Season of Radiance (Shinsengumi Fan Fiction)

I really like this style of writing, and I suddenly felt sad after reading it. Feeling distressed.

Very beautiful, forgive me, I really can't find any adjectives...

I still get excited when I look back at your manuscript when I saw it back then. I miss this article so much! Miss the time that has passed. We were not gay women at that time~~

Sad~~~~~!

In fact, the cutest one among the Shinsengumi is Yamazaki!!!!

Why do the protagonists of the novel have to die? Do you think death is the best outcome or is it punishment? Is there nothing more tragic than death? In fact, even if I write, the protagonist will die! My mother told me "No one in this world has to survive!" Author's reply: Haha~ There is nothing more tragic than death~ Similar to "The furthest distance in the world XX~ = =" In fact, it is just the selection and maintenance of ideals, and it is worth it.

I cried so hard when I saw Sister Abu's death. Ahao was so pitiful. Seeing him lose his soul and crying made me feel so sad. Author's reply:

I like Yamazaki Cheng very much. . . . . . Great love. . . His characterizations are sharp. . . And I read the historical introduction. . . Chongtian is not a pretty boy. . Those were all artistically processed later. . You are three adults. The photos are very handsome. . . . Author's reply: But I heard that Okita is a sunny boy~~~He has a good personality~~

Alas, what a tragic ending! Why does Mr. Yamazaki have to lose the important people around him? Sigh However, this is inevitable in those troubled times. Author's reply: As long as there are precious memories, it is not tragic. Both of them are people with dreams, so sometimes, that is more important than love. In fact, they can also choose to leave, but they are not that kind of people...

When I finished reading this last chapter, a strange and tangled thought came to my mind. Did he save her or did he harm her? Although he clearly knew his fate and responsibility in the organization, he still went out of his way to save her, even though he died in the end. Even though he knew that he couldn't protect her with his own abilities, he still couldn't watch her being killed, even though they all died in the end. Isn't this very contradictory? I don't know if she was smiling, crying, or expressionless when she died fighting him. If Si was him, Si must have chosen not to save her in the first place. Because if you never get this feeling, it won't be so sad when you lose it. If you can't get it, you can't lose it. However, he insisted on implementing the samurai spirit and wanted to experience it once, regardless of whether he would regret it in the future, even though his sister had warned him more than once that he was just a ninja. ——So, Si hates samurai the most in the world. He, Yamazaki Cheng, is actually an extremely sultry guy, close to the level of a certain frozen cabbage. It can be seen from the animation or the large text. However, it is this kind of sultryness and his naturally beautiful face that makes people obsessed with him, and even makes a certain little girl in the article unforgettable. Still, Si wanted to punch him hard if possible. I have never seen such a kuso child! Even the random weather can remind him of the day his sister died. This is definitely the butterfly effect! Really, I don't even know how to teach him a lesson. You can live a carefree life pretending not to know anything, but you must become a samurai. Yep, he's just a fool. It is this kind of fool who can make a little girl see his truly gentle heart from his indifferent appearance. What a guy that makes people both like and hate him at the same time! The same goes for that little girl, why should she pretend to be a man when she has nothing to do? Not only did he end up in dire straits, but he almost had to pay for it as well, so he really had to lose the "Madam" at the expense of others! However, it is this kind of courage that allowed her to create another new world for us women after Hua Mulan. From then on, we found out that this is the kind of girl who is controlled by men and coquettish men. This is an incentive for Si for free, because, unfortunately, Si is a standard facial paralysis + evil belly + sultry control... Ahem, I digressed, let's get back to the topic. In fact, Si has been worried about one thing recently and can't find a clue. However, after reading the big article, Si suddenly had an answer. Therefore, for the first time in his life, Si nervously wrote a long review. Although the review was not long... Well, it made a certain fox next to him laugh out loud at Si's art. So, Si Wei narrowed his eyes, raised his hand and gifted a big hot bun to someone in a gorgeous way. From then on, there was a straw doll named [ No. 4] On a certain hand, and every night I could hear "Crucify you, crucify you..." Coming from the bathroom. Forget it, leave it to him... When I read this article, Si was listening to [He Daran]. Thanks to great blessing, Si finally understood its meaning. Why are you at a loss? Why are you confused? Why are you confused about it? ... By the time the question comes to the end, the answer has been revealed. Life is originally very simple, but it has been interpreted into one after another extreme eight o'clock soap operas. However, it is precisely because of these that some people go to heaven and others go to hell. In fact, life should be happy, and happiness can withstand the dull passing years, so it is said that happiness is because of the dullness. Living in this world, we don't need to live a life of swords and swords. We only need to go to school every day, do homework, eat, and sleep. This kind of life is enough for Si, who has no ambition. However, when I read this article, a certain string in my heart was slightly plucked. Love born in troubled times is like a fragile glass flower, falling apart at the slightest touch. This is a pity for us, but for the person involved, it is a relationship that should be kept in a safe. It is ironic. So, cherish it, cherish our current life, satisfy our current life, and repay our current life. There must be something in this world that cannot be let go even after death. Na Si said that the thing that Yamazaki boy couldn't let go of was that woman, and the thing that Si couldn't let go of was his own happiness. You may be called greedy by others, but what belongs to you cannot be trampled upon by others. Finally, I wish you happiness. The above author replied: It's two o'clock in the middle of the night... I just saw your comment after I finished posting. I had just finished the college entrance examination, and I was anxiously waiting to see where I would be admitted. Tomorrow is the last day of my brother's high school entrance examination, so I decided to pick him up from the examination room and make some noise. These are very trivial things, and these are life~ I personally think that A Cheng and Tang Yang will never regret it before they die. Because their lives are so beautiful, carefree and complete. I personally think that if they had not met, they would still not regret it before they died. Because they all already live for themselves. What I mean by living for yourself is respecting your own mind. Just like A Cheng became a doctor, Beishu women disguised themselves as men. Everyone has their own responsibilities and their own reasons for doing something, which cannot be escaped in reality. When I was reviewing for the college entrance examination, one day I suddenly decided to become a Buddhist! Hahaha, of course I am still immersed in the world of flowers and never want to leave. But this shows how entangled the things I wanted to escape at that time were. It would be fine if I came over. So, I hope the two of them can live a more willful life. So we met. I remember when I first looked up the information, it seemed from the historical data that there was a person in the Shinsengumi who was later suspected of being a woman who disguised herself as a man. What is the name of God... I can't remember clearly. If you are interested, you can take a look. Thank you very much for reading the article so carefully. I was shocked when I saw a long comment ~ haha. Two o'clock is too late, little night owl, make sure to get some rest~~!