Come On, Give the Panda a Smile

Really. . . It's hard work

Damn, you finally admitted that you abused me

So that really happened?

Sprinkle flowers\\(^o^)/~

After finishing "Panda" for so long, I finally finished reading this article. I never thought that there would be a day when I would write a review specifically for a novel character. Even for Xiaoying, whom I like so much, I only reviewed it with other people. But this person named Bai Zhai made me make an exception. "Panda" is not sad. The only place in the whole book that made me cry was when Zhuo Qi came to Melbourne after Bai Zhai died. It's strange, I feel so sorry for Bai Zhai, it hurts so much that even saying his name makes my heart inexplicably tangled and hurt, but I haven't shed any tears for him. Maybe it's because it hurts too much. When a person is truly sad, he really cannot cry. Just like Bai Zhai who had been lonely for seven years, the pain was so deep in his heart that he even lost the tears to pay tribute, so he could only smile stubbornly. Bai Zhai is a very stupid man. It's a strange description, but I think so. He was too stupid to express his feelings; too stupid to know how to get along with others; too stupid to push Tongqi, the only sunshine in his life, away bit by bit until he could no longer hold her, or even see her again. So the pain spread wantonly, gradually peeling away his freshness, his smile, his joy, and everything about him, bit by bit, and finally he was scarred. Like an old wall, too much has fallen off, leaving only a rotten skeleton. Therefore, he lived like a zombie for seven years. However, he is also very manly, because he is really strong, determined, and persistent. After experiencing so many ups and downs, losing family ties, losing trust, and even losing sunshine, he still lived strong, walked firmly, and loved persistently. I admire him for being like this, so I can't help but think of him as a man. The so-called man, in my definition, is mature. Not physically, but mentally. A person who can be so strong, determined and persistent, no matter his age, I think he already deserves the word "man". It's so easy to fall in love with such a man. I think Tongqi will not be an exception. Although the writing is very vague, I can just feel that Tong Qi loves him, and loves such a man who is impossible to hate even if he is always playing pranks. It's a pity that life is always cruel. He couldn't wait for Tong Qi's understanding and couldn't get his happiness. In the end, there was just a lot of blood. Isn't it a blessing to give everything to the one you love? I don't know, I really don't know. I also don't understand why Bai Zhai, who loves him so much with his life, can't get his sunshine? Bai Zhai's love is so profound that it is shocking. However, his love was too silent, too silent to wake up the ray of sunshine, so he could only go into self-exile. Sometimes I hate Tongqi very much, because Bai Zhai sacrificed too much for her innocent happiness, but I can't really hate her, not only because of her innocence, but also because of Bai Zhai's love. Bai Zhai loves so willingly, what else can I say? What else can you complain about? It's just really unfair, for a man who loves silently, deeply, and persistently, for seven years of lonely waiting for this man, and for that painful end. Countless times I have thought, if Bai Zhai hadn't been so stupid, if he hadn't done those pranks that hurt others and himself, if he hadn't left, if... Ah, "if" is really the most beautiful and most illusory word in the world. Unfortunately, this world is too real and cannot tolerate such illusory beauty. But if there really is an if in the world, I don't expect to change the ending, but at least make him less lonely, less lonely, and at least let him know that he is not alone in love. His sunshine, the girl who made him laugh, cry, make him happy and sad, also loved him so ignorantly, in a way that neither of them could realize. Yes, they are in love. I'm convinced of this. So even though Bai Zhai's love is so lonely and painful, I can't say anything more. But I will never forget that there is such a man who loves so deeply, so long-lasting, so persistently, and loves so lonely. How many times have I struggled with loneliness in my heart? Just to save me from leaving How many times have I held back the tears in my chest just to tell myself i don't care Have I really left you this time? Whether the spring water will no longer flow eastward Does it fulfill what I once said? Deep in love, people are lonely. ① Above January 28, 2011 15:58 Dedicated to my beloved Bai Zhai ①Excerpted from the song "Whether"

After a year, I opened this article again in Tokyo, the other hemisphere opposite Melbourne. I was completely shocked by this sudden plot! The novel is a novel. In order to worry about the stupid heroine no longer being chosen, he actually killed one of them! And also a certain innocent cannon fodder girl. . . Just kidding, I just can't accept the ending of Xiaobai dying! So sad. Although I have unswervingly supported Xiao Hei from beginning to end, I will not let poor Xiao Bai die after being beaten since childhood. 55555555 As an international student, this article made me see the urgency of protecting my own safety. It's terrible!

Qianye likes the heroine so much, why is he so affectionate with Xuanzi and comes to Melbourne for her?

My favorite little boy! Heartache!!

When I opened this extra episode, I turned on □Music and found the encounter with Stefanie Sun. The single was on loop. There is a lyric in it that makes me deeply moved. It was the most beautiful accident that I met you. Is this a sentence that suits Bai Zhai very well? I liked Qianye very much before because I like gentle men. Perhaps she always felt that being as gentle as Qianye would never let Tong Qi get hurt, so she always liked him and felt that having such a man by her side was really the happiest thing. I complained to you before about why I didn't know anyone like Qianye, but when I calm down and think about it, there is such a person around me, but I can't like him. Is this a pity? I once thought it would be great if I could get to know Qianye himself, but I am nothing. I'm not Lu Tongqi, and I'm not you, so why would he treat me like that? Although he is very good, to him, I am nothing. Laugh, maybe this is, "Dreams are full, reality is backbone." The reason why Bai Zhai died was a bit depressing, but it surprisingly made me look back and think about their relationship again. That might be good too. I loved this story and read it from beginning to end while holding the book. Now after watching the extra episode, I feel like something is swelling in my heart little by little. Haha, no matter what, this is very happy. As long as you can be happy in the end, it doesn't matter if the process is painful. Because we all understand. Meeting by chance is the most beautiful surprise.

The girl has been accompanied by many men in her life, and they are all excellent and outstanding. But love is such a difficult knot, and time knots memories into the pain of youth. Just like the panda girl, she often laughs with half-joy that she has a fate with those men. But I still feel that Xiaobai is an unforgettable mark in her life. No matter in the past or in the future, no matter who is by her side, she will never forget that boy who is like an angel and a devil. With his enchanting charm and persistence as a child, he simply loved her for so many years. Life, death and separation are all big things, but we are so small in front of those big things, and we never know where the story will end. This is a love that is already late and has ended before it even begins. In my whole life, I don't want to see that enchanting boy like a mandala again. Like the decadent but inexplicably elegant aristocratic young man in the Louis period, with jade-like fingertips, he would bow his head humbly in front of the girl he loved. He would not ask for a favor for his efforts, nor would he make a reply for being misunderstood. He would just give him a hug, which made those who were close to him feel a little pain for a moment. This is his pride. Such children may be too much like fine porcelain, so they break so easily. However, we all hope that he will have a good ending, so that when he died suddenly, we cried bitterly in our hearts.