot that I was watching Danmei. At the end of the third chapter, I found a little trace of Danmei, so I clicked on the next chapter with a smile. Then the smile disappeared. I read the first chapter again. It's beautiful. But it's also heavy with reality. It's a bit sad, sir.
I really like the writings of adults. I am not good at words, but I really like the writings of adults. They always touch a chord in my heart.
I actually couldn't understand it when I read the first chapter. Chapter 2 and 3 I forgot that I was watching Danmei. At the end of the third chapter, I found a little trace of Danmei, so I clicked on the next chapter with a smile. Then the smile disappeared. I read the first chapter again. It's beautiful. But it's also heavy with reality. It's a bit sad, sir.
The author's writing style is very good, and the writing is smooth and rational, which is also my favorite style. Moreover, there are no typos that make me have to read it for a while and wait for my brain to translate it so that I can understand the meaning of the text. Looking at the author's writing, it seems that he doesn't care too much about how many people can read the story and how many people rate it.