Ninety-Eight

He Yitian, do you remember who said that he is a HE fanatic who tortures first and then becomes sweet? You have to be responsible for me, you tricked me into tears

Because we haven't had a long time? So I can't write Article 99

My biggest impression is that if you have mental illness, remember to treat it. Don't delay. If you have a strong mental dependence on others, you must treat it. If you have a tendency to go crazy, go to the hospital for treatment. Don't procrastinate. In the end, "I" will be exhausted and have no choice but to leave. Finally kill "yourself"

Ninety-eight sentences can't write the story of the two of us, but I can't write ninety-nine. Ninety-eight sentences about you, each sentence is sorry

So this is a real essay writing, emmm, how should I put it, suddenly scared. If this is really the author's personal experience, does the author want to marry a girl to face reality? There won't be another wife who is brutally murdered, right? Because there is a similar case around me, I feel that gay men who have lost their partners in the early days are really scary. I still like the two-dimensional Danmei. However, in the three-dimensional reality, most gay men play in a messy and dirty way. Halfway through this article, my hair stood on end.

... There seems to be a saying that there is no right or wrong in relationships. Regardless of the past, please look forward and spend the rest of your life with love and longing.

Most love in this world ends with regret, so readers demand that the author's story be complete.

I think the ninety-ninth unspoken sentence will probably be, I love you

Lao He, it seems that every article you write can make me burst into tears.

I've finished reading it. Overall, it's a story about a breakup and a reunion. It's very ordinary but very real. I've never been in love, and I may not feel the thought of breaking up. I have a crush, and I've had a crush for a long time. When I knew that x (x=TA) didn't like her, I was very calm, because when I liked x, I knew I would reject it. How could I, an ordinary person, let x be with me? I was overthinking it. The most painful thing for me is: in the places that you can't see, I have done many things that touched me, but none of them moved me. There is another one, I sent you a lot of pictures, which is a hint that you can share your love with me. I also want to get the love of the person I like, even though it is begged. As a result, you said: We have no ending. Do you know how long I cried when I saw your words that day? I cried all night, I just couldn't figure it out, what did I do wrong? I just wanted my secret love to come true, but why did it end up letting me down, the one I was trapped in? I am a lazy person with terminal cancer. I have to put off everything until the last day. Since I met you, I have become very diligent, because "No matter how hard or tired I am, I am not tired when I think of you." "Because of you" I confessed my love to you twice, but you didn't agree even once. I thought about it a lot, but finally broke up. I cry every time I see the chat record, (why is it a chat record and not a chat, because x is blocked) I know that your future and ideals are not mine, but I just can't extricate myself from it. Friends around me tell me to forget x as soon as possible. To this day, I still can't forget it. If I try it again, will the ending change? No, no matter how many times we come again, you will never choose me. Our ending can only be regret and disagreement. It's not that I don't love someone enough, or x doesn't love me, so why should I persist? I'm not a dog licker, and I don't have that much time to lick someone. It takes two people to fall in love, but I may be doomed to be lonely. Because I met you, even though we can't be together, I still want to wish you peace every year. Even if we never see each other, you must still be safe.