(The following traces the changes in the heroine's state of mind)
-- I'm going crazy.
-- Somebody, please save me!
-- Please, don't leave me alone.
-- Forget it. In my world...
Having myself is enough.
P.S. Set in Japan. The content is somewhat bleak, so read with caution.
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It's so real, it feels like I wrote it As a junior, I admired my parents and loved my relatives. My parents divorced when I was 8 years old. My mother never saw me in the next 8 years. My dad locked me up on Saturdays, Sundays, summers and winter vacations and made me study, haha. My mom made her unable to hold her head up and threatened me with death if I didn't get into college. I was the one who killed him. I was beaten and scolded at every turn, and I asked my grandparents and aunts for help, but no one could save me. I burst into tears during self-study in the evening of my senior year of high school. I wanted to take a leap for life, but finally I got the idea. I didn't treat them as relatives and let them die, and I was liberated. Don't be obsessed with it, don't be trapped by emotion
It's so sad. I've seen it a lot.
Suddenly I remembered a Japanese song, it seemed like, She once lived, and she also sang about committing suicide. Minato Yusei lived out her own life, I admire her very much
Suicide is a sin and you will go to hell... I can only persuade myself this way
Just like a person drinking water, he knows whether it is warm or cold. Envy, a loser like me can only be confused and lose again and again←_←
I really envy the way the heroine saves herself
It's great, I look like the heroine.