We're not invulnerable
But I know that all the wounds
Will heal along the road you walk
Long after, you'll even forget this cold
Just as we don't know
When winter passes
But we know
It will pass in the end
I lock myself in my room and write each poem
Looking back on the past few years, like wind, snow, clouds, and smoke
Year after year
Like the changing sea and mulberry fields
If one day
If one day
If I could return to that day
I shut myself away
Searching for that boy
That boy won't come back. Where is he wandering?
He came alone
And drove away every shadow
If only I could
If only I could
If heaven envies the talented
I can't find a way to make life like a game of chess
I've lost this game
Could I trade in this skin?
One step, one bewildering turn
One step, and life and death are hard to change
If depression
If depression
If depression becomes an illness
I'm going mad from bottling it up. Repression really is like the air
A cramped space weighs on my heart. I've even thought of giving up
Giving up all the effort I once made
How can I ever rise above the crowd?
If I give up
If I give up
If I go to heaven
I've come all this way, through so much hardship and upheaval
My mind is beginning to wander, and every story has become a mystery
Very nice!! Lily?