People often say that patients hide their illnesses from doctors. He was the Yang family's secret pain, the shame they couldn't speak of, gnawing at them day and night and tormenting him just as much. Fine, he was despicable. Fine, he was insane. Fine, he accepted his fate. He was a madman with an extraordinarily tenacious life, who went looking for death everywhere but couldn't manage to die. But after he accidentally saved someone, everything changed.
Is this a eunuch? He's very pretty.