[BTS] Farewell to Songyue

After reading it, I felt an indescribable discomfort in my heart. Like the author, I paid attention not to Min Yoongi at first, but to Jungkook. Later, after listening to Min Yoongi's rap, I felt that his lyrics were full of meaning and had a kind of power, so I got to know Min Yoongi. Although he was usually cold and hard to get in touch with, he cared about each member and had his own opinions on life and society. I was fascinated by him. Although I have always said in front of my friends, "I will definitely go to Korea to meet Oppa in the future!" I still doubt whether I can live up to what I said, whether it is possible to go to a concert or a book signing event, chat with Oppa, and see Oppa's teeth. Every time I think about it, I feel even more uncomfortable and my heart is blocked. After reading so many fanfics and daydreaming, I woke up alone and could only open Bilibili, look at Oppa on Weibo, and continue to daydream. Some people say that chasing stars is meaningless and everything you do is in vain. Your idol doesn't know you. You are just one of his fans, just like a match, which can only emit a weak flame and seems to be extinguished with one breath. But when you hear him calling our names, you feel that everything you have paid for it is worth it. The fatigue of voting in the early morning and swiping the oil pipe is gone. No matter what, let's go with him first!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! ! The author is responsible, I burst into tears a lot!

Ah ah ah ah, Zhi An, I really like you dearly.

This is the second time I have read it, and I think I can read it many more times. I am a person who doesn't like to comment very much. Except for those articles that can touch my heart, the author's writing is very true, because it is the heartfelt, bloody heartfelt words. Every woman has fantasized about Mary Sue plots, and so have I. I have thought about marrying those idols. This may be a good thing. It can make you move forward, but it can also become an excuse for you to fall. In your heart, only you know a pure land. If you want to believe in fate, I think illegitimate fans are bolder people than ordinary fans. They have committed the seven deadly sins of "lust" - excessive admiration for each other, and sometimes overly passionate love. You are afraid of them, let alone them. I had an ARMY on Douyin today yelling at Guoguo at the airport. Guoguo thought he wanted an autograph, but she didn't. She said I'm getting married, so I won't wait for you. Guoguo said she wanted to be happy. My heart burst into tears. When the author wrote "Farewell to Skylight", I felt really sad when I read it. My heart was entangled and I cried very sadly. That Min Yoongi suffered from schizophrenia after Shengyou died. The sweet time between him and Shengyou was just a fantasy. This paragraph is really well written. The sweet time that usually can only be fantasized about ARMYs and Bangtan allows Lao Min to experience the feeling of not being able to get it, and the dreams that are shattered at the touch of a touch. I really understand how those poignant love poems came about, but they are just not available. Here I hope that all ARMYs can be happy.

Like the author, I used to like Chen Yiru very much. Later, I met Dongshen, my five-person destiny, and I liked him for nearly ten years. In 2015, I climbed the wall to the Japanese circle, and became a fan of the J family. I liked Tomohisa Yamashita, Hideaki Takizawa, and Ryousuke, who the author calls, in short, he is the family fan of the J family. Recently I went to bts and fell madly in love with Min Yoongi. I have been in the Korean scene for nearly ten years, and for the second time I feel like I am going to fall into a group again, which is BTS. I have always felt that it is an honor to be able to like them, because the idols that I can like are all outstanding and excellent people that I think, so I am really happy to meet them. Even though we have never met, they are still unique to me.

My idol was my idol when I was 12 years old, which lasted nearly 6 years. I have only been in my life for just over 15 years so far. I have devoted a lot of one-third to his things. I never mention him to others. I am afraid, afraid that they will take it as a joke, afraid that my feelings will be exposed... …I only mentioned him to my best friend. I told her that I had just fallen in love with him, and told her how important he was to me. I had countless words to say, but they never came out to me. She is a gentle person, she never says anything, she only listens, but I know she doesn't believe it.

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It feels like I am describing my own state of mind. A few days ago, my friend Ami, who has graduated for a long time, told me that many people could not get tickets for this Love Yourself tour, and she was the same. At that time, I probably became more and more aware of some facts that I stubbornly ignored before. Maybe it was true that I would never see them again in my life. Sometimes there is a moment of confusion, do they really exist? Sometimes I think about letting go, thinking that there are so many fans who don't lack me, but I have to say that I have to thank them. It is their every lyric and every word of encouragement to me that pulls me back from the edge of the cliff. At least they are still working hard. I can't give up, even if they We don't know that I exist, so what, flowers bloom and fall, nothing exists forever, I hope I can always walk with them, maybe one day, they are tired, they will turn to the background, maybe I am tired, struggling whether to let go, I hope I will not forget, they saved me

It's like reading my own autobiography, it's so similar to my mental journey.

The writing is very good and very true. I am a VIP and a fan of the whole group. I never left them in 2012. However, in 2018, I already know that I have to gradually let go because I have grown up and they have reached this age. I Brother Long, our bigbang has never been the ones educated in school who are worthy of learning, but I still like them, but I have known since I was a child how far away my idols are from me. Even if I like them, I never want to get closer, because, I know, this world The farthest distance is admiration, and distance creates beauty. I first came into contact with Bangtan. I don't remember how long it was. At that time, my friend who was a fan of Brother Long with me told me that this group was also a fan of theirs. Then I went to watch it. I really can't be ignorant. My conscience said that they were not good. At that time, I felt a strong sense of crisis. They would be very popular. I have always only been a fan of Big Bang. I didn't like or even reject the others. But I still watched all their MVs, and then I thought, OK It feels like I have fallen in love with a new group again. This is the first time. They are a small company just like they used to be, and they are developing slowly... Now I don't think about anything. Logically speaking, at my age, I wouldn't be so open-minded, but, in that circle, they are very I was busy and tired, and I had no way or time to get in touch with people in the entertainment industry or outside of my previous acquaintances. How could I force them to stay single, so I let it go and no longer thought about whether they had girlfriends, because this had nothing to do with me in the first place, but ah , I really want them to find a good woman, treat them well, and live a good life. This is the greatest support I can give as a fan. From now on, I will only buy albums and watch concerts. Nothing more. About me, Brother Long, them, about me. I have never become their girlfriend, Mr. Min, because I know the distance is too far and being close is too tiring, and I can't accept the big gap. I originally liked them because of their music, so I should always accept musical exchanges with them.