[Trying to finish the entire manuscript before posting. Updates will be extremely slow, possibly years apart. Don't wait for it.]
Bipolar disorder, a failed suicide attempt, leaving school and staying at home, becoming a living organ donor, betrayal, and escape.
That was Lou Gui at seventeen.
His life was filled with absurd, farcical, unbelievable drama.
The future was bleak, and the road ahead was rough.
Lost and helpless, unable to find meaning in his existence, after being hurt time and time again, he became like a lost wolf cub, harboring an irrational fear and hostility toward the world. He could only bare his fangs and attack everyone around him indiscriminately.
After all that biting, he was taken in by the twenty-three-year-old Shen Xiujun.
The man was covered in bite wounds, yet he said, "Come with me. I love you."
Don't worry about what others say. Go out and take on the world. Put your hand in mine. I'll wander with you, and I'll help you escape.
Live for yourself and become who you are. That's the meaning of your existence.
"We spend our whole lives trying to free ourselves from the expectations of others, and find our true selves.", Celeste Ng, Everything I Never Told You
Keywords: [School life in the first half, urban life in the second half, mutual healing, one-on-one romance, older love interest, happy ending.]
Important warnings, please read: [Couple: a big bad wolf x a little wolf with a bad attitude. The receiving partner is genuinely ill (bipolar disorder). A calculated game of seduction turns into true love. Contains angst and a breakup followed by reconciliation. Neither lead was a good person in the past. Updates are irregular: whenever I can before 30,000 words, then according to the rankings afterward. But I guarantee a happy ending and a completed story. Check my profile for my track record; you can trust me.]
For reference: Bipolar disorder is a common mental illness, also known as manic-depressive illness. It involves both manic and depressive episodes. Mania does not mean a tendency toward violence. It refers to elevated mood, rapid thinking, increased activity, and a lack of fatigue. For some people, especially men, it can also involve heightened sexuality. The condition depicted in this story is Type II bipolar disorder, with hypomania and severe depression. A patient's mood can swing like a roller coaster, and treatment requires medication.
Tips: Mental illnesses affect everyone differently, and medications and dosages vary too. Please don't nitpick or assume this describes you. If you're feeling unwell, please see a doctor~
Related novel and characters: A Childhood Friend Awaits Your Acceptance: Ye Yiming, Qi Chongshan, Ling Yifeng
Hug Dad and Loulou. I couldn't bear it anymore after three years. This year I went to see a doctor for a showdown with my parents. I suffered from depression, anxiety, and schizophrenia. But my condition this year is much better than in previous years. I have lost the courage to die.
Why hasn't it been updated yet? It's so beautiful.
Ah... No more [crying loudly] Come on, I'll be waiting for you! Refill
Come on, madam, waiting for you to update [refill]
... You've been fooled.
Dear kid, I seem to have cyclothymia, but my family is not free and doesn't want to take me to the hospital for diagnosis QAQ
Hum, olanzapine and the like will obviously make you fat! It's unscientific that little boy Lou can be a beautiful boy :(!
Snort! Olanzapine obviously makes you fat! It's unscientific that children can still look beautiful! :(
Will this book be updated? T^T
??? Why hasn't it been updated yet?
Hug Dad and Loulou. I couldn't bear it anymore after three years. This year I went to see a doctor for a showdown with my parents. I suffered from depression, anxiety, and schizophrenia. But my condition this year is much better than in previous years. I have lost the courage to die.
Why hasn't it been updated yet? It's so beautiful.
Ah... No more [crying loudly] Come on, I'll be waiting for you! Refill
Come on, madam, waiting for you to update [refill]
... You've been fooled.
Dear kid, I seem to have cyclothymia, but my family is not free and doesn't want to take me to the hospital for diagnosis QAQ
Hum, olanzapine and the like will obviously make you fat! It's unscientific that little boy Lou can be a beautiful boy :(!
Snort! Olanzapine obviously makes you fat! It's unscientific that children can still look beautiful! :(