Yang the Lame

I will give you the first long review first, "Yang Laizi". One day last year, out of some unknown state of mind, I used Jinjiang's search function to search for tragedies - but one thing is absolutely clear to me. Only tragedy and misery can reveal the ultimate beauty of many things. I remember that in the 1900s, a big shot in China once said: "China uses sadness as beauty." I quickly agreed with this statement. Before encountering this sentence, I had already realized that sadness can really make the beauty of the human heart hit the soul, just like "The Last Ivy Leaf". What if Behrman survived like the character in the happy ending of the Ming and Qing Dynasties, or that Chinese people have always loved? I imagined that it was very complicated and not neat. The above is just a partial expression of my feelings after several years. I am very chatty, and I can't help but repeat meanings in a confusing way, so I'll stop here. Among the few tragedies, I looked at the title, the one-sentence introduction, and the copy, and randomly collected six or seven of them. I don't like to read lengthy articles, especially so-called sadistic articles, in which men are obsessed with men and women are obsessed with women, and a group of love brains. The key is that they end up being hesitant in the end. The tragedy in my heart does not need to be too long, it also has beauty, but in the end it ends in a sacrificial gesture. Yang Laizi was both Yang Liu at the beginning and Yang Fei later. In my eyes, this kind of article is probably based on Yang Liu's perspective, and that was indeed the case at first. Like all readers, I was thinking about the first five chapters, how could Yang Fei, a bastard, be so ignorant. Really, especially when I saw Yang Liu explode and beat Yang Fei to death, my heart was really happy, and I even had the idea of ​​"beating him to death" - I have always been emotionally extreme, and of course, it is easy to extinguish. So, combined with the copywriting, I started to have a plot in my mind. For example, the little bastard attacked Yang Liu under the impulse of the young man, and then there was a borderline love song, and the affair between the two was discovered and they were ruined, etc. Most of the Danmei novels written in the past few years are my preferred style, which is realistic and tragic. Because of this, the love between the two people that is like a moth to a flame and cannot be tolerated by the world will appear more beautiful. Even if the ending is still a compromise with reality, so what? At least I loved it. But the author does not write according to my ideas, which are influenced by the conventions of articles written mostly 10 years later. The angle of view began to tilt towards Yang Fei. As soon as Yang Fei became sensible, his whole person changed, and he also vaguely realized his feelings for his adoptive father. If that era had put a chain on his emotions - same-sex love, unethical love, then the innocent young man in the village next door who was executed had a shock to his soul - he didn't dare to do it anymore. Not only was he afraid that he would be treated like that boy again, but he was also afraid that Yang Liu, whom he loved, would also be affected. Worldliness and responsibility are his shackles. Escape became the only option he could think of at this age. The chaotic world extended a helping hand to him - joining the army. What he thought was beautiful, but unfortunately, such emotions became more intense under the constant suppression and longing. Especially when I heard that Yang Liu was considering getting married. In the army, I met a good brother, Zhao Ping. Zhao Ping is a poor young man. He hides some things in order to have a companion, but this does not affect his kindness to Yang Fei, and he even takes the young man to visit a brothel. However, Zhao Ping still didn't understand him. Fortunately, there is still one person who understands him, that poor little brat Qing. Guo Qing said: "The only way out is to forget." After all, Yang Fei chose to carry it alone. Later, he met the kind-hearted general Li Yinian, who regarded him as his younger brother. Yang Fei's performance on the battlefield for the first time was also eye-opening. But because of that dream and that concern, the general was still disappointed. Dragging his injured leg, he went to find Yang Liu and spent most of his money just to get Yang Liu. Yang Liu, Yang Liu. Destiny will not favor good people in the face of absolute disaster, and Yang Liu died anyway. Yang Fei's wish failed, and his words were verified in a way that people didn't want to face: "You will never understand it in your life." Yang Fei wanted to die, so he went to find Guo Qing, only to learn that he had left a year ago. "Obviously he is a very peaceful child. But more than a year ago, he had some idea and wanted to escape from here." When you are about to die, you will find peace if you meet a kind-faced child. His son really looked like Yang Liu. Yang Fei took the medicine and began to raise the child. After long-term walking and neglect, Yang Liu became the second Yang Laizi. Before he died, he cried like a child. He still didn't say: "I love you." In the end, they still couldn't be buried together as they wished. The first time I wrote a long review, I ended up writing about the plot (fuck me). I searched Baidu Cloud again for this article. The lock seal is really abominable. Watched it in the middle of the night. I didn't cry, but I felt depressed and uncomfortable. As I write this long review, some inexplicable tears are about to well up, but I feel good about it (laughs), it's just more uncomfortable. The writing style is limited, and I wonder if the author, who has been away for several years, can read it. Damn, if you see it, please give it a shout.

It has a bit of stamina. Putting aside the relationship between father and son, it allows people to see the most ordinary, ordinary and not great people, and it also makes people moved.

I cried when I read the article for the first time.

I didn't expect that the adult was still a high school student, but he portrayed the life of the little people very well and very realistically. In real life, there are no miracles ~ and the ending is very natural~~

[Crying] How come the extra is better than the main sword? [Heartbroken]

Only love one person in a lifetime

If he had lived a few more days, the plague would have been cured. Those who had the plague were now cured. But dead is dead and can never live again.

It was tortured to death, it made me burst into tears

My throat is clogged when I see it

In the next life, I will not be your son. I will be your best friend in a good era and be good to you throughout my life. Yang Liu, I want to live a good life with you!