Just Falling in Love with You

What does it mean to love someone? I really do love him, so why does it hurt so much? I'm tired. Can't I just stop? But why is this meddlesome “person” so free to interfere?

It's so nice not to be alone at last. Hehe, I'm going to find my godbrother a date. Brilliant, I pulled it off! Two birds with one stone, haha. Helping him and helping myself.

I'm so tired. This isn't working either. Maybe I should forget him. But my godbrother says there's still hope. Should I let myself look forward to it?