Loving you or hating you, I can no longer go on either way. Please just let me stop here., Xu Bai
A Chinese painter who has settled in Rain City tells his beloved wife a bedtime story every night. At her request, tonight he tells the bizarre tale of how an innocent lesbian novice turned into a seasoned player.
From a straight woman to a bottom, then from a bottom to a top, protagonist Xu Bai finds her life after coming out spiraling out of control. As the times change in Yu City, every step of the way is a spectacle of self-destruction.
At the end of the story, when his wife asks why he knows so much about this lesbian’s life over nearly thirty years, the connection between the painter and Xu Bai is revealed...
1. A bittersweet lesbian romance, with distinct tops and bottoms, grounded in reality;
2. From school to society, with plenty of nostalgic flashbacks, happy ending;
3. The second female lead appears fairly late, and the ending is one-on-one.
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The writing is really great. The author is a strong person. The changes along the way are indeed as the name suggests, Xiaobai's growth and transformation in the past thirty years. The details are very well written. Meimei had a bad relationship, but because of her, Xiaobai is Xiaobai today, and Xiaobai became happy after meeting Yiyi. I like this ending very much. The existence of the painter is the biggest surprise. The author is very good. Xu Bai is not the painter who was a boy from the beginning and had a smooth life. She got married at the first love and had two babies. Instead, after ten years of painful suffering, she met T who finally made her happy. Thanks for the companionship of this novel, I still want to read something like this
May time be gentle.
Please write a long review. Although I don't know if it will be long, it is not a review. Feeling inspired. Got into the pit halfway, just in time to finish. It's not easy for Xiaobai, it's rare for Yiyi. Meimei who had a bad fate, Yong'er from the past, Xiao Ran who never met again... If they all changed from the beginning, it would be a different story. There is indeed only one novice in this world. No matter how lucky he is or how miserable he is, he may not be a novice anymore. I am very happy that the promised HE has fulfilled its merits. I believe that everyone in the story will have a warm ending. People who are separated may meet again, and those who love each other will definitely grow old. This story has a different feeling. It is obviously just the first half of my life but it seems like a century of ups and downs. The people in the story live in the story, and the people in life live in life. I look forward to seeing Yangyang's writing style in other types of writing, and look forward to our next encounter. Finally, I say goodbye to Xu Bai.
I'm also curious if there's any extras
At the end of "Spreading Flowers", I actually guessed that Xu Bai was imaginary, and I felt it again from the beginning. A proper HE. Xiaobai's story is over, and Hope Yangyang's story has just begun. Although it's just a novel, I feel like I've seen a lot of it, and I wonder if there's a prototype for it, hehe. Good night, have a good sleep.
Finished spreading flowers! Make flowers! Throw flowers! Flower!! It turns out that Mr. Painter does not exist... No wonder he couldn't guess... Xu Bai has experienced a lot of ups and downs in the first half of her life, and she has done a lot of desperate things. Fortunately, she has the little angel Shen Yi to support her out of the sea of suffering. They will definitely be together for a long time and for a hundred years. Last question, is there any extra story?
Mr. Painter is also called Xu Bai? It's really unexpected! Unexpected! This kind of explosive operation is so exciting!
It's great that Xiaobai can let go. As expected, it's coming to an end. It's just relaxing.
Can I say that I guessed it? Hahaha, there was some foreshadowing before. Maybe they were hiding something from each other, and everyone in the family was a teacher. I think I am so witty...
Can't close your legs? Does Yiyi know about this? [Laughing]